God

[Fsihson666]

How come both gods are actively fucking up my life telling me I can't do things and trying to control me no matter what even tho I'm the voices boss and have more power somehow they get absorbed together and then it's everything fucking me up why can't I just sin why can't I live my dreams? How come me wanted to live this life I get fucked up the most? Maybe If I just made my self more attractive or I was a girl maybe then people would notice me and like me more and treat me with the right respect I deserve more. How come if people are just dieing in bad hell right now people are just clueless and stupid and continue the cycle and they act like I'm doing something wrong? I might not get an answer I want but at least I'm going to get revenge

 

[Vivek]

The Gods won't try to harm you or sabotage you in any way, nor will they encourage any self-destructive tendencies.

Whatever it is you are referring to it is not any "God" but probably an egregore or your subconscious mind going haywire.

The Judeo-christian conception of Hell is not a real place, but a tool of social control to mould human behaviour through fear.

There are idiots and horrible people everywhere, yes, which is inevitable due to the current nightmare situation and mass hallucination and ignorance, but if you want that to change the answer is not to throw your hands in the air and say "fuck it, I give up" rather to contribute to our collective growth.

And how can you do that?

Well, first, by helping yourself: clean your soul and remove the negative karma which is attracting these horrible situations to you in the first place.

All the spiritual tools to help you on this journey are already available here on the ToZ, as well as our support... and then maybe one day you will think about extending that same helping hand to other's, who know's?

“It is only by improving the world, that you will improve yourself. It is only by improving yourself, that you will improve the world – for infinity can only flow again back into infinity".

—Apollon/Azazel