Other How to Get Rid off Sudden Negative Thoughts

[Daemonica]

Greetings,

Unfortunately, I had to distance myself from meditation and spirituality this fall due to some significant changes in my life. However, about a month ago, I was able to reintroduce meditation into my daily routine.

But I’ve been facing an issue that has actually been happening since the summer. I’m only now realizing the extent of the damage it's causing me. Every now and then —especially before I go to sleep, as I’m falling asleep, and when I’m waking up— I experience these intrusive, absurd thoughts. I’m not sure if, in this 'sleepy' state, my aura weakens and makes me more vulnerable to spiritual attacks, but these thoughts sometimes cause me to panic and experience heart palpitations.

What is the best way to address this problem? I oftenly clean my aura and make protection aura daily, and I’ve also started practicing Satanic Hypnosis on myself. Can I resolve this issue by continuing my current routine, or is there something more I should do?

Additionally, I’ve noticed a couple of things about these thoughts. For example, I can experience this state of panic even when thinking about past events that weren’t particularly traumatic or sad. Also, strangely, I’ve started to feel uneasy when thinking about sexuality. I have no issue with sexuality; I’ve long discarded the belief that “sexuality is bad” imposed by Abrahamic religions. I know that the sexuality of two people who love each other is spiritually beneficial. However, when I think about sexuality during these moments —before sleep, as I’m falling asleep, and just before I wake up— I feel terrible, almost as if sexuality is something 'alien' and disturbing.

Could this be related to a curse embedded in my Sacral or Root Chakra?

 

[DarkPagan666]

The transition between wakefulness and sleep is a time when your brain operates differently. This state can make your mind more receptive to unprocessed emotions, subconscious fears, and even astral influences. Intrusive thoughts during this time are not uncommon, especially if there are stressors or unresolved issues within you.

You can use the runes Ansuz and Wunjo by vibrating them 10 times each, and program their energies to soothe and ease your mind, relieving it of negative and intrusive thoughts in a positive and beneficial way for you.

With that said, meditation and yoga can break down barriers buried in your mind, which may bring old fears and phobias to the surface. While our conscious mind may not be fully aware or able to recall these experiences exactly, our subconscious mind does. This is perfectly normal and will pass with time as you continue to cleanse, empower, and heal your chakras.

Excerpt from Satanism and Power Meditation:
"Power meditation is a psychic cleaning house so to speak. When one begins a power meditation program, one can often expect repressed emotions to manifest, such as anger, hatred, rage, grief, and so forth. You may find yourself having upsetting thoughts and feelings and not knowing why these are occurring. These emotions can last up to a year or even longer, according to the intensity in which they were suppressed in your younger years. Many of us can't even remember these experiences, but our subconscious minds do. In time, suppressed emotions will be cleaned out and the soul will be able to advance and be much freer. One will find inner balance and peace."

To mitigate otherwise negative influences in your surroundings, focus on bringing positivity and joy into your environment, whether it’s your apartment or your room (if you live with your parents). When circumstances allow, vibrate the Sanskrit word for happiness and joy, Sananda, 10 times or in multiples of 10, and program it. The waxing Moon is ideal for this, though its current position in Aries may make the effects temporary. You can, of course, repeat this ritual as often as you wish. Additionally, you can use the rune Algiz to further banish any negative energies.

 

[Rodulf]

I had a period of trouble with disturbing, unwanted thoughts that lasted about 4 years, brought on by my PTSD issues couples with very bad memories. The technique that worked for me was to not dwell on the thoughts and not oppose them, just watch from a detached state, no judgement or emotion. This comes from Eastern meditation wisdom, and it works.

 

[Daemonica]

I had a period of trouble with disturbing, unwanted thoughts that lasted about 4 years, brought on by my PTSD issues couples with very bad memories. The technique that worked for me was to not dwell on the thoughts and not oppose them, just watch from a detached state, no judgement or emotion. This comes from Eastern meditation wisdom, and it works.

Thank you very much, this is exactly what I am going through. PTSD and a combination of very bad and 'less bad' memories coming together in a terrible form. I haven't had these things for a while now and I've started to feel more comfortable letting these thoughts flow away rather than hiding them.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

But I’ve been facing an issue that has actually been happening since the summer. I’m only now realizing the extent of the damage it's causing me. Every now and then —especially before I go to sleep, as I’m falling asleep, and when I’m waking up— I experience these intrusive, absurd thoughts. I’m not sure if, in this 'sleepy' state, my aura weakens and makes me more vulnerable to spiritual attacks, but these thoughts sometimes cause me to panic and experience heart palpitations.

I had a period of trouble with disturbing, unwanted thoughts that lasted about 4 years, brought on by my PTSD issues couples with very bad memories. The technique that worked for me was to not dwell on the thoughts and not oppose them, just watch from a detached state, no judgement or emotion. This comes from Eastern meditation wisdom, and it works.

I suffer from complex PTSD and I found Rodulf's technique interesting, thanks for sharing!
In my case, buried memories and feelings started to surface in pre-sleep moments, or similar light trance situations. This happened why the conscious mind stopped thinking and "doing whatever physical" that many people affected from PTSD do, to keep memories and unwanted feelings away.
So it may be (it's only a possibility though) that disturbing thought come from yourself and not from external entities or attack. You may have suffered some kind of trauma in this or previous life, probably related to sex. To be sure, I would clerarly ask to my Guardian Demon - did I suffer a traumatic event causing those thoughts? Based on reply you can understand where to work to cope or stop that.

Additionally, I’ve noticed a couple of things about these thoughts. For example, I can experience this state of panic even when thinking about past events that weren’t particularly traumatic or sad. Also, strangely, I’ve started to feel uneasy when thinking about sexuality.

This is called "activation" for traumatized people. The mind thinks you are in a dangerous situation, while it's not a case, because some "triggers" did that. Triggers are situations, objects, feeling recalling a past traumatic event.

I have no issue with sexuality; I’ve long discarded the belief that “sexuality is bad” imposed by Abrahamic religions. I know that the sexuality of two people who love each other is spiritually beneficial. However, when I think about sexuality during these moments —before sleep, as I’m falling asleep, and just before I wake up— I feel terrible, almost as if sexuality is something 'alien' and disturbing.

Could this be related to a curse embedded in my Sacral or Root Chakra?

Honestly I can't say about the curse, maybe.
But a possibility is you have a strong buried traumatized "self" that is calling for help and is scared. At least for the it worked that way.
Last option, maybe a psychic vampire or severely damaged person is attached to your chakras? it is possible to feel others' feelings if they are strongly connected to your soul.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

Thank you very much, this is exactly what I am going through. PTSD and a combination of very bad and 'less bad' memories coming together in a terrible form. I haven't had these things for a while now and I've started to feel more comfortable letting these thoughts flow away rather than hiding them.

I overlooked this post. If you have bad memories surfacing than this is the case. Sorry to hear that. Remember that, in case you have been hurt, it's not your fault. It never is.
Janina Fisher and Bessel van der Kolk books on PTSD are very helpful.
I also recently performed "emotional body healing" meditation by HPs Lydia. It's great but very touching in terms of emotions surfacing, to be done carefully in my opinion.

 

[Rodulf]

I suffer from complex PTSD and I found Rodulf's technique interesting, thanks for sharing!
In my case, buried memories and feelings started to surface in pre-sleep moments, or similar light trance situations. This happened why the conscious mind stopped thinking and "doing whatever physical" that many people affected from PTSD do, to keep memories and unwanted feelings away.
So it may be (it's only a possibility though) that disturbing thought come from yourself and not from external entities or attack. You may have suffered some kind of trauma in this or previous life, probably related to sex. To be sure, I would clerarly ask to my Guardian Demon - did I suffer a traumatic event causing those thoughts? Based on reply you can understand where to work to cope or stop that.


This is called "activation" for traumatized people. The mind thinks you are in a dangerous situation, while it's not a case, because some "triggers" did that. Triggers are situations, objects, feeling recalling a past traumatic event.


Honestly I can't say about the curse, maybe.
But a possibility is you have a strong buried traumatized "self" that is calling for help and is scared. At least for the it worked that way.
Last option, maybe a psychic vampire or severely damaged person is attached to your chakras? it is possible to feel others' feelings if they are strongly connected to your soul.

Very happy that I've helped you! Trauma memories are an interesting topic. A realization that has come to me recently is that all of my bad memories, abuses, ugly images, etc are actually a treasure trove of wisdom, and I will keep them with me, guarding them like a great source of power and self-knowledge. "Academy of Ideas" on YouTube has some excellent videos on how pain, depression and anxiety are absolutely essential for self-transformation and evolution.

 

[idiocy smasher]

Well this week my subconscious started to slap me just for existing
On Tuesday
Yesterday and today it got so serious I started feeling anxious.
I do the triathlon RTR on that Gypsy everyday.
Can it be a backlash from my subconscious
And also
How are traumas necessary for growth

 

[EyeofHorus666]

Daemonica, I know exactly how this feels, as I have gone through , and battled this exact same feeling. A sense of panic, or dread that seemingly comes from nowhere or is triggered by a word or event. It's terrible and can often cause physical manifestations of panic, dizziness, disorientation, heart palpitations or worse. What truly helped me in this regard was really focusing on and spending more time on void meditation, being able to banish thoughts at will gave me a huge buffer against these "attacks". Whenever I felt the thought coming in, I would just "tune"to the frequency of silence in my head. Attack avoided. Repeat as necessary. I can't stress how much this helped me. Do void meditation sessions more frequently and also while walking around in daily life. You can't practice too much imo. This, as well as the excellent advice above.

"Void meditation and the ability to banish thoughts at will, is a definite help here, as negative thoughts serve no real purpose and tying into them is a waste of time, unless it is for a specific reason, as one wanting to deal with them. This is just a stage and will pass in time. Ignore any negative thoughts if they surface and they will go away.

As we can see, by focusing our attention to our chakras, we empower them. Through awareness and focus; when turning our attention to anything, we give it power. When we completely ignore any negative thoughts or psychic disturbances, they will wither away."

I found the above to be very true.

idiocy smasher, trauma or at the very least, challenge is necessary for growth because without an outside (or sometimes inside) obstacle to overcome we remain stagnant. Imagine everything being provided to you right on your couch. Press a button pizza is delivered. Press another, a shower head and scrub clean your body. Same with your teeth. Sexual partner. But you never leave. Prison is a dwelling where you take no leave. You would rot within a matter of weeks. But you have to get up to find your food, work, shower, talk to people. In essence, grow. This is important. And as comfortable as the alternative may initially appear, it is actually a lot of despair. Hope this helped in some small way.
Hail Satan Forever!

 

[idiocy smasher]

Well I don't feel pleasant I feel anxieties and accidental urges to assault everyone

 

[EyeofHorus666]

Take a moment. And ask yourself what you want. What do you want? Do you truly want to hurt people? You mention these urges as being accidental. What do you mean by this? Unintentional? As in not what you would truly want. You will go through times in life where you feel unpleasant, where you feel anxious. It is an unavoidable consequence of being human. It is what you do when you feel these things that defines your character, and ultimately defines who you are. Now ask yourself. What do I truly want? Who do I want to become?