Gender & Sexuality

[1Br42pe7JLkW]

Hello. I am making this post on the JOS forums, because I am looking for a JOS approved answer relating to these subjects, Gender & Sexuality -- I have long time been feeling mentally trapped by the pressure of conformity, and pleasing others. This is something I am working on and am aware of. I am doing a Tarot reading right now, and one of the cards just pointed to this. I am having repeating patterns in my drawings and I am really taking time to do a very in-depth reading now. I just spent a hour or two on one of the cards alone.

In any case, I remember when I was younger, I told my xian father that I felt like I liked other boys, he cried, and I was ashamed of myself, so I said I was just joking. I said this to him when I was about 8 years old or so -- before I ever even knew about sex or anything. It was of innocent truth. Hmm. Talk about Christian mind control. I have recently become aware of the full force of subconscious Christian programming, how much it stifles your individuality. So, I am moving in a new direction, being very openly minded. I am wondering if perhaps much of the pain that I have on a daily basis is because I rejected this part of myself. I have very much been accepting my instinct, intuition, and trying to come to terms with myself. Sometimes, I don't even know who I am on the inside, all the feelings are very much confusing for me.

I am aware of the fact that Satan is not judgemental, and he encourages individuality and self-expression. I very much love this about him, yes?

But, I am coming to you guys, mostly because I do not understand my feelings -- and mostly because there is so much information on the internet, you never know what has been corrupted by a layer of xian influence. I feel like, even stuff on the internet so called accepting homosexuality, is just a form tainted by a layer of xian influence. For example -- I know this is graphic, and I'm sorry -- I went on pornhub the other day, just to check out some gay porn and see how it made me feel. I was shocked. The first thing that came to my mind, is that I saw, these things were having a layer of xian influence. The bottom bitch being destroyed by the alpha top -- hmm -- it all seems so corrupted, society's view of homosexuality. It seems in a way, mainstream homosexuals embrace a xian tainted version of the real thing. A lot of it actually seems like actual perversion -- not true homosexuality, but rather just a twisted perversion that plays into the xian thinking.

In any case, I do not understand myself, and I'm looking to you guys for information, so I can get to know myself better. Most of the time, I feel like nothing. I spent many years isolated throughout childhood (lots of childhood trauma),, so I never think the societal form of "masculinity" got driven into me, so to speak, it never developed. I have to say, on a daily basis, I don't really feel like anything -- it's just like a blank, mutable state. I don't understand that at all, you know? I am sure that society would call it "nonbinary" or perhaps "gender fluid" but I am looking for your guys opinion. My usual default state doesn't really feel like anything, but at least sexually, I can go into pretty much any role?

I would say in general, I just don't feel like anything. I think something that I have to work on is perhaps embracing the fluidity and seeing where it takes me. Perhaps, it's okay to feel like nothing. My biggest concern is, I have been trying to compare myself to others in an attempt to understand myself. Because really, I don't understand myself, or the way I feel sometimes. Right now, it just feels like nothing lol. I think part of me has been really distressed by this as well, and has tried to feign feelings in an attempt to just have SOMETHING there. I am sitting here writing this, and yeah, I am having flashes of emotion, but it seems my overall default state is completely emotionless and neutral, almost like nothing, but also almost like everything. I will focus my efforts in embracing and exploring this feeling -- hmm. Perhaps it is completion. I personally think it is just, a state which has developed because a lack of programming. A blank, neutral, undifferentiated state. And perhaps it's okay, you know? Perhaps I don't have to put on a show, like it's something else. I will really focus my efforts on being fluid, and embracing myself, regardless of what that may be. I would compare my default state to what Buddhists strive for -- a release of fetters, no bondage -- just, complete.

As far as partners go, I'm kind of really tired of being with women. It always feels like a chore, like I am putting on a charade. Being with a woman is not staying true to myself. So, I would guess now I am leaning towards homosexuality, and I am okay with that.

My biggest question -- what would you call this undifferentiated, feeling like nothing state? I'm not going to lie, I have done an INCREDIBLE amount of self-exploration. Perhaps, this is just a state of total liberation, and I just need to embrace it? I have probably explored every sexual fantasy, in all different types of roles, just to kind of explore myself and release feelings, try things. I just kind of feel free and fluid. I wonder, if rather than saying I am "non-binary", there is some 3rd gender, a combination of masculinity and femininity that results from an unhindered acceptance of both sides, just a 50 / 50 split. And I also wonder if there is any literature about something like that, you know? Or if there is an official JOS opinion about something like that. Cheers.

 

[Lunar Dance 666]

first off I have a dislike for words such as gender fluid, and a lot is just jews parading and people trying to find but constantly being decieved.

I guess you should read the website about the third sex. Gbltthulesociety or something.

I remember that homosexuality came up when I was a kid in a xian text saying it was bad and I disnt know what it was so I asked and I was pretty much told that I was too young to know about that.

And well you say that youve kind of been isolated for long and dont feel like you can connect with anyone, but dont stress about it. Lack of confidence in this also makes it harder to connect.

As for the "masculinity" .. I do not think there are very great examples out there in yhe current world. I mean, if you were to see some great leader like Alexander the great or Hitler or Vlad the impaler, what they achieved, is something to look up to buy not for everyone possible to achieve in the nature of their soul.
The mantra is "You can become everything and anything you want to be" .. but we must know ourselves through and through otherwise we're only telling ourselves lies.

The typical stereotype of a woman is one that wears make-up. But there are also women that dont even put on eyeliner. If you take good care of your skin, do you even really need to put it on? The importance of beauty also changes from person to person.
And there are also women, straight women, that practice fighting sports. Has got nothing to do with becoming masculine, but more with self defense and building confidence. Becoming a stronger person.

On the other side there are also plenty of men whom have been scholars and artists. Philosophers, too.

So just pick what feels best to you, and not what is dictated by outsiders.

 

[GG Allin]

Hello. I am making this post on the JOS forums, because I am looking for a JOS approved answer relating to these subjects, Gender & Sexuality -- I have long time been feeling mentally trapped by the pressure of conformity, and pleasing others. This is something I am working on and am aware of. I am doing a Tarot reading right now, and one of the cards just pointed to this. I am having repeating patterns in my drawings and I am really taking time to do a very in-depth reading now. I just spent a hour or two on one of the cards alone.

In any case, I remember when I was younger, I told my xian father that I felt like I liked other boys, he cried, and I was ashamed of myself, so I said I was just joking. I said this to him when I was about 8 years old or so -- before I ever even knew about sex or anything. It was of innocent truth. Hmm. Talk about Christian mind control. I have recently become aware of the full force of subconscious Christian programming, how much it stifles your individuality. So, I am moving in a new direction, being very openly minded. I am wondering if perhaps much of the pain that I have on a daily basis is because I rejected this part of myself. I have very much been accepting my instinct, intuition, and trying to come to terms with myself. Sometimes, I don't even know who I am on the inside, all the feelings are very much confusing for me.

I am aware of the fact that Satan is not judgemental, and he encourages individuality and self-expression. I very much love this about him, yes?

But, I am coming to you guys, mostly because I do not understand my feelings -- and mostly because there is so much information on the internet, you never know what has been corrupted by a layer of xian influence. I feel like, even stuff on the internet so called accepting homosexuality, is just a form tainted by a layer of xian influence. For example -- I know this is graphic, and I'm sorry -- I went on pornhub the other day, just to check out some gay porn and see how it made me feel. I was shocked. The first thing that came to my mind, is that I saw, these things were having a layer of xian influence. The bottom bitch being destroyed by the alpha top -- hmm -- it all seems so corrupted, society's view of homosexuality. It seems in a way, mainstream homosexuals embrace a xian tainted version of the real thing. A lot of it actually seems like actual perversion -- not true homosexuality, but rather just a twisted perversion that plays into the xian thinking.

In any case, I do not understand myself, and I'm looking to you guys for information, so I can get to know myself better. Most of the time, I feel like nothing. I spent many years isolated throughout childhood (lots of childhood trauma),, so I never think the societal form of "masculinity" got driven into me, so to speak, it never developed. I have to say, on a daily basis, I don't really feel like anything -- it's just like a blank, mutable state. I don't understand that at all, you know? I am sure that society would call it "nonbinary" or perhaps "gender fluid" but I am looking for your guys opinion. My usual default state doesn't really feel like anything, but at least sexually, I can go into pretty much any role?

I would say in general, I just don't feel like anything. I think something that I have to work on is perhaps embracing the fluidity and seeing where it takes me. Perhaps, it's okay to feel like nothing. My biggest concern is, I have been trying to compare myself to others in an attempt to understand myself. Because really, I don't understand myself, or the way I feel sometimes. Right now, it just feels like nothing lol. I think part of me has been really distressed by this as well, and has tried to feign feelings in an attempt to just have SOMETHING there. I am sitting here writing this, and yeah, I am having flashes of emotion, but it seems my overall default state is completely emotionless and neutral, almost like nothing, but also almost like everything. I will focus my efforts in embracing and exploring this feeling -- hmm. Perhaps it is completion. I personally think it is just, a state which has developed because a lack of programming. A blank, neutral, undifferentiated state. And perhaps it's okay, you know? Perhaps I don't have to put on a show, like it's something else. I will really focus my efforts on being fluid, and embracing myself, regardless of what that may be. I would compare my default state to what Buddhists strive for -- a release of fetters, no bondage -- just, complete.

As far as partners go, I'm kind of really tired of being with women. It always feels like a chore, like I am putting on a charade. Being with a woman is not staying true to myself. So, I would guess now I am leaning towards homosexuality, and I am okay with that.

My biggest question -- what would you call this undifferentiated, feeling like nothing state? I'm not going to lie, I have done an INCREDIBLE amount of self-exploration. Perhaps, this is just a state of total liberation, and I just need to embrace it? I have probably explored every sexual fantasy, in all different types of roles, just to kind of explore myself and release feelings, try things. I just kind of feel free and fluid. I wonder, if rather than saying I am "non-binary", there is some 3rd gender, a combination of masculinity and femininity that results from an unhindered acceptance of both sides, just a 50 / 50 split. And I also wonder if there is any literature about something like that, you know? Or if there is an official JOS opinion about something like that. Cheers.

I didn´t read everything you wrote:

Gender, sexuality, race remains the same. If you die and reincarnate it will stay the same.

Homo,BI, Staight is all fine, if everyone involved has a legal age, does agree to it.
(Vatican [similar states] not counted where legal age of sex is 12)

For more info see here:
http://gbltthulesociety666.angelfire.com/about/

 

[Academic Scholar]

And I also wonder if there is any literature about something like that, you know? Or if there is an official JOS opinion about something like that. Cheers.

“Third Sex” is the ancient Pagan term for gays, bisexuals and transsexuals. These are the official JoS Third Sex websites:
http://archive.is/9LR82
http://archive.is/Ya9KF

 

[darkmonkey666]

The only thing anyone here would really object to is the marxist LGBT stuff which I am sure you do as well and the needless surgeries and drugs and all that with Trans thing they push. As well as some of the ideology around it that sounds like something the literal greys would preach.

Other than that just be you there is no reason to conform to today's ideas that much at least in your heart. They do not align with reality. You like what you like and your attracted to what you are attracted. To.

I recognize what your talking about it simply means you let go and don't have hang ups that is a good thing.

I myself have more feminine energy as some people say but and am more relaxed. Sometimes I like feminine clothes sometimes more masculine. I am attracted to both genders but it depends on the person. If I don't like them I dont go for them either way.

Anyways some guys and girls i am not really big on or attracted to in fact that would be a lot of people.

But anyways that's just cause I like a spiritual connection and positive energy and that is rare unless the person is SS or at least Neutral and not really on a side. Enemy people have bad energy.

Anyways your fine don't feel bad enjoy life.

You reached a higher state of being just evidenced by what you said than a majority of the people on earth.

 

[Transviking]

Well to be honest, everyone has their own choice to do with their bodies. Satan respects the choices you make, and he is not going to be judgmental about it. If you are not marxist and still consider yourself SS and still make choices, that should not hinder you at all as long as it follows the principles of what spiritual satanism is.

On that note, some people can't understand the choices we make, and when you make a choice some people will tell you that you are wrong and just point fingers just because they can't accept it because they have interpreted certain teachings in the way they know, basically they still have an Christian programming in that case. I am not saying your sexuality is a "choice" , but who you choose to be with is a choice, and what you choose to do with yourself as well. Trust your judgement, listen to advice given from Satan himself or from your Guardian Demon.

 

[Transviking]

And I also wonder if there is any literature about something like that, you know? Or if there is an official JOS opinion about something like that. Cheers.

“Third Sex” is the ancient Pagan term for gays, bisexuals and transsexuals. These are the official JoS Third Sex websites:
http://archive.is/9LR82
http://archive.is/Ya9KF

Well thank you for the links because I am actually on them right now reading some stuff I didnt read before. It's really fascinating.

 

[Thuledragon666]

I had too a time feel like I had to please the christian soul so called natsocs that plague the world view as a third sex bisexual man. imo its something I would called being a christian dick leech... wanting to be loved and accepted but forgetting to elevate yourself higher in spite of what they say to you and about you because of your sexuality, sexual preference, sexual form. take it from me just as you take from great thoughts in this thread that straight or gay... you can still amount to so much and tribalism is practically a birth right.

if you are a man and feminine, you can still be a man and if you are a man who is masculine, you can still be a man

same for women but can still be quite woman like. still applicable with the balance of such energies. we definitely just do not want to be effeminate, accepting mediocrity, and purposelessness for the vain materialist sense of decadence, to fuck as if we are just animals.

but fucking because we love, want to produce something brilliant whether it is a fierce and deadly bond of war, creating a great spiritual child that contributes to the clan, or what have you. there is a role for the heterosexuals, a role for the bisexuals and gays, as well as a role for the twin souls of every race (non jewish)

there is no shame if you are not a queer or faggot about it, just as the same if you are not a soy boy for feminism and blm.
I think you are on a good page about homosexuality. keep improving yourself and showing that we are not useless lost causes of our race but infact the opposite, the supposed protectors and white blood cells be it you fight, create art, propagate, or what have you in the support of the preservation of our race.

took me some years to realize what course I am on for my role and I think I am doing fine now and can do a good service for my race and fellow third sex.

HAIL HITLER, HAIL HIMMLER, HAIL GOEBBELS, HAIL HESS, HAIL HEYDRICH, HAIL ROCKWELL, HAIL THE JOS MINISTRIES, HAIL SATAN AND THE GODS

just as well hail the heterosexuals and the third sex of our races. happy you are one of us under Satan

 

[Sundara]

The undifferentiated confusion happens to a lot of people that come from a similar background. Here with Satan, you should start working on your soul and focus on other things about yourself as well, don’t overthink it. Start small with what you do know, begin meditation, and you absolutely will find yourself. It’s okay if you’re a bit feminine or masculine or what have you, trial and error. Overthinking it won’t help anything, you will develop yourself naturally and in time. I know these gay communities are filled with indoctrination from the left, but there are loads of gay people who despise the left and lgbt movement. They see right through it. There are a lot of gays who do not agree with trans, the left, BLM, or anything else. You just need to let yourself be and exist. You know one thing, you love Satan. Get to know the Gods. Open up your senses. Free your soul with some munka vibrations to get rid of any guilt or self shame that holds you back. These tools WORK, and there’s thousands of people to back it. People on here make insane strides in a matter of months. For some it can take longer but I assure you that you’ll feel like a new person with real efforts towards meditation. Any step forward from the spot you’re in now is better. You don’t have to agree with everything on the forums right off the bat because you might not understand it all. It’s okay if you don’t understand something yet. JoS website is first line.

 

[Jack]

Human beings have a large variety of sexual expressions so it's not uncommon if you feel attracted towards both Male and Female. This is very repressed in society because strict Sexual Roles are easy to control by the Church. Since the Church is dead a large portion of the new generation are opening up to their true nature. However since the church is dead, the jews are hard pushing the new generation into the extreme opposite which is rampant Promiscuity, vanity and selfishness and generally fucking everything you see. We need to have some sanity and common sense about this situation.

 

[Gearshift]

@O.P.:

Are you by any chance one of these types of men. That they don't find most men attractive except attractive ones. But your attracted to their virile member?

I'm not sure if it's a fetish yet or is still being researched. But surprisingly some men like seeing the member over the person. Think like gloryhole pornography, it's quite popular and generally speaking it's kinda similar to frotting or docking pornography whereby it's not the guy your attracted to but his member.

I know you explored but my best guess is your lack of experience depending on what it is. Is hindering you, you can run all the simulations in your head but without committing to something it's not gonna weigh on you as heavily.

Also are you the type of person that once they get off they are like "WTF did I just do". I just released myself to this weird fetish like difference.

Some men in particular experience the rush and thrill of things and once they get off, they immediately do a 180 and go WTF did I just do.

The best I can say is minus certain taboo things like interracial which is a total violation of nature's law. Your pretty much game or desiring or simulated to anything. Your boundless mentality and imagination are your greatest strength and perhaps weakness as well. You seem to not be bothered by anything you've even explored gay pornography just to go lets study this.

I guess you can argue you went the scientist approach to sexuality.

BTW without revealing any personal information, no personal or astrological chart. Where is your Pluto? Are you Pluto in Scorpio like a large cadre of JoS members are. We have a surprising amount of Pluto in Scorpio people here.