BLACKMAGE
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- Feb 10, 2025
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When I first came to Satanism, I asked the satan to teach me how to do magic. Before Joy of Satan I came (i.e. from another sect) I would practice magic all day I only improved myself in magic for 4 years, but I can't control it fully anymore.
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I used to study magic all day long for
4 years I only improved myself in magic but I can't control it anymore
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I got on the bus the other day and the girl on the bus looked at me in a way that I didn't like at all and I was annoyed by it I DID NOT DO MAGIC I just thought about doing it
she fell down while getting off the bus the driver came up to her and asked if she was okay
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again I got angry with a friend of mine AND I DID NOT SPELL AGAIN I JUST THROUGH MY MIND
half an hour later he had to apologize for accidentally sending a follow-up request to his ex-girlfriend 1 day later he burned his chin (but the burning of his chin was deliberately damaged by magic and his chin was not burned with something heavy, it burned from hot coffee)and now he is healed no scar it last 1 week
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after an argument with my father, he made me very angry, he
Cut on the top of the head while coming home from the shop,
I DID NOT WANT TO SPELL MY FATHER
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and once I had an argument with 2 other friends,
they made fun of me, I got angry, I was very angry,
I THOUGHT ABOUT SPELLING ONLY i did not
when
the next morning came, 2 of them and I had bad dreams
1. one of them said that there was a girl in his dream with blonde hair (someone he knew),
this girl grinned at him and cut his arm from wrist to elbow with glass shards, then he woke up in the middle of the night and his father asked if there was anything wrong with him
. 2. according to the 2nd one, he had a nightmare about his family, but I couldn't remember
and I had a nightmare about my family
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my question is how to stop this from happening, I
don't want to hurt people around me with sudden anger
There may be a translation error, my original language is not English
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I used to study magic all day long for
4 years I only improved myself in magic but I can't control it anymore
____________
I got on the bus the other day and the girl on the bus looked at me in a way that I didn't like at all and I was annoyed by it I DID NOT DO MAGIC I just thought about doing it
she fell down while getting off the bus the driver came up to her and asked if she was okay
________
again I got angry with a friend of mine AND I DID NOT SPELL AGAIN I JUST THROUGH MY MIND
half an hour later he had to apologize for accidentally sending a follow-up request to his ex-girlfriend 1 day later he burned his chin (but the burning of his chin was deliberately damaged by magic and his chin was not burned with something heavy, it burned from hot coffee)and now he is healed no scar it last 1 week
________
after an argument with my father, he made me very angry, he
Cut on the top of the head while coming home from the shop,
I DID NOT WANT TO SPELL MY FATHER
__________
and once I had an argument with 2 other friends,
they made fun of me, I got angry, I was very angry,
I THOUGHT ABOUT SPELLING ONLY i did not
when
the next morning came, 2 of them and I had bad dreams
1. one of them said that there was a girl in his dream with blonde hair (someone he knew),
this girl grinned at him and cut his arm from wrist to elbow with glass shards, then he woke up in the middle of the night and his father asked if there was anything wrong with him
. 2. according to the 2nd one, he had a nightmare about his family, but I couldn't remember
and I had a nightmare about my family
_______________________
my question is how to stop this from happening, I
don't want to hurt people around me with sudden anger
There may be a translation error, my original language is not English
