Greetings after a long time and more.

[Herainette]

Greetings.

I am going through a lot for a year now, litteraly every day is worse than the other. Or was; One of my friends which i litteraly mention every update on my ''life'' threads as ''one of my friends''
did a rituel for me in his astral temple, or thats what he says. He lied to me through out a lot this year and we litteraly met before everything started to breakdown in my life. Litterally 10 days before or something like that. So eventhough i had second thoughts about this rituel it is really obvious that he did something. 1.5 week ago i went to a city where my dad was 'cause of his work and before i go our last talk was he screaming and yelling at me things like ''Be like your twin brother'', ''Die for him'' and ect. And when i was there the first days were like normal(?). I don't know how to feel about it. But last day i was sleeping in the car while other were eating, he woke me up for me to eat too and while we were walking he talked about stuff. He said things like ''I know you don't like body hair so im gonna buy the right machine for that for you'', ''Im gonna send you to the london school trip too this summer'' , ''If you don't like glasses you can have surgery for them'', ''Im gonna buy you the latest iPhone before your school trip'', ''Im gonna buy you the bicycle you want'', ''You can grow your hair'', ''You can go to therapist'' , (There is this school thing where you take online classes and get an ''American diploma'' after a certain point you'll get when you are in your senior year and you'll pass if you get 2.5 or higher, this is a big chance since you can go to any university you want with that but it's tons of dollars and he did this for my twin brother and not for me this year but he says he will do that for me to next year) Now he did bicycle, doctor for eyes is this week, it's %100 now that im going to london and im currently growing my hair. This is really odd 'cause as i said or last talk was him yelling to me and suddenly... This is why i am so sure about my friend doing a rituel. But there is things like; He won't come to therapy sessions with me while were are in the same city (He is with us right now)

I have to go now i will continue when i get the chance. Thank you.

 

[OttoHart]

Do not get involved in having others do any spiritual work for you. Even other Zevists, as it complicates things needlessly.
Covens are the only real caveat here, and they only work if the people have a very close view of each other's life and can check upon each other frequently, and if there is a life and death level of trust.

There isn't much personal advice we can give here as no matter how much info you give, the situation seems too nuanced.
Take the good as it is and enjoy it, protect yourself from the bad, as with anything in life.

Best wishes.

 

[Herainette]

Do not get involved in having others do any spiritual work for you. Even other Zevists, as it complicates things needlessly.
Covens are the only real caveat here, and they only work if the people have a very close view of each other's life and can check upon each other frequently, and if there is a life and death level of trust.

There isn't much personal advice we can give here as no matter how much info you give, the situation seems too nuanced.
Take the good as it is and enjoy it, protect yourself from the bad, as with anything in life.

Best wishes.

I get it. Thank you,

And due to my situation i can't help myself i can't even meditate, thats why i seek help.

 

[Henu the Great]

I get it. Thank you,

And due to my situation i can't help myself i can't even meditate, thats why i seek help.

Are you saying you do not have privacy for something like 15 to 30 minutes a day to cover the bare minimum of what a Zevist is expected to do?