Hey all.
I will try to explain this to the best of my abilities in hopes of some advice but it's kind of difficult to explain, let alone type it out but I'll do my best.
So basically, for around 7 years now, I've been hearing negative voices calling me names such as "Bitch, Die etc" in a very low monotone voice. Thankfully, due to lots of meditation practice, These voices don't have actual any impact on myself or mind other than maybe making it more difficult to contact other spiritual beings such as Succubi or Daemons for messages.
I often do Golden Light meditations and feel the energy working as I do it but it doesn't seem to effect these voices which makes me wonder if it actual is a spiritual attack or just my mind dealing with energy, old belief systems (I was a heavily deluded Christian in the past) or something like that?
The voice tends to have your stereotypical "Devil" Jewllywood sound which I find kind of funny at times, since I don't really allow them to get to me (if there even is anything there).
I have heard them also referring to dinosaurs which I found kind of odd, so I thought maybe somebody would know something related to these type of beings on the astral plane?
I couldn't find anything on the Joy of Satan website other than maybe Reptilian, which could be the case but I don't want to jump to conclusions.
I usually do void meditations, the voices simply come and pass as noise while I'm completely unattached and indifferent to them.
I guess you could relate it to Psychosis in a way? I'm sure somebody reading this might come to that conclusion but honestly, they have literally no power or control over me so I really doubt if that would be a proper way to describe it.
I'm more curious than anything and would like to hear what you guys have to say about this?
Has anybody ever went through simular negative attacks (if that is the case)?
It would be nice to be able to focus more on other spiritual beings but part of me wonders if it's just my subconscious acting out and that I could use it to channel my energy towards actual real beings, a bit like a dream?
Anyway, thank you for taking the time to read my rambling. It's nice to share these things with others. Peace!
I will try to explain this to the best of my abilities in hopes of some advice but it's kind of difficult to explain, let alone type it out but I'll do my best.
So basically, for around 7 years now, I've been hearing negative voices calling me names such as "Bitch, Die etc" in a very low monotone voice. Thankfully, due to lots of meditation practice, These voices don't have actual any impact on myself or mind other than maybe making it more difficult to contact other spiritual beings such as Succubi or Daemons for messages.
I often do Golden Light meditations and feel the energy working as I do it but it doesn't seem to effect these voices which makes me wonder if it actual is a spiritual attack or just my mind dealing with energy, old belief systems (I was a heavily deluded Christian in the past) or something like that?
The voice tends to have your stereotypical "Devil" Jewllywood sound which I find kind of funny at times, since I don't really allow them to get to me (if there even is anything there).
I have heard them also referring to dinosaurs which I found kind of odd, so I thought maybe somebody would know something related to these type of beings on the astral plane?
I couldn't find anything on the Joy of Satan website other than maybe Reptilian, which could be the case but I don't want to jump to conclusions.
I usually do void meditations, the voices simply come and pass as noise while I'm completely unattached and indifferent to them.
I guess you could relate it to Psychosis in a way? I'm sure somebody reading this might come to that conclusion but honestly, they have literally no power or control over me so I really doubt if that would be a proper way to describe it.
I'm more curious than anything and would like to hear what you guys have to say about this?
Has anybody ever went through simular negative attacks (if that is the case)?
It would be nice to be able to focus more on other spiritual beings but part of me wonders if it's just my subconscious acting out and that I could use it to channel my energy towards actual real beings, a bit like a dream?
Anyway, thank you for taking the time to read my rambling. It's nice to share these things with others. Peace!