In my personal experience this is what the enemy does with its slaves against a Satanist. Obviously the enemy now knows you have Dedicated, because they spy on everyone like perverts, and deviants. I am talking of course about the reptilians.
They're trying to cause a mental breakdown, or something worse, at the very least they want you to get fed up and lose your job. My best advice is to practice void meditation. This will eventually help you to tune them out.
Also trying the Visarga chant will help worlds with your void meditation among other benefits it has.
Basically this is a very hard type of trolling from the enemy against you. The enemy has this huge ego that says, only my slaves should work in "my world". They honestly believe(and the Jews are the same) this is their world.
When you get good enough at void meditation these fools won't phase you anymore. You'll be able to ignore them like they're not even there.
Once you reach a certain point in your Spiritual Advancement you will be beyond petty attacks like this.
If you want to blame something, then blame the Jews, and the reptilians for trolling you.
Use that as fuel to do reverse torah rituals. Basically the enemy has been reduced(because of Satan, and our reverse torah rituals) to trolling people who are of Satan. I don't outright hate 'most' xians because I know they are lost in the Jewish fake reality, and are typically in a spell of black magick hypnosis because of the Jew.
I think of them as people and I see this a lot in people's eyes as lost people who will someday find their way back. They always have the look of dependence on their eyes, like I'm depending on you to get me back to Satan. People of all sorts, not just xians.
Most times people can only get this out through their eyes, the only thing the enemy seems to be incapable of blocking.
Basically this should all be giving you more resolve to break the Jewtrix, and see a bright Satanic world, where people are Dedicated to Satan, and the Fourth Reich is in play eternally.
We all need to work together as Family to end these atrocities(those of us who are Satanists that is) once and for all.
All in all, it is best to keep your distance from most people, and keep quiet about everything lest you want the loonies actually ganging up on you, and insisting you are the insane one.
To make a bridge for people to return to Satan takes a lot of time, and to be a leader takes a tremendous amount of patience.
I'm not saying don't defend yourself, do what you must to survive, but be cautious.
If you truly need answers, then I advise you ask Satan, or your Guardian Demon/ness for guidance. This is all I can give and it is only because of Satan that I know these things, People, never forget to thank Satan for the knowledge He gives us.
Hail Satan.
Hail Lady Agares.
Hail Lady Beleth.
