Hole in the soul

[One Wire Phenomenon]

When someone you love dearly connects with you at the soul but leaves you for someone else and brutally hurts you deeply. Does this leave a hole in the soul? How long does it take to heal from something like this? I read people who do drugs also have holes in their soul and it takes life times to heal. It probably depends on your own spiritual strength doesn't it?

 

[NinRick]

When someone you love dearly connects with you at the soul but leaves you for someone else and brutally hurts you deeply. Does this leave a hole in the soul? How long does it take to heal from something like this? I read people who do drugs also have holes in their soul and it takes life times to heal. It probably depends on your own spiritual strength doesn't it?

I don’t think that it will leave an actual hole in your Aura if someone leaves you.

With doing drugs, I came to one conclusion, which is just my own theory.

If you do drugs, like ecstasy, you feel on drugs, extreme bliss (which is not very pleasant for me) and also you feel energy rushing up your body (people describe it as feeling like flying but this is just energy, MUCH energy). The problem is, your soul is weak, your aura is also weak, also this energy is just an artificial rush, normally you were never able to make this happen, it is not controlled. I do believe that this energy simply rips holes in your aura.

I can for example, behind my 2nd chakra, let energy break out, also rushing into my whole body, but most of it goes up as well, when I do so, I feel the same as if I took ecstasy, my heart rate and blood pressure spike up, and also my pupils expand to the maximum, And my eyes look like someone who took ecstasy. (But it is very hard as if I am lifting weighs, but I am not moving a muscle)

Also when the part of the nadis in my brain opened and energy rushed against each side of the stream, After that, I also felt like I was on ecstasy. But I don’t like this feeling at all. Stormblood had to comfort me and calm me, over email, lol. I should thank him for this again, it really helped me. Heck, it felt like I was about to have a seizure. But this feeling only lasted for a relatively short while. But sleeping was impossible that night.

So I came to the conclusion that an artificially created avalanche of energy just rips holes in your aura, as it is too weak to withstand it. (If you take drugs)
Leaving you WIDE OPEN for curses, attacks, influence of others, energy and cosmic influence.

Also since doing drugs and much energy feels actually very similar to identical, This is also the reason I believe people with a pronounced Neptune tend to do either drugs or meditations.

***the above is just the opinion of a complete lunatic***

My theory and interpretation might be completely wrong. I just said what I thought causes holes in the aura.

 

[AncientRainbows]

On the spiritual level it creates a connection between you two. As for a hole in your aura I am not aware of how that could create one unless you also develop a few of bad mental problems as a result, in which case the holes would be secondary from the mental issues.

The healing time is very dependent on your own strength.

How i personally would go about that is to first vent out all my emotions about it to avoid bottling anything up, which will vary greatly from person to person. Once that is done and I could think clearly and rationally its time to answer the question "do I want this person in my next life?" If the answer is anything other than no, work is done and I've addressed my emotions time to move on.
If the answer is no then I will go through the process of detaching found here.

https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Detaching.html

 

[darkmonkey666]

It only takes lifetimes for those that really don't work on it much. Maybe a month or two to year or so with consist work a person will be much better or even fix it. It depends on the severity.

 

[Wotanwarrior]

The holes in the aura or weaker areas of your aura can be caused by energy blockages when the energy does not circulate well, to solve it you have to work to remove these blockages with the THAUR rune and hatha yoga, you can also absorb the energy of the sun or the golden energy and program it to repair the holes in your aura.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

When someone you love dearly connects with you at the soul but leaves you for someone else and brutally hurts you deeply. Does this leave a hole in the soul? How long does it take to heal from something like this? I read people who do drugs also have holes in their soul and it takes life times to heal. It probably depends on your own spiritual strength doesn't it?

I don’t think that it will leave an actual hole in your Aura if someone leaves you.

With doing drugs, I came to one conclusion, which is just my own theory.

If you do drugs, like ecstasy, you feel on drugs, extreme bliss (which is not very pleasant for me) and also you feel energy rushing up your body (people describe it as feeling like flying but this is just energy, MUCH energy). The problem is, your soul is weak, your aura is also weak, also this energy is just an artificial rush, normally you were never able to make this happen, it is not controlled. I do believe that this energy simply rips holes in your aura.

I can for example, behind my 2nd chakra, let energy break out, also rushing into my whole body, but most of it goes up as well, when I do so, I feel the same as if I took ecstasy, my heart rate and blood pressure spike up, and also my pupils expand to the maximum, And my eyes look like someone who took ecstasy. (But it is very hard as if I am lifting weighs, but I am not moving a muscle)

Also when the part of the nadis in my brain opened and energy rushed against each side of the stream, After that, I also felt like I was on ecstasy. But I don’t like this feeling at all. Stormblood had to comfort me and calm me, over email, lol. I should thank him for this again, it really helped me. Heck, it felt like I was about to have a seizure. But this feeling only lasted for a relatively short while. But sleeping was impossible that night.

So I came to the conclusion that an artificially created avalanche of energy just rips holes in your aura, as it is too weak to withstand it. (If you take drugs)
Leaving you WIDE OPEN for curses, attacks, influence of others, energy and cosmic influence.

Also since doing drugs and much energy feels actually very similar to identical, This is also the reason I believe people with a pronounced Neptune tend to do either drugs or meditations.

***the above is just the opinion of a complete lunatic***

My theory and interpretation might be completely wrong. I just said what I thought causes holes in the aura.

Hay you not a lunatic it makes sense what you are saying. Thank you

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

On the spiritual level it creates a connection between you two. As for a hole in your aura I am not aware of how that could create one unless you also develop a few of bad mental problems as a result, in which case the holes would be secondary from the mental issues.

The healing time is very dependent on your own strength.

How i personally would go about that is to first vent out all my emotions about it to avoid bottling anything up, which will vary greatly from person to person. Once that is done and I could think clearly and rationally its time to answer the question "do I want this person in my next life?" If the answer is anything other than no, work is done and I've addressed my emotions time to move on.
If the answer is no then I will go through the process of detaching found here.

https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Detaching.html

Yea thanks this will help

 

[HiperX]

Can i ask a question ?
When i smoked weed , mid/after a high i am not only hungry but very open to people , less afraid and very chill .
Make a girlfriend from a 3year old friendship (i want before but idntknow..) and then like a click ...wery friendly ,bee in the heaven overchilled guy . From Astrology perspective i am an addictive person to drugs :| shy and just water..
When i had a bad trip i threw away/ stop weed and dont do it anymore. After this i was angrier , frustrated and just dont have a big laught and a Energy Release , like with weed.
Please dont do drugs!
I dont want weed ( sometimes want so much..) but i resist , so my question is , Can i make myself that chill , easy and less shy without any outer substance ?

 

[Maya]

Can i ask a question ?
When i smoked weed , mid/after a high i am not only hungry but very open to people , less afraid and very chill .
Make a girlfriend from a 3year old friendship (i want before but idntknow..) and then like a click ...wery friendly ,bee in the heaven overchilled guy . From Astrology perspective i am an addictive person to drugs :| shy and just water..
When i had a bad trip i threw away/ stop weed and dont do it anymore. After this i was angrier , frustrated and just dont have a big laught and a Energy Release , like with weed.
Please dont do drugs!
I dont want weed ( sometimes want so much..) but i resist , so my question is , Can i make myself that chill , easy and less shy without any outer substance ?

Yes you can. Though if you say that you sometimes want to smoke weed so much, you should start a working to detach from it. When your mind is addicted to something, it wastes a lot of energy thinking of it. Free your mind and body from it first. Don't stop meditation, and after a while you will find ways (or you can ask) how to feel relaxed and less shy. But if I were you, I would start with detaching, along with everyday meditation. Even meditation by itself can make you feel "chill".
Water is a great element for meditation, you know.

 

[NinRick]

When someone you love dearly connects with you at the soul but leaves you for someone else and brutally hurts you deeply. Does this leave a hole in the soul? How long does it take to heal from something like this? I read people who do drugs also have holes in their soul and it takes life times to heal. It probably depends on your own spiritual strength doesn't it?

I don’t think that it will leave an actual hole in your Aura if someone leaves you.

With doing drugs, I came to one conclusion, which is just my own theory.

If you do drugs, like ecstasy, you feel on drugs, extreme bliss (which is not very pleasant for me) and also you feel energy rushing up your body (people describe it as feeling like flying but this is just energy, MUCH energy). The problem is, your soul is weak, your aura is also weak, also this energy is just an artificial rush, normally you were never able to make this happen, it is not controlled. I do believe that this energy simply rips holes in your aura.

I can for example, behind my 2nd chakra, let energy break out, also rushing into my whole body, but most of it goes up as well, when I do so, I feel the same as if I took ecstasy, my heart rate and blood pressure spike up, and also my pupils expand to the maximum, And my eyes look like someone who took ecstasy. (But it is very hard as if I am lifting weighs, but I am not moving a muscle)

Also when the part of the nadis in my brain opened and energy rushed against each side of the stream, After that, I also felt like I was on ecstasy. But I don’t like this feeling at all. Stormblood had to comfort me and calm me, over email, lol. I should thank him for this again, it really helped me. Heck, it felt like I was about to have a seizure. But this feeling only lasted for a relatively short while. But sleeping was impossible that night.

So I came to the conclusion that an artificially created avalanche of energy just rips holes in your aura, as it is too weak to withstand it. (If you take drugs)
Leaving you WIDE OPEN for curses, attacks, influence of others, energy and cosmic influence.

Also since doing drugs and much energy feels actually very similar to identical, This is also the reason I believe people with a pronounced Neptune tend to do either drugs or meditations.

***the above is just the opinion of a complete lunatic***

My theory and interpretation might be completely wrong. I just said what I thought causes holes in the aura.

Hay you not a lunatic it makes sense what you are saying. Thank you

I know, I am perfectly sane, lol.

I just say that so people don't take what I said serious. As it is probably wrong.

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

Can i ask a question ?
When i smoked weed , mid/after a high i am not only hungry but very open to people , less afraid and very chill .
Make a girlfriend from a 3year old friendship (i want before but idntknow..) and then like a click ...wery friendly ,bee in the heaven overchilled guy . From Astrology perspective i am an addictive person to drugs :| shy and just water..
When i had a bad trip i threw away/ stop weed and dont do it anymore. After this i was angrier , frustrated and just dont have a big laught and a Energy Release , like with weed.
Please dont do drugs!
I dont want weed ( sometimes want so much..) but i resist , so my question is , Can i make myself that chill , easy and less shy without any outer substance ?

Of course you can you should read more JoS because thats something every satanist should know. Joy of Satan is a solution to the worlds problems but one massive problem for the jews!

 

[One Wire Phenomenon]

I don’t think that it will leave an actual hole in your Aura if someone leaves you.

With doing drugs, I came to one conclusion, which is just my own theory.

If you do drugs, like ecstasy, you feel on drugs, extreme bliss (which is not very pleasant for me) and also you feel energy rushing up your body (people describe it as feeling like flying but this is just energy, MUCH energy). The problem is, your soul is weak, your aura is also weak, also this energy is just an artificial rush, normally you were never able to make this happen, it is not controlled. I do believe that this energy simply rips holes in your aura.

I can for example, behind my 2nd chakra, let energy break out, also rushing into my whole body, but most of it goes up as well, when I do so, I feel the same as if I took ecstasy, my heart rate and blood pressure spike up, and also my pupils expand to the maximum, And my eyes look like someone who took ecstasy. (But it is very hard as if I am lifting weighs, but I am not moving a muscle)

Also when the part of the nadis in my brain opened and energy rushed against each side of the stream, After that, I also felt like I was on ecstasy. But I don’t like this feeling at all. Stormblood had to comfort me and calm me, over email, lol. I should thank him for this again, it really helped me. Heck, it felt like I was about to have a seizure. But this feeling only lasted for a relatively short while. But sleeping was impossible that night.

So I came to the conclusion that an artificially created avalanche of energy just rips holes in your aura, as it is too weak to withstand it. (If you take drugs)
Leaving you WIDE OPEN for curses, attacks, influence of others, energy and cosmic influence.

Also since doing drugs and much energy feels actually very similar to identical, This is also the reason I believe people with a pronounced Neptune tend to do either drugs or meditations.

***the above is just the opinion of a complete lunatic***

My theory and interpretation might be completely wrong. I just said what I thought causes holes in the aura.

Hay you not a lunatic it makes sense what you are saying. Thank you

I know, I am perfectly sane, lol.

I just say that so people don't take what I said serious. As it is probably wrong.

O okay haha

 

[HiperX]

Yes you can. Though if you say that you sometimes want to smoke weed so much, you should start a working to detach from it. When your mind is addicted to something, it wastes a lot of energy thinking of it. Free your mind and body from it first. Don't stop meditation, and after a while you will find ways (or you can ask) how to feel relaxed and less shy. But if I were you, I would start with detaching, along with everyday meditation. Even meditation by itself can make you feel "chill".
Water is a great element for meditation, you know.

Dont worry , i dont use any green in last 3 years . Im just curious if i can reach a state (happiness , no agression , no hate , just chill ) without drugs. In subconscious level i ask because i make a crush in my ex girlfriend that time and it was so much easier. Not like with so shy mind nowadays . Im a loner with few friend and looking for a more open subconscious with less fears.
I m just a novice with no skills/practice , my problem is I am more a thinker like a Doer...

 

[Maya]

Yes you can. Though if you say that you sometimes want to smoke weed so much, you should start a working to detach from it. When your mind is addicted to something, it wastes a lot of energy thinking of it. Free your mind and body from it first. Don't stop meditation, and after a while you will find ways (or you can ask) how to feel relaxed and less shy. But if I were you, I would start with detaching, along with everyday meditation. Even meditation by itself can make you feel "chill".
Water is a great element for meditation, you know.

Dont worry , i dont use any green in last 3 years . Im just curious if i can reach a state (happiness , no agression , no hate , just chill ) without drugs. In subconscious level i ask because i make a crush in my ex girlfriend that time and it was so much easier. Not like with so shy mind nowadays . Im a loner with few friend and looking for a more open subconscious with less fears.
I m just a novice with no skills/practice , my problem is I am more a thinker like a Doer...

Yes you can. Meditation and workings can help you reduce and then vanish things that block you, and as a result having more confidence to take action. You could also use the elements as they are in jos (like fire for confidence and action -use it wisely), or a sun square for this. As for the "chill" even void meditation can help you, and some meditation you like doing.