On Mon, 12/3/18,
jenmarth13@... [JoyofSatan666] <
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] How to leave Satan properly
To:
[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
Date: Monday, December 3, 2018, 4:31 AM
Mods probably won’t approve this message...
I’m prepared and more than deserving of rude comments.
I’m worthless. I’ve asked Satan for an incubus for the
last time today. My astral senses are open enough, I go to
the gym 5-6 days a week, I’m not a newbie, I’m just
worthless down to the soul I guess.
Im lonely and getting older (late 20s) and I just can’t do
it anymore. The loneliness is completely unbearable. Despite
everything I’ve done for Satan, I can’t even be with one
incubus. (I can’t benhappy with other humans)
Because if this, I’ve completely lost the will to live.
Satan KNOWS I would do better in a relationship with an
incubus, but none accept me. I know it’s pathetic and the
world needs RTRs right now. But this is too heavy for me I
can’t go on. I’ve been breathing in gray color energy
with affirmations of my death to no fucking avail....
If Satan leaves me, I’ll die. When I’m permanently dead,
I wont feel lonely anymore (or anything for that matter)
Look, if I was in a relationship I would be hella motivated
to preserve my life. Humans need love and affection
eventually or they become unhealthy mentally (which is
happening to me) it’s painful!
I’ve asked him to leave me and he won’t.. Is there a way
to undericate? Do I have to renounce him? Do I just stop
meditating/doing warfare?
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