help ASAP

[Lauren M]

Hello brothers and sisters. I am fairly new. I plan on re dedicating soon. i was wondering how anybody who has been raised in a xian household disconnected themselves from the xian god. i find that father is calling me but i am weak in aura and spirit. i want to serve father so bad but every time i dedicate i fall under serious attack from greys and other xian things. i fall under attack so heavily that i tell the xian god that i turn back. they torment me physically mentally and spiritually. i so badly want to follow father. please help me i am not your enemy. i have tried repeatedly and im finally asking for help. please dont look down on me. again i am no infiltrator or xian i seriously want to follow father but keep running into obstacles. Hail Satan!!

 

[Blaise Parnell]

The way I broke away from Xianity was through study. Before I did my first meditation I studied hours a day for many months on Xianity and Satanism. The first thing you need to do is completely break that connection. You need to find the logic and understand and be able to hold yourself in an argument about Xianity. You say you are being attacked before you dedicate, then perhaps the best thing for you to do is too build up a strong aura of protection, concentrate on healing yourself, and ask your GD for support. People will say you need to dedicate first but I found out my GD before I dedicated. Remember, the dedication is just the formal method of showing where your allegiance is, it is what you feel in your heart that is truly important. Most people screw up the dedication somehow, I cut my finger waayy to deeply, other  people cant get the paper to burn etc. The Dedication is important, but what is more important is your safety. If it is too dangerous for you to dedicate at this time, then my recommendation is for you to act as a Satanist, work on your aura and prove yourself without having to do a stock-standard ritual that you truly are a Satanist at heart. I warn you though, if you do dedicate and run back to the enemy, things wont be good. Although there are no Sins.. there are lessons, and if you dont learn your lesson the first time, then the gods will be harder and harder until it gets through to you.
Just to recap all this, you should lead your lifestyle as a satanist, constantly work on protection and healing. and be a satanist at heart. Many people may disagree but in truth, the dedication is the formal ritual to officially show where your heart stands, but it is not necessary straight away. Satan will know what you feel without the dedication, he trusted me and revealed my GD before I dedicated.
From: Lauren M <laurenrmac@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Wed, 25 August, 2010 10:31:21 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] help ASAP

  Hello brothers and sisters. I am fairly new. I plan on re dedicating soon. i was wondering how anybody who has been raised in a xian household disconnected themselves from the xian god. i find that father is calling me but i am weak in aura and spirit. i want to serve father so bad but every time i dedicate i fall under serious attack from greys and other xian things. i fall under attack so heavily that i tell the xian god that i turn back. they torment me physically mentally and spiritually. i so badly want to follow father. please help me i am not your enemy. i have tried repeatedly and im finally asking for help. please dont look down on me. again i am no infiltrator or xian i seriously want to follow father but keep running into obstacles. Hail Satan!!


 

 

[You hate The truth]

Here is a couple of links that should get you started after you have deicated your self to Satan.   http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... akras.html http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... aning.html http://www.666blacksun.com/Protection.html   Those should give you a good kick start so that you can further empower yourself. If you really want to follow him then hurry up and do the dedication. You must also remember that Satan helps those that help themselves. Put in the effort and he will be there, after the dedication, start with opening your chakras. Keep your aura clean, do this meditation day and night.   Rege, Satanas! ......Reign, Satan!...... Rege, Azazel! Rege, Eligos! Rege, Decarabia! Al Jiwah- I remember necessary affairs and execute them in due time. I teach and guide those who follow my instructions.

From: Lauren M <laurenrmac@...
To: [email protected]
Sent: Tue, August 24, 2010 5:31:21 PM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] help ASAP

  Hello brothers and sisters. I am fairly new. I plan on re dedicating soon. i was wondering how anybody who has been raised in a xian household disconnected themselves from the xian god. i find that father is calling me but i am weak in aura and spirit. i want to serve father so bad but every time i dedicate i fall under serious attack from greys and other xian things. i fall under attack so heavily that i tell the xian god that i turn back. they torment me physically mentally and spiritually. i so badly want to follow father. please help me i am not your enemy. i have tried repeatedly and im finally asking for help. please dont look down on me. again i am no infiltrator or xian i seriously want to follow father but keep running into obstacles. Hail Satan!!

 

[Daniel Rossouw]

I was a xian pastor for 20  years, it is not that hard, just focus on what  you want now, and the past will go away. I always questioned the teachings and eventually left as there is no one with open ears or minds, If you need more help let me know where are at, you can always use hypnosis as well


To: [email protected]
From: laurenrmac@...
Date: Wed, 25 Aug 2010 00:31:21 +0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] help ASAP

  Hello brothers and sisters. I am fairly new. I plan on re dedicating soon. i was wondering how anybody who has been raised in a xian household disconnected themselves from the xian god. i find that father is calling me but i am weak in aura and spirit. i want to serve father so bad but every time i dedicate i fall under serious attack from greys and other xian things. i fall under attack so heavily that i tell the xian god that i turn back. they torment me physically mentally and spiritually. i so badly want to follow father. please help me i am not your enemy. i have tried repeatedly and im finally asking for help. please dont look down on me. again i am no infiltrator or xian i seriously want to follow father but keep running into obstacles. Hail Satan!!


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[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Greetings Daniel,
I was a xian leader for many years also.Glad I woke up from the lie also,but it screwed me up something terrible.Still recovering from the effects after over 15 years of being away from that mind prison.
Hail Satan!
Brian.

--- On Thu, 8/26/10, Daniel Rossouw <danierossouw7@... wrote:

From: Daniel Rossouw <danierossouw7@...
Subject: RE: [JoyofSatan666] help ASAP
To: [email protected]
Date: Thursday, August 26, 2010, 7:33 AM

  I was a xian pastor for 20  years, it is not that hard, just focus on what  you want now, and the past will go away. I always questioned the teachings and eventually left as there is no one with open ears or minds, If you need more help let me know where are at, you can always use hypnosis as well


To: [email protected]
From: laurenrmac@...
Date: Wed, 25 Aug 2010 00:31:21 +0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] help ASAP

  Hello brothers and sisters. I am fairly new. I plan on re dedicating soon. i was wondering how anybody who has been raised in a xian household disconnected themselves from the xian god. i find that father is calling me but i am weak in aura and spirit. i want to serve father so bad but every time i dedicate i fall under serious attack from greys and other xian things. i fall under attack so heavily that i tell the xian god that i turn back. they torment me physically mentally and spiritually. i so badly want to follow father. please help me i am not your enemy. i have tried repeatedly and im finally asking for help. please dont look down on me. again i am no infiltrator or xian i seriously want to follow father but keep running into obstacles. Hail Satan!!

[/TD]

 

[Dillon]

I am being rased in a household full of xianists, i have been attacked many times and i eventually beat them away. what i did was anger them, insult them, make them know that you are better than them. when i did this i was not strong mentally or spiritually i was infact very weak. when you feel their presence say to yourself/outloud that you are strong with father and nothing will ever break that bond. when i was being attacked (extremely where there were a whole lot of them just swirling around me tourturing me) and i just snapped, i swore at each one of them insulting them scaring THEM, making THEM feel weak fighting back THEM, there is a section on the JOS website that talks about fighting back, its under the meditation tab. i really hope this helps, if not another thing i did was sort of make a mental barrier making them unable to come near me.


Hail Satan!!

 

[Siatris]

On JoS there is a page where you can ask Father Satan for protection, do that, work on your Aura of Protection 3 times a day, morning, afternoon, and night. Every time you dedicate? Once is enough, I'm sure Father Satan knows you are sincere. If the enemy has been messing with you mentally, ignore them, they thrive off attention like that annoying kid that wants everyone to notice them, because mommy and daddy never paid them enough attention as a kid, once you cut these fuckers off from any attention, they won't have anything to feed off of, and they will go off and find someone else to annoy, this may take days, even weeks.

Also, study EVERYTHING, every last word on JoS, everything I just told you comes from Maxine or another JoS affiliate.

Oh, and as for you running into obstacles, there is a page on JoS concerning that too

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Lauren M" <laurenrmac@... wrote:

Hello brothers and sisters. I am fairly new. I plan on re dedicating soon. i was wondering how anybody who has been raised in a xian household disconnected themselves from the xian god. i find that father is calling me but i am weak in aura and spirit. i want to serve father so bad but every time i dedicate i fall under serious attack from greys and other xian things. i fall under attack so heavily that i tell the xian god that i turn back. they torment me physically mentally and spiritually. i so badly want to follow father. please help me i am not your enemy. i have tried repeatedly and im finally asking for help. please dont look down on me. again i am no infiltrator or xian i seriously want to follow father but keep running into obstacles. Hail Satan!!

 

[Daniel Rossouw]

Hi Brian,
It is not that bad, we have been pre conditioned and brain washed, now it is time to reverse the effects, I have been aware of all the gods all my life and since I always questioned the belief system it may have been easier for me, I challenged them in conventions about their theology, I used to make a lot of money but had to step back and be honest with myself,do i really believe this or it the way I was conditioned? The reality is that we were raised on a sheep mentality, we were taught to follow and not to question, that I realised very soon so I played the game until I got into the spiritual side totally and saw the fallacy. Once you enter spirit their is no question of turning back because you will have to deny yourself from what you have seen and understood, my motto was always to your own self be true, their is no amount of fear mongering or threats that can deter you once you get enligtened so my friend as their good book says: " set your face like flint" and push on dont let anyone deter you if you need help I am here for you I have been through the whole process of rejection only to come out on top and seeing them all fall like dominoes, be strong and stand what you believe in. There is real power here not the make believer power. If you step back and watch every sermon you ever attended you will see the hypnosis and mind control happening, that is why I studied hypnosis to expose this BS
Blessings
Daniel
 

To: [email protected]
From: briangibbons20@...
Date: Thu, 26 Aug 2010 06:54:45 -0700
Subject: RE: [JoyofSatan666] help ASAP

 

<td vAl[/IMG]Greetings Daniel,
I was a xian leader for many years also.Glad I woke up from the lie also,but it screwed me up something terrible.Still recovering from the effects after over 15 years of being away from that mind prison.
Hail Satan!
Brian.

--- On Thu, 8/26/10, Daniel Rossouw <danierossouw7@... wrote:

From: Daniel Rossouw <danierossouw7@...
Subject: RE: [JoyofSatan666] help ASAP
To: [email protected]
Date: Thursday, August 26, 2010, 7:33 AM

  I was a xian pastor for 20  years, it is not that hard, just focus on what  you want now, and the past will go away. I always questioned the teachings and eventually left as there is no one with open ears or minds, If you need more help let me know where are at, you can always use hypnosis as well



To: [email protected]
From: laurenrmac@...
Date: Wed, 25 Aug 2010 00:31:21 +0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] help ASAP

  Hello brothers and sisters. I am fairly new. I plan on re dedicating soon. i was wondering how anybody who has been raised in a xian household disconnected themselves from the xian god. i find that father is calling me but i am weak in aura and spirit. i want to serve father so bad but every time i dedicate i fall under serious attack from greys and other xian things. i fall under attack so heavily that i tell the xian god that i turn back. they torment me physically mentally and spiritually. i so badly want to follow father. please help me i am not your enemy. i have tried repeatedly and im finally asking for help. please dont look down on me. again i am no infiltrator or xian i seriously want to follow father but keep running into obstacles. Hail Satan!!

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[Brian Gibbons]

<td val[/IMG]Greetings Daniel,
Funny thing is until I got clean and sober in 95,I could not see past the bullshit.I have been away from that mind set for 15 yrs,and clean and sober the same amount of time.When I got into AA and away from church,I finally found the truth.Or to put it another way saw through the lies.I have been Pagan for 14 yrs and a Satanist since the beginning of the year.After I did my dedication,I started doing black masses to rid my soul of the bondage that I was in for so many years.I finally feel free inside to be me only.
Thank you Father Satan,
Thank you Daniel,
Brian.

--- On Thu, 8/26/10, Daniel Rossouw <danierossouw7@... wrote:

From: Daniel Rossouw <danierossouw7@...
Subject: RE: [JoyofSatan666] help ASAP
To: [email protected]
Date: Thursday, August 26, 2010, 5:40 PM

  Hi Brian,
It is not that bad, we have been pre conditioned and brain washed, now it is time to reverse the effects, I have been aware of all the gods all my life and since I always questioned the belief system it may have been easier for me, I challenged them in conventions about their theology, I used to make a lot of money but had to step back and be honest with myself,do i really believe this or it the way I was conditioned? The reality is that we were raised on a sheep mentality, we were taught to follow and not to question, that I realised very soon so I played the game until I got into the spiritual side totally and saw the fallacy. Once you enter spirit their is no question of turning back because you will have to deny yourself from what you have seen and understood, my motto was always to your own self be true, their is no amount of fear mongering or threats that can deter you once you get enligtened so my friend as their good book says: " set your face like flint" and push on dont let anyone deter you if you need help I am here for you I have been through the whole process of rejection only to come out on top and seeing them all fall like dominoes, be strong and stand what you believe in. There is real power here not the make believer power. If you step back and watch every sermon you ever attended you will see the hypnosis and mind control happening, that is why I studied hypnosis to expose this BS
Blessings
Daniel
 

To: [email protected]
From: briangibbons20@...
Date: Thu, 26 Aug 2010 06:54:45 -0700
Subject: RE: [JoyofSatan666] help ASAP

 

<td val[/IMG]Greetings Daniel,
I was a xian leader for many years also.Glad I woke up from the lie also,but it screwed me up something terrible.Still recovering from the effects after over 15 years of being away from that mind prison.
Hail Satan!
Brian.

--- On Thu, 8/26/10, Daniel Rossouw <danierossouw7@... wrote:

From: Daniel Rossouw <danierossouw7@...
Subject: RE: [JoyofSatan666] help ASAP
To: [email protected]
Date: Thursday, August 26, 2010, 7:33 AM

  I was a xian pastor for 20  years, it is not that hard, just focus on what  you want now, and the past will go away. I always questioned the teachings and eventually left as there is no one with open ears or minds, If you need more help let me know where are at, you can always use hypnosis as well



To: [email protected]
From: laurenrmac@...
Date: Wed, 25 Aug 2010 00:31:21 +0000
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] help ASAP

  Hello brothers and sisters. I am fairly new. I plan on re dedicating soon. i was wondering how anybody who has been raised in a xian household disconnected themselves from the xian god. i find that father is calling me but i am weak in aura and spirit. i want to serve father so bad but every time i dedicate i fall under serious attack from greys and other xian things. i fall under attack so heavily that i tell the xian god that i turn back. they torment me physically mentally and spiritually. i so badly want to follow father. please help me i am not your enemy. i have tried repeatedly and im finally asking for help. please dont look down on me. again i am no infiltrator or xian i seriously want to follow father but keep running into obstacles. Hail Satan!!

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