Demonolater2023
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I grew up with the usual xtian brainwashing that money is the source of all evil, rich people have to be scammers or filth or ride coattails blah blah and I have recently noticed that the idea of me becoming very rich or successful gives me a lot of anxiety and that if I become rich something bad will happen to balance it. I have managed to make enough to rent away from my parents (nothing fancy but in a town much more expensive than where they live) and I am trying to save but never seem to have a breakthrough. I also have a freelancing side job that has the potential of making more but it's like I self sabotage.
When I used to see charlatans therapists they had many theories like me having low self esteem or me being raised in poverty and not being able to be ''comfortable'' in a more rich reality but I feel like there is more to it than just that.
Is anyone else dealing with the same challenge? Opinions?
When I used to see charlatans therapists they had many theories like me having low self esteem or me being raised in poverty and not being able to be ''comfortable'' in a more rich reality but I feel like there is more to it than just that.
Is anyone else dealing with the same challenge? Opinions?