Curious666
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- Apr 28, 2022
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In JoS website. There info about help from the gods. Since i started My journey, I had some experiences with contacting the gods. I have never had anything wild like prying from a mirror or voice or seeing etc. Only for one experience with Father Satan which is a secret for me; it was the realest and most powerful experience.
Yet all these times i have always felt a distant. Maybe it’s my higher expectation or whatever. But I human, i am lower; as much as I need to do everything all by myself; I do need HELP. I can’t make it by myself. I will try and learn and do my part, But once in a while i will ask for help.
With all honesty in all my heart, most of the times (not all but most) I contacted the gods I never got really had the help i asked. And I wasn’t even asking for things most newbies would ask for. It was just things that helped my survival. I have faced so much hardship in this path. But i have never given up, I have always in spirit stood with Satan.
I have been ridiculed, i have been looked down upon by people close to me that are without, i have been cursed, the enemy has at a time made my life so difficult yet, i never left Satans path. Not receiving help from the gods has made me feel so down and under sometimes.
I have never left this path and I never leaving because honestly there is no where to go to. I don’t ask the gods for anything anymore, only Satan. I envy those who receive help and the gods contact.
Is my thinking wrong? Do the gods feel and know what we feel? Someone once commented that the gods are usually surprised at the things that we can’t do/have/ask for. Well maybe because they aren’t facing what we are facing. Maybe they aren’t in our shoes.
Or maybe I wasn’t contacting them rightly. Like my message wasn’t reaching them or something. Such as Different states existence such as higher and lower. Making it difficult for lowers really understanding highers and vice versa.
Yet all these times i have always felt a distant. Maybe it’s my higher expectation or whatever. But I human, i am lower; as much as I need to do everything all by myself; I do need HELP. I can’t make it by myself. I will try and learn and do my part, But once in a while i will ask for help.
With all honesty in all my heart, most of the times (not all but most) I contacted the gods I never got really had the help i asked. And I wasn’t even asking for things most newbies would ask for. It was just things that helped my survival. I have faced so much hardship in this path. But i have never given up, I have always in spirit stood with Satan.
I have been ridiculed, i have been looked down upon by people close to me that are without, i have been cursed, the enemy has at a time made my life so difficult yet, i never left Satans path. Not receiving help from the gods has made me feel so down and under sometimes.
I have never left this path and I never leaving because honestly there is no where to go to. I don’t ask the gods for anything anymore, only Satan. I envy those who receive help and the gods contact.
Is my thinking wrong? Do the gods feel and know what we feel? Someone once commented that the gods are usually surprised at the things that we can’t do/have/ask for. Well maybe because they aren’t facing what we are facing. Maybe they aren’t in our shoes.
Or maybe I wasn’t contacting them rightly. Like my message wasn’t reaching them or something. Such as Different states existence such as higher and lower. Making it difficult for lowers really understanding highers and vice versa.