freeing myself

[LaTe bLoOmErX]

i don't know if anyone here remembers me
just wanted to let you know that i'm healing
i'm now starting to comprehend
thank you
there is hope for a better tomorrow, even for the most damaged souls

 

[LaTe bLoOmErX]

on a special note i would like to thank existentialcrisis and Blitzkreig for their answers on my post
they said nothing but the truth

even if i'm just at the start of the healing process, i'm already passing the stage of denial, finding my own answers and starting to accept and comprehend reality, aswell as re-directing my inner self and creating new meanings for me to look up to, i think it will take some time before i'll find stability in all this new stuff and actually reach the destination, now i just really have to keep moving on and try to mantain this

 

[Epiphany]

on a special note i would like to thank existentialcrisis and Blitzkreig for their answers on my post
they said nothing but the truth

even if i'm just at the start of the healing process, i'm already passing the stage of denial, finding my own answers and starting to accept and comprehend reality, aswell as re-directing my inner self and creating new meanings for me to look up to, i think it will take some time before i'll find stability in all this new stuff and actually reach the destination, now i just really have to keep moving on and try to mantain this

I'm glad that things are improving for you. It will take time for things to work out, but it's exciting when you gain understanding and perspective and it inspires you to keep moving on.

You might have some bad times still, but that's normal. The important thing is now you realize that things can be better.

 

[LaTe bLoOmErX]

thank you, i understood many, many things
i'm now aware
you guys were always right from the beginning, i just couldn't see that because i had to solve my rebus
healing is true, and it's worth it
again, thank you

 

[LaTe bLoOmErX]

You might have some bad times still, but that's normal. The important thing is now you realize that things can be better.

if my suffering had a purpose, then I don't care, only now I see, and only now I understand how much I had to go through all this to be able to get out of it, to understand, I didn't value and I didn't understand the love of god towards us, my punishment was to suffer all this alone, but all the glory of my rebirth goes to god, our gods, but most importantly his love and his understanding, and our nature, the one that I rejected, and only now I know by the depths of its essence
we have a mission here guys, let's not forget this
Hail Satan

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

if my suffering had a purpose, then I don't care, only now I see, and only now I understand how much I had to go through all this to be able to get out of it
Hail Satan

Life is always in a state of evolution, and your natal chart is a reflection of your state of the soul in all of this. In that sense, experiencing certain obstacles can be expected, but we also know how to direct energy towards, and advance past our limitations, as well.

For example, if someone has an element of Saturn within a part of their chart, it is very likely they will experience negative outcomes, as this is part of Saturn's learning process and helps grow one's sense of experience and discipline within said area. In the moment, it may feel like pointless suffering, but the end result is someone who is experienced in that area and can share this with others.

 

[LaTe bLoOmErX]

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Life is always in a state of evolution, and....

oh, this makes sense more than ever
thank you for this reply Blitzkreig
your help is always on point
i will delve into astrology

 

[phi3.14infinity]

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if my suffering had a purpose, then I don't care, only now I see, and only now I understand how much I had to go through all this to be able to get out of it
Hail Satan

Life is always in a state of evolution, and your natal chart is a reflection of your state of the soul in all of this. In that sense, experiencing certain obstacles can be expected, but we also know how to direct energy towards, and advance past our limitations, as well.

For example, if someone has an element of Saturn within a part of their chart, it is very likely they will experience negative outcomes, as this is part of Saturn's learning process and helps grow one's sense of experience and discipline within said area. In the moment, it may feel like pointless suffering, but the end result is someone who is experienced in that area and can share this with others.

i still dont understand why people keep saying suffering is good ..It definetely is NOT ..in suffering u have ONLY pain,negative things ..Total waste of your precious time ..again what good is that if one evolves out of pain and advices others ..our society has glorified suffering ..sorry state of enemy programming

 

[Sonne]

i still dont understand why people keep saying suffering is good ..It definetely is NOT ..in suffering u have ONLY pain,negative things ..Total waste of your precious time ..again what good is that if one evolves out of pain and advices others ..our society has glorified suffering ..sorry state of enemy programming

Suffering is certainly not pleasant, nobody wants to suffer. In order not to suffer, we have to develop and improve, and we can only do that through suffering.

 

[LaTe bLoOmErX]

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is it normal not to be able to sleep for long periods?
should i just try to sleep at some point?