goddamn stars and planets

[astarothmyqueen]

Hi!

am i the only one who feels Gangbanged by the stars and planets?

i just took time to check out more which stars i had conjunct with planets, one question btw: which should i focus on-1:the stars positions on my natal planets or the planets and which sign and orb they are in right now?

anyways, i got most bad news, and long-term aspects i do already have are being more influenced by stars which make it only heavier.

aside from meditation how can i learn to dampen/ease these aspects? can i draw in energy from the stars which are currently fucking with me? will that just make it worse?

can i draw in energy from the planet/planets that the stars are currently conjucting? would that make it better or worse aswell? cuz the planet/planets are making it bad just as it is, then i assume that additional intake of the energy(mostly neptune im reffering to) will make me worse.

or does taking in their energy learn me how to control their energy?

im a rat in a maze here it seems

Cheers..