I was lifting a jug of water and I suddenly got a sharp pain next to my grain on the right by my hip, and got swollen bumb but it was not red like typical hernia so that and me being ss I did not go to the doctor. The swelling went down but I still have discomfort like there's a object stuck inside, been hoping now I have enough energy to fix it using an affirmation and directing energy on it. Should I do that or go to the doctor. If it is hernia I'm just worried a Jew would do the surgery and I'd be screwed.