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im simo hi to all im pretty new to spiritual satanism.im from muslim background(seems like i am the only one though) but was never religious.from chilhood i had never belived in religions to be the word or creation of some kind of absolute god and what pisse me of above all is that we are to consider ourselves slaves of a so called creator of the universe i'd rather be damned than submit myself.as i grew older i begun to had some disturbing thoughts well disturing for the average person and it kind of lead me to depresion because they were things that would still be impossible to acheive alone even if you had many lifetimes and there was many time were i cursed myself to not be like everyone else and be like a sheep that follow mindlessly the herd but that not how i am needless to say because of that i was always considered like a bad boy.
but kept on living then when by chance i came across jos(wasn't even searching about something related to satanism) it seems like i found the answer of many question and like got to know a part of the whole picture,and was shocked too i always try to think about things without the influence of law or religion or others but always thought that demon darkness relate to evil well that was wrong from me to think like that.
i just recently begun meditating and im going to do the didacation ritual april 30 at midnight (from jos it is said it's the best for ritual),so my first question is what are you suppose to meditate about after the ritual.
also after that im supposed to persevere on my own in meditation and opening all my chakra and when the time comes demons and father enki will begin interacting with me?
and what was like you first encounter with demon and how did you know it was not an impostor?(it seems like no one even talked about that)
by the way pristress dietrich you're work and dedication is awesome
and you seem like a person who never back off and always prepared to head on ,i hope that i can know more about you in the future.
and HAIL ENKI.
but kept on living then when by chance i came across jos(wasn't even searching about something related to satanism) it seems like i found the answer of many question and like got to know a part of the whole picture,and was shocked too i always try to think about things without the influence of law or religion or others but always thought that demon darkness relate to evil well that was wrong from me to think like that.
i just recently begun meditating and im going to do the didacation ritual april 30 at midnight (from jos it is said it's the best for ritual),so my first question is what are you suppose to meditate about after the ritual.
also after that im supposed to persevere on my own in meditation and opening all my chakra and when the time comes demons and father enki will begin interacting with me?
and what was like you first encounter with demon and how did you know it was not an impostor?(it seems like no one even talked about that)
by the way pristress dietrich you're work and dedication is awesome
and you seem like a person who never back off and always prepared to head on ,i hope that i can know more about you in the future.
and HAIL ENKI.
