Ignisalas
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Is the munka vibrate in https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xb6EkqZO4oQ the correct way to vibrate it? Its Aldrick Strickland's video, but its a bit old and I was just wanting to confirm if its the correct way to do Munka.
Also, there will be a full-waning moon in Taurus in a few days, would that be a good start on a Freeing the Soul working?
I was asking because I want to get rid of all the money and sexual hangups that ive got. I don't know what happened to me in a past life, but I can say it was awful.
Im ready to put an end to all of this torment that I go through. Ive been poor all my life without so much as a few dollars, and getting into a sexual relationship with someone is next to impossible because of the condition i'm stuck in. I want to be free from it all.
What kind of affirmation should I use for it? Or how should I use the munka mantra? Do I vibrate into my entire being and say an affirmation like "I am permanently and completely free from poverty and all sexual hang ups"?
Over the years ive really let myself go and given up on a happy life. I have very deep rooted depression and deprivation when it come to money, sex, and any luxury and success.
Ive developed a deep envy and hatred towards people that have all those things, and I need help getting rid of the problems that I have.
Ive pledged myself as a soldier to Satan and I wanted to help out in the War that we are having here on earth. Ive made a lot of promises to him in the past that I would help whenever I could, but as time went on I found myself being lazy and not doing much of anything. I admit that most of the time I worry more about myself and the problems that im having, instead of other people and the condition our world is in. Its because ive lived in sadness my whole life and Im craving to escape it and have wealth and luxury that I, and we as Satanists damn well deserve.
Over the years of being a Satanist, my faith and love for Satan has slowly faded away, because ive never been contacted by any of the gods. Ive tried plenty of times in the past to ask for physical signs. For example: I put an empty plastic bottle at the edge of the table that I use for my altar, and asked if any of the gods could tip it over, or do something with it. Nothing happened. And I did that a few times. I was wondering why they would leave me here without anything and let me suffer through the things I do. Its hard to escape the life I have on my own. I wish they could see that and offer help. Ive nearly lost all hope and I cant stand it anymore. I feel so nonimportant to Satan that ive nearly stopped doing anything for him.
Ive had hardly anything good happen when trying to open my chakras. Ive been a member of JoS for about 5 years now, and ive only started working on my chakras and doing magic for about 3 years. My third eye just doesn't want to open and it seems hopeless to try anymore. Ive tried everything from Thaum, to Thuar, to Thoth, to Inanna, to Chandramase, which im doing right now 40x chandramase, into my third eye and even using affirmations "The energy of the moon is opening and empowering my third eye in a happy and positive way for me" x8 And it still doesn't seem to work.
I have lived as a Satanism for 5 years now and I still don't even know if Satan really accepts me or not. Ive barely gotten any signs from the gods that they are there, and ive had not the slightest bit of success in life at all ever since becoming a Satanist. Im such a good person at heart, but life has made me cruel and vicious without anyone there for me to show any kind of love, and the silence of the gods isn't helping at all. I wish I was free from this life. Hoodedcobra made a sermon about accepting yourself, but how could I possibly accept myself when I hate everything about me.
And remember if any of you guys are having a bad day and going through pain, just remember that I had to wake up today without anything to eat, no money to buy food, nobody to love, and I have to worry about bills that's impossible for me to pay. I don't deserve this kind of life at all.
I want to try a freeing the soul working, and if that doesn't work, then fuck it all, I guess im just doomed to doom itself.
Also, there will be a full-waning moon in Taurus in a few days, would that be a good start on a Freeing the Soul working?
I was asking because I want to get rid of all the money and sexual hangups that ive got. I don't know what happened to me in a past life, but I can say it was awful.
Im ready to put an end to all of this torment that I go through. Ive been poor all my life without so much as a few dollars, and getting into a sexual relationship with someone is next to impossible because of the condition i'm stuck in. I want to be free from it all.
What kind of affirmation should I use for it? Or how should I use the munka mantra? Do I vibrate into my entire being and say an affirmation like "I am permanently and completely free from poverty and all sexual hang ups"?
Over the years ive really let myself go and given up on a happy life. I have very deep rooted depression and deprivation when it come to money, sex, and any luxury and success.
Ive developed a deep envy and hatred towards people that have all those things, and I need help getting rid of the problems that I have.
Ive pledged myself as a soldier to Satan and I wanted to help out in the War that we are having here on earth. Ive made a lot of promises to him in the past that I would help whenever I could, but as time went on I found myself being lazy and not doing much of anything. I admit that most of the time I worry more about myself and the problems that im having, instead of other people and the condition our world is in. Its because ive lived in sadness my whole life and Im craving to escape it and have wealth and luxury that I, and we as Satanists damn well deserve.
Over the years of being a Satanist, my faith and love for Satan has slowly faded away, because ive never been contacted by any of the gods. Ive tried plenty of times in the past to ask for physical signs. For example: I put an empty plastic bottle at the edge of the table that I use for my altar, and asked if any of the gods could tip it over, or do something with it. Nothing happened. And I did that a few times. I was wondering why they would leave me here without anything and let me suffer through the things I do. Its hard to escape the life I have on my own. I wish they could see that and offer help. Ive nearly lost all hope and I cant stand it anymore. I feel so nonimportant to Satan that ive nearly stopped doing anything for him.
Ive had hardly anything good happen when trying to open my chakras. Ive been a member of JoS for about 5 years now, and ive only started working on my chakras and doing magic for about 3 years. My third eye just doesn't want to open and it seems hopeless to try anymore. Ive tried everything from Thaum, to Thuar, to Thoth, to Inanna, to Chandramase, which im doing right now 40x chandramase, into my third eye and even using affirmations "The energy of the moon is opening and empowering my third eye in a happy and positive way for me" x8 And it still doesn't seem to work.
I have lived as a Satanism for 5 years now and I still don't even know if Satan really accepts me or not. Ive barely gotten any signs from the gods that they are there, and ive had not the slightest bit of success in life at all ever since becoming a Satanist. Im such a good person at heart, but life has made me cruel and vicious without anyone there for me to show any kind of love, and the silence of the gods isn't helping at all. I wish I was free from this life. Hoodedcobra made a sermon about accepting yourself, but how could I possibly accept myself when I hate everything about me.
And remember if any of you guys are having a bad day and going through pain, just remember that I had to wake up today without anything to eat, no money to buy food, nobody to love, and I have to worry about bills that's impossible for me to pay. I don't deserve this kind of life at all.
I want to try a freeing the soul working, and if that doesn't work, then fuck it all, I guess im just doomed to doom itself.