If you have not done so already, thoroughly read the Joy of Satan website.
Joy of Satan
http://www.joyofsatan.org
Perform the Dedication Ritual when you feel ready. If you cannot find the right candle color, forget the "so mote it be" at the end, or make some other minor error, that will not derail your Dedication Ritual. Satan is extremely understanding, unlike the christian god who will throw you into a pit of fire for every little thing, and is not going to come after you for extremely trivial errors. As long as your blood is on the paper and you genuinely want to dedicate yourself to Satan, your Dedication Ritual was valid. Dedication Ritual
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... TANIC.html The goal of Spiritual Satanism is to spiritually empower yourself and obtain powers that humans are supposed to have like healing and telepathy. The final goal is to complete the Magnum Opus and become a god. Consistent meditation is key to those goals. A good place to start with meditation is the 40 Day Self-Empowerment Program available in Satan's Library. PDF copies of the hatha and kundalini yoga routines from the 40 Day Self-Empowerment Program are in Satan's Library.
Satan’s Library
http://dawn666blacksun.angelfire.com Starting Guide for New Satanists
https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... ics/162014 or
http://josministries.prophpbb.com/post74364.html#p74364 
