MiaScourge
New member
Hi!
1. I'm currently participating in the spiritual warfare program and I know we aren't supposed to do any other meditations than those included in it, but does this apply for all magic? There's a person that I need to curse and I've been abstaining from it for about a month. I also stopped many of the other workings including a love spell which means my boyfriend basically stopped loving me back ;-;. I thought this was a necessary sacrifice and I'm not supposed to be with an atheist anyway, but this is getting silly.
Let me explain about the curse, there's a girl in my school that i befriended but later I realized she's a wacko, and i tried to break up the friendship but she got agressive and tried to beat me up so naturally I fought back and I was the only one who got in trouble. My curses are usually "foolproof"(almost everyone in my family is gifted in black magic even tho they're xtians and try to hide it) so it won't waste a lot of energy.
2.My other question is about alchemy. I created a few potions including queen Elizabeth's aphrodisiac perfume(I just took 3 best ingredients from 11 recipes i found online to make them compatible by both the laws of perfumery and alchemy) and lately I've been working on an anti-aging potion. I'm having doubts about making this ever since I read about the Magnum Opus.This could be disrespectful to Satan due to the fact hardly anyone will want to achieve immortality with their own power if they can do so by just drinking something cheap. I say cheap because one can literally find the ingredients in his/er own garden.If anyone wants the recipe just comment down below but take care no outsider sees it. On the other hand I'd rather that I publish it than some xtian. Do you think I shouldn't do it?
3. As for the third question I recently had a weird experience when in a deep trance. At first I saw some pale yellow lights floating around a black surface(like a lava lamp) and I thought it was cool but then memories from my childhood started appearing followed by my most recent regrets, fears and stuff I tried to supress. I could've chased 'em away but for some reason I felt good until I got out of the trance. Then I felt awful 'cause I spent like a month supressing those memories before that occured ;-;. Did any of you have such experiences and what should I do to prevent recurring thoughts that hinder my focus?
4. My last question is about auras. I've done some research on auras and some books state that they describe moods while others say they describe our soul, personality and spiritual level. On the other hand my own aura is indigo/violet but sometimes, especially after meditation, I get flashes of other colors, mostly white and orange. This doesn't conform to either theory since I can't only have 4 moods and I don't have 4 personalities. I'm trying to figure out some pattern but it's hopeless. What do aura colors mean and what does this mean for me personally?
Thank you for your time
1. I'm currently participating in the spiritual warfare program and I know we aren't supposed to do any other meditations than those included in it, but does this apply for all magic? There's a person that I need to curse and I've been abstaining from it for about a month. I also stopped many of the other workings including a love spell which means my boyfriend basically stopped loving me back ;-;. I thought this was a necessary sacrifice and I'm not supposed to be with an atheist anyway, but this is getting silly.
Let me explain about the curse, there's a girl in my school that i befriended but later I realized she's a wacko, and i tried to break up the friendship but she got agressive and tried to beat me up so naturally I fought back and I was the only one who got in trouble. My curses are usually "foolproof"(almost everyone in my family is gifted in black magic even tho they're xtians and try to hide it) so it won't waste a lot of energy.
2.My other question is about alchemy. I created a few potions including queen Elizabeth's aphrodisiac perfume(I just took 3 best ingredients from 11 recipes i found online to make them compatible by both the laws of perfumery and alchemy) and lately I've been working on an anti-aging potion. I'm having doubts about making this ever since I read about the Magnum Opus.This could be disrespectful to Satan due to the fact hardly anyone will want to achieve immortality with their own power if they can do so by just drinking something cheap. I say cheap because one can literally find the ingredients in his/er own garden.If anyone wants the recipe just comment down below but take care no outsider sees it. On the other hand I'd rather that I publish it than some xtian. Do you think I shouldn't do it?
3. As for the third question I recently had a weird experience when in a deep trance. At first I saw some pale yellow lights floating around a black surface(like a lava lamp) and I thought it was cool but then memories from my childhood started appearing followed by my most recent regrets, fears and stuff I tried to supress. I could've chased 'em away but for some reason I felt good until I got out of the trance. Then I felt awful 'cause I spent like a month supressing those memories before that occured ;-;. Did any of you have such experiences and what should I do to prevent recurring thoughts that hinder my focus?
4. My last question is about auras. I've done some research on auras and some books state that they describe moods while others say they describe our soul, personality and spiritual level. On the other hand my own aura is indigo/violet but sometimes, especially after meditation, I get flashes of other colors, mostly white and orange. This doesn't conform to either theory since I can't only have 4 moods and I don't have 4 personalities. I'm trying to figure out some pattern but it's hopeless. What do aura colors mean and what does this mean for me personally?
Thank you for your time