How do I stop being a slave

[aaaaa0246]

Im deeply affected by slave morality, my brain always makes me unwillingly subservient to others. It seems that I'm always going to be the last in every matter.
I took the time to reflect on my situation and I noticed that it is actually easy to persuade, yet I still lack the means to properly assert myself.
I want to rule over them, I will be their master and they will be the good little slaves that they are and they want to be.

 

[Disciple of the Serpent]

Im deeply affected by slave morality, my brain always makes me unwillingly subservient to others. It seems that I'm always going to be the last in every matter.
I took the time to reflect on my situation and I noticed that it is actually easy to persuade, yet I still lack the means to properly assert myself.
I want to rule over them, I will be their master and they will be the good little slaves that they are and they want to be.

It seems mental, try to deprogram yourself, go into trance and do affirmations about what you want to get rid off, or what you want to build.

"I am completely free and deprogrammed [ecc...] in the most healthiest and positive way for me, now and forever".

You must personalize these of course.

You can also do these before going to bed and after you wake up from sleep.
Create your list of affirnations.

About mastering people, it's not like abusing and torturing everyone, nothing like that. It's about true and genuine rulership and leadership.

Being well founded in the Zevist Virtues is a must.

The Temple of Zeus Ethics

As Zevists, being rulers and leaders is one of our aim, first of ourselves and then to our community.

Lord Zeus is the ruler of the whole universe. And we try to emulate Him.

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

Im deeply affected by slave morality, my brain always makes me unwillingly subservient to others. It seems that I'm always going to be the last in every matter.
I took the time to reflect on my situation and I noticed that it is actually easy to persuade, yet I still lack the means to properly assert myself.
I want to rule over them, I will be their master and they will be the good little slaves that they are and they want to be.

Here you go:

Self Hypnosis

 

[Alexandros Iowno [TG]]

You have normal instinct, live your life and mature, do not be a victim and learn the virtues of ToZ.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

Im deeply affected by slave morality, my brain always makes me unwillingly subservient to others. It seems that I'm always going to be the last in every matter.
I took the time to reflect on my situation and I noticed that it is actually easy to persuade, yet I still lack the means to properly assert myself.
I want to rule over them, I will be their master and they will be the good little slaves that they are and they want to be.

First of all, as I know by personal experience the meaning of being enslaved, mentally and emotionally, I express my sadness for your words. For some people it is a though task, posting those personal facts on here, good you have done it.

As others said, you are not a slave in itself, but you may have "educated" - better said programmed - to be subservient in a passive way.
Most often this is due to childhood education, if you have constantly been exposed to xian programming, or similar stuff, you may have developed a slave attitude. Worst is the scenario, like for me, when you may have suffered verbal / phyisical / sexual abuse, as this may lead to a slave mentality.
This is NOT your fault of you being "wrong". Imagine your mind is a computer, that have been (wrongly) programmed to be "subservient". Where is the fault ? In the computer or in the program/virus that OTHERS, not you, loaded into your mind! You have the answer here.

I often say inner dialogue is very important to correct thus, by talking to your inner selves, if any, who are responsible for lack of assertion.
Reading posts by others here, I remind all of this is better done with "self-hypnosis", that is not that far from inner dialogue in itself.
It's like, re-educating yourself as if you are a child again, in a way.

I hope this helps.
Oh I forgot. So many people think they are the only one with this problem, sometimes people feel they are defective and others are "good". Nothing can be further from reality. In truth, I think the majority of people have similar damages, so you are not the only one not alone in this - I am just a living proof of this.
My best encouragement for your healing, if you attempt it.

 

[aaaaa0246]

My slave morality is indeed conditioned, not by education, but by enviroment. So hypnosis will only help to a extent. You see, i have to focus a lot. When i focus i dont breathe, and when i dont breathe i get lost in thought, when i get lost in thought i dont breathe and so on. This seems to have taken a toll.
I understand that mentalism is malleable to an extent though.
Playing around i reached a mental state where i was not so very concerned about wordly things, there was less reaction and response to external stimulus, a swift lost in interest to everything but the essential. My mouth weighed more so i abstained or took longer to talk. Only my inmediate needs or what i had in front of me mattered. But with purpose, as if in working long-term. I could name this slow life strategy or something like that. I've only been able to enter this state twice and it was brief. I wish to stay permanently like that.
I tried to investigate but i didn't had any luck, only irrelevant stuff or straight up gaslighting appeared. Like trying to keep me down, push me around.

I talked about ruling over others because they seem to want to be dragged around, and if they want that, then who i am to deny them those things?

On another note. I studied human psyche and realized that mental states such as servitude and assertiveness are based on conditioning either by enviroment, education or genes. But this is not something solid, but rather amazingly volatile, as if it was an illusion, and it indeed it is. The difference between a master and a slave is literally as unsignificant as a fleeting mental state, or something physical like changing clothes. A very thin line, and yet to be able to be dominant would in practice take several lives. Information and wisdom is at hand reach but to actually reach it its a totally different thing. I would like to keep elaborating but i lack the words to properly describe this.

All traumas mean nothing when they could be gone in a snap of a finger.

Rules seem to be some sort of invention to keep the guillible aka "docile" down and let people with "integrity" and will to rule to break norms and stay on top. It starts as soon as school with those classroom rules.

Crucial information necessary to progress its almost impossible to come by, i feel that i am close to a certain border or limit. But i know what this border is.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

Playing around i reached a mental state where i was not so very concerned about wordly things, there was less reaction and response to external stimulus,

This sounds very Neptunian to me, probably you have a strong Neptune or you are being hit by a transit, as Neptune has been in Pisces until this month so its influence has been very strong. If this is the case, things will get better when Neptune will enter Aries (soon).

On another note. I studied human psyche and realized that mental states such as servitude and assertiveness are based on conditioning either by enviroment, education or genes.

I would add, natal Planets, that may be "included" in the definition of genes for standard books with no clue in Astrology.
Natal Chart strongly defines your attitude towards others, and your level of assertiveness, in a way.

All traumas mean nothing when they could be gone in a snap of a finger.

That would be great, but traumas do not disappear in a snap of a finger - unfortunately.
This may seem happening, when heavy traumas are buried in the unconscious and deleted from conscious memories by the brain. This does not solve the problem, indeed it worsen it, because buried traumas will generate unconscious activity bringing to emotional problems, that may surface abruptly later in life.