On 3/19/12, Brian Gibbons <
briangibbons20@... wrote:
Glad to have you in the group Aeden.To me Spiritual Satanism is about
finding and becoming who we are meant to be,before we got all fucked up by
the kikes.Spiritual Satanism embraces all sexual genders,be it
homosexual,bisexual,or anything else.Fathers Satan does not care about your
sexual life,He leaves that completely up to us.To be honest,I am not sure
about the asexual things,because orgasms are very important to our spiritual
growth too.But I am sure once you open and empower your soul,you will find
the answer to that too.Read the joyofsatan.com site,and see if it answers
your questions to life,like it does mine.Welcome on this incredible journey
if you choose it.
Hail Satan
Brian
"I will crush Christianity under my boot like a poisonous toad." - Adolf
Hitler
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From: Aeden <
embracedmadness@...
To:
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Sent: Sunday, March 18, 2012 8:55 AM
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Greetings
Hello to all,
My name is Aeden and I was introduced to the Joy of Satan site by a good
friend of mine. I have researched various cultures and religions around
the world for years and have largely deemed myself "eclectic pagan" for
almost 4 years now due to not finding anything that "fit" - only bits and
pieces felt "true" to me.
I have not converted to Spiritual Satanism (as of right now, or perhaps
never) because when I make a commitment to something, I mean it. I don't
just jump into things. I was forced into a false religious commitment
when I was 8, and I will not waywardly do it again as a knowledgeable
adult. I have read much of the Joy of Satan site, and a good bit of it
resonates to what I have thought, felt, seen all my life on my own. In
fact, it resonates a bit TOO much for my comfort - it actually startles
me. In a way, it's exciting. In another way, it almost hurts.
I do have a couple concerns/questions to present, however, that I don't
believe will explicitly be on the site. If these same questions have
cropped up on the message boards elsewhere, please point me in the right
direction. (It's hard for me to navigate on these Yahoo forums. They
just don't make any sense to me!) I appreciate any feedback and
respectfully ask for your help. I have searched far and wide for
assistance, but few have given me answers.
1.) I am a Female-to-Male transsexual, completely transitioned with 3 years
of hormones and 2 years post-op. What do your teachings say about someone
who is transgender/sexual? Why would I be born this way? Granted, I am a
little strange on the Trans spectrum of things. Usually, someone who is
trans feels they ARE the opposite sex. I have always felt I was neither
"male" or "female". I identify with a male-body, and have a "balanced"
personality, but neither sexes' genitals mean anything to me. I'd rather
have neither and call it a day. Would this mean anything under your
doctrine? Also, in regards to the Magnum Opus, would I be returned to my
original, biologically-female state if I would in the future, attempt to
go through with it?
2.) I also identify as Homoromantic Asexual. For anyone who doesn't know,
I will break down what the terms refer to: "Homo" is in regards to my
attraction to men. "Romantic" relates to what kind of attraction, meaning
I'd like a romantic (emotionally intimate) relationship with a man.
"Asexual" refers to a lack of any desire for sexual relations with anyone.
These things, like any other orientations, are not choices, just
extremely rare. I have been to years of therapy to see if there was
anything I needed to "dig up" that was repressed or needed fixed, but
nothing has come up. I have also had blood tests done and various other
methods of poking and prodding to make sure nothing was wrong...and
everything seems to be just fine. I have also attempted energy work to
see if I could rouse anything, with no success. This is just how I am. On
the Joy of Satan site, I have seen many articles relating to the
importance of sexual energy and it's uses.
For someone like me, who has never had sexual desires, urges, attractions,
or even a libido, would I be shunned? Is there a purpose for someone as
rare as me to have (what I consider) this unique gift/curse? (After all, I
have a very different view of life, how people interact, and how people work
than most others.)
Thanks to all who post in response and I will continue to explore the site
and forums for information. I will probably post more questions along the
way, and look forward to any help.
A Seeker,
-Aeden
