Tala
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There have been quite a few topics posted recently from fellow SS struggling with depression. Besides the typical advice I just want to stress what personally worked for me.
One thing I struggled explaining to someone was the usefulness of an active void meditation when stuck in a bad depressive state. It's of course good for everyone but I just wanted to emphasize it because I've used it myself with great results when I was severely depressed years back. I've included a quote below from Zola's talk to Satan post that describes it very well.
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=12798
Another thing is a thought awareness meditation that can be done as much as possible. You might be surprised the nasty thoughts your subconscious is feeding you when your mind is on auto-pilot. Replace those thoughts with positive affirmation.
Even if you are too tired, depressed or busy to think of something clever you can always say something simple like
"Positive thoughts bring me positive results I desire"
Or:
"I now think positive thoughts that bring me happiness."
Or just reverse the bad thought when applicable.
I hope this is helpful for someone. The biggest thing is don't give up and if something in your life isn't working don't be afraid to try something new. For some it will just take time and persistence, but I believe everyone who has this can beat it without resorting to dangerous pharmacy pills or worse.
One thing I struggled explaining to someone was the usefulness of an active void meditation when stuck in a bad depressive state. It's of course good for everyone but I just wanted to emphasize it because I've used it myself with great results when I was severely depressed years back. I've included a quote below from Zola's talk to Satan post that describes it very well.
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=12798
zolaluckystar said:Well, I can tell you what works for me. Doing void isn't like sitting for hours and hours in lotus or laying down and trancing. I think maybe a lot of people get that one mixed with other meditations. Void is a moving meditation (which is why I dig it so much) its very simple: You just devote all your attention and energy on the task at hand, till all thought of the past (how so and so pissed you off) or future (what will I have for dinner?) is gone. The mind stills, quiets. You shift from the left side of the brain to the right side, from logic to intuitive.
The jewed up society is totally focussed on keeping people in their left brain hemisphere only. VERY unbalanced, very unhealthy.
But anyhow, you are now acting from a quiet intuitive place. If there was an image of it, I think it would be like the eye of the hurricaine. You aren't caught up in the swirling chaos being acted upon anymore...as most people are, but are centred where its calm, quiet. Where you can look at things and act, not react. You aren't being tossed around by the storm anymore, you become the storm. Actually this is a really good metaphor because its actually true. You harness that power, rather than be tossed around by it. This is what the Strength card in the Tarot is referring to, the force inside yourself, that brute power, harnessing it to work FOR you rather than against you. And the acting from that calm center is based in intuition, a knowingness. You stop analyzing and overthinking everything. You don't need to, the intuitive side knows what to do and you just...do it. And the painting paints itself. I say I've done this for years and can do it for hours and hours because this is what artists do. I've been doing this, working on this since I was a teenager. Not knowing it was void meditation. We call it getting into the 'zone'. Where hours pass like minutes, where the art seems to create itself. Its done when making art.
If you're not an artist, theres lots of other things to do. I've found yoga is just fantastic for practicing void. I'd say, start there. Get into a class and just focus on each move with everything you got. A class is an hour, hour and a half long. For people new to void thats a long time. Start doing that till its easy. Do it every day.
But, as HPS Maxine has written, one could just as easily do it at work; all it requires is to put all your attention onto whatever it is you're doing, to the exclusion of everything else. You'll know you hit the zone because all the worry's, fears and things that swirl around in/at your mind 24/7 just go away, the mind goes still, quiet, you'll feel very calm, centred, tranquil and it feels very good. And hours pass like minutes. Thats about it. That part is easy, but it's definitely work because the mind/ego will rebel against doing this like a mad bitch. You'll be restless, wanting to distract yourself, wanting to stop. You'll come up with a million reasosn to quit. You'll get mad, you'll think why the fuck am I doing this to myself, again? All kinds of roadblocks will come up. It takes disciple, to keep re-directing your mind back to the task, to focus, to keep trying. Thats the part thats the work. You just keep working on it. The only reason I can do it for 6 hours at a time or longer is because I've worked hard to get there, over years and years, thats all. Its just work. Anybody can do it.
Another thing is a thought awareness meditation that can be done as much as possible. You might be surprised the nasty thoughts your subconscious is feeding you when your mind is on auto-pilot. Replace those thoughts with positive affirmation.
Even if you are too tired, depressed or busy to think of something clever you can always say something simple like
"Positive thoughts bring me positive results I desire"
Or:
"I now think positive thoughts that bring me happiness."
Or just reverse the bad thought when applicable.
I hope this is helpful for someone. The biggest thing is don't give up and if something in your life isn't working don't be afraid to try something new. For some it will just take time and persistence, but I believe everyone who has this can beat it without resorting to dangerous pharmacy pills or worse.