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I've been fighting with myself whether to post this. I have decided to, since I have a feeling this may be relevant in the future, if it is not so much now. I can also see that some people may not have seen the media in this thread that might be interested. It is going to be a bit of a wild, strange ride of a thread, it might be somewhat lengthy, so perhaps grab yourself some coffee or tea. This is mostly a recollection of personal experience, opinions and intuition, so if you are looking for simply info and facts, look at the bottom of the OP.
This thread contains violence and heinous material/themes, so reader beware.
I've always had an interest in secret societies. Perhaps they've always had an interest in me.
Of course if someone comes up to you and says, I have a secret! You say, well, tell me!
No, I can't tell you. I won't tell you no matter what you do or say to me.
Huh, that's awfully suspicious. What can you possibly be hiding?
It began mostly with a conversation with my grandfather, the wisest, most educated man I know even til this day. He had all the answers to most other things, so I asked him, do you know anything about the Freemasons? He just smiled and looked bemused, perhaps because it was the first question in a while he could not confidently, or verbosely answer.
"All I know about the Freemasons is that the Pope had declarations against joining." He said, relying on his Catholic knowledge. All well and good Pop, but in all respects, not great information. The fact that the wisest man I've ever met did not know anything, only burned my curiosity brighter.
Enter Harvester. It is notorious for being one of the most violent games of the time (to some, of all time). Of course I want to see what it's all about, it came out in the 90s, I love me some low budget 90s games, it's probably just some seedy, edgy FMV shit. Well, I was right and I was wrong. So I watched a playthrough. (You can find it easily on youtube. I had a link here but decided it was greivous to watch for many. It can be quite offensive and disturbing in many ways, so please watch at your own risk.) I would not blame you if you can't watch it all. Anyway, I watched the whole thing in one sitting. While gruesome, strange, ominous and heinous, and at the time, hilariously bad... Some might write it off as trash. To me, it was like a low budget, shock-horror masterpiece.
You can read the plot on the wiki for a more complete story or read my recollection of it. I'll put it in brackets so you can skip if you'd rather read the wiki.
( To summarise, it is like some kind of grotesque Alice in Wonderland. The protag teenager, Steve Mason, lives in a strange town, Harvest, in 1953 with amnesia (After the release of the game, in 2010, the actor of Steve, Kurt Kistler, was arrested for posession of CP.). He is essentially forced by threats to join "the Lodge" by "The Order of the Harvest Moon". If he does not, the annual blood drive happens, his head gets cut off with a scythe by a cultist from the Lodge and the blood is collected in a bucket. If he questions anything or protests, people act as though he is joking. "You always were a kidder, Steve."
Some of the most heinous themes from this game I can remember (spoilers I guess):
Propositioning his mother (she is receptive), a cat butcher, spying on a girl without her knowledge, then having sex with her and being spied on by her father, splitting a guy's head open with an axe and pulling the key out of his head to advance, torture, children being abused by teachers, attempted or actual murder of children, mass murder, suicide, VR, the Lodge forcing Steve to kill his own girlfriend and forcing him into a serial killer. And just the fact everyone was in on everything and helped each other cover it up or turn a blind eye. This was truly the most terrifying thing for me. I have lots more to say about this game, I would like to analyse it even, but I will stay on topic for now. )
Through the whole thing... I had this strange feeling. It was total nonsense and gratituous violence, nothing new for video games. But I couldn't help but feel there was a message behind it... for me... from someone, or something. I even had a dreadful, sick feeling, but I just chalked that down to being sensitive.
Well, everyone knows books are sometimes great sources of information. I felt like the price of a book is a small price to pay for a wealth of knowledge. For whatever reason I decided, I picked up The Masonic Magician - Phillipa Faulks and Robert L.D Cooper.
I have not read the whole thing. The constant jumping around from person to person, and time period to time period, the constant mention of "God" made it a bit of a snoozefest for my impatient voracious brain. The book spoke of rich influential, charismatic old magicians afraid of persecution from their communities and the inquisition, fleeing from place to place. I was really only interested in the Occult/Egyptian history and Stonemasonry/Master of the Craft side of it. Hopefully at some point, I am going to try to bite the bit and properly read it.
Finally, I'd had enough of opinions, subliminals flashed at me and speculation. I'd had enough of being told that you have to join to know the secrets. Enough of this cryptic shit. I wanted to know the truth. I stood outside one of the local Masonic Halls and stared at the giant compass. I tried to look through it. I always thought they were Satanic, but this energy.. It was strange, mysterious, I did feel it was dark, but not specifically in a Satanic way. I looked into some information online. I discovered, historically, that Freemasonry was mostly a fraternity, and only women who snuck in and overheard (or family) were ever initiated. This infuriated me, and should have been enough to deter me, as that premise alone is pathetic and insulting... but my curiosity remained.
I came across Order of the Eastern Star. You can see right away why it caught my attention. I found it odd that, contradictory to history, a women's order existed. Still, I noticed they required payment every now and then... while that smelt of the church and annoyed me, I deduced that fine, I believe in compensating my teachers for knowledge, and it was in line with other orders. Their official website is here. Halfway through typing out their dreadfully boring application, I hesitated. Perhaps I knew I would be rejected. But tell me.... what do you see when you look at these people? Well, I'll tell you what I saw. Old, white, fat, rich people, that look like they've never seen trouble in their lives. Dripping in gold, silver and pearls. It looks like it would smell like a funeral home, or cheap atrocious potpourri that old people so much love, there. They looked like the boring, boasting, irritating empty-headed old people I constantly interact with at my job. Am I judgemental? I do not care; for all I know, these judgements could have saved my life.
For the members of this forum who are knowledgable, this is markedly the end of the thread as I need to say no more. I thank you for reading and welcome your thoughts and ask you to speak freely.
For the rest of you, guests and visitors in my thread... I know there are going to be people out there like me looking for answers. People may stumble across this. I know you have an intelligent, hungering mind. Please don't fall for the curiosity and misinformation trap like I did. We both know that they are operating in secret still to this day for a reason. We both know why President Kennedy warned us, and was subsequently assasinated 3~ years later. You know why you keep hearing "New World Order". You know why you keep seeing the compass, the star, the checkered floors, the old white men with suits, with weird elaborate medals and sashes that drape upon them, the wealth from nowhere, the blindfolds, handshakes, whispering, bribery, police & FBI giving up on high profile criminal cases, the simulation of the courts and councils that are supposed to be Democratic, the vow of Silence, the deflecting onto Satanists, why links to information and fact get ripped from the internet with no explanation. You know why you feel so unsatisfied, depressed, overworked, overburdened, fearful, drowning and hopeless. You can feel them looming all around us. You know why the information is lining up. Believe your eyes, heart and ears. Freemasons are Occultists: but they are NOT Satanists... not anymore. If you wish to read, there is some fantastic information here: https://www.kabbalahexposed.com/. Please considering learning to protect yourself physically and mentally.
And please, above all, stay safe and trust your intuition.
This thread contains violence and heinous material/themes, so reader beware.
I've always had an interest in secret societies. Perhaps they've always had an interest in me.
Of course if someone comes up to you and says, I have a secret! You say, well, tell me!
No, I can't tell you. I won't tell you no matter what you do or say to me.
Huh, that's awfully suspicious. What can you possibly be hiding?
It began mostly with a conversation with my grandfather, the wisest, most educated man I know even til this day. He had all the answers to most other things, so I asked him, do you know anything about the Freemasons? He just smiled and looked bemused, perhaps because it was the first question in a while he could not confidently, or verbosely answer.
"All I know about the Freemasons is that the Pope had declarations against joining." He said, relying on his Catholic knowledge. All well and good Pop, but in all respects, not great information. The fact that the wisest man I've ever met did not know anything, only burned my curiosity brighter.
Enter Harvester. It is notorious for being one of the most violent games of the time (to some, of all time). Of course I want to see what it's all about, it came out in the 90s, I love me some low budget 90s games, it's probably just some seedy, edgy FMV shit. Well, I was right and I was wrong. So I watched a playthrough. (You can find it easily on youtube. I had a link here but decided it was greivous to watch for many. It can be quite offensive and disturbing in many ways, so please watch at your own risk.) I would not blame you if you can't watch it all. Anyway, I watched the whole thing in one sitting. While gruesome, strange, ominous and heinous, and at the time, hilariously bad... Some might write it off as trash. To me, it was like a low budget, shock-horror masterpiece.
You can read the plot on the wiki for a more complete story or read my recollection of it. I'll put it in brackets so you can skip if you'd rather read the wiki.
( To summarise, it is like some kind of grotesque Alice in Wonderland. The protag teenager, Steve Mason, lives in a strange town, Harvest, in 1953 with amnesia (After the release of the game, in 2010, the actor of Steve, Kurt Kistler, was arrested for posession of CP.). He is essentially forced by threats to join "the Lodge" by "The Order of the Harvest Moon". If he does not, the annual blood drive happens, his head gets cut off with a scythe by a cultist from the Lodge and the blood is collected in a bucket. If he questions anything or protests, people act as though he is joking. "You always were a kidder, Steve."
Some of the most heinous themes from this game I can remember (spoilers I guess):
Propositioning his mother (she is receptive), a cat butcher, spying on a girl without her knowledge, then having sex with her and being spied on by her father, splitting a guy's head open with an axe and pulling the key out of his head to advance, torture, children being abused by teachers, attempted or actual murder of children, mass murder, suicide, VR, the Lodge forcing Steve to kill his own girlfriend and forcing him into a serial killer. And just the fact everyone was in on everything and helped each other cover it up or turn a blind eye. This was truly the most terrifying thing for me. I have lots more to say about this game, I would like to analyse it even, but I will stay on topic for now. )
Through the whole thing... I had this strange feeling. It was total nonsense and gratituous violence, nothing new for video games. But I couldn't help but feel there was a message behind it... for me... from someone, or something. I even had a dreadful, sick feeling, but I just chalked that down to being sensitive.
Well, everyone knows books are sometimes great sources of information. I felt like the price of a book is a small price to pay for a wealth of knowledge. For whatever reason I decided, I picked up The Masonic Magician - Phillipa Faulks and Robert L.D Cooper.
I have not read the whole thing. The constant jumping around from person to person, and time period to time period, the constant mention of "God" made it a bit of a snoozefest for my impatient voracious brain. The book spoke of rich influential, charismatic old magicians afraid of persecution from their communities and the inquisition, fleeing from place to place. I was really only interested in the Occult/Egyptian history and Stonemasonry/Master of the Craft side of it. Hopefully at some point, I am going to try to bite the bit and properly read it.
Finally, I'd had enough of opinions, subliminals flashed at me and speculation. I'd had enough of being told that you have to join to know the secrets. Enough of this cryptic shit. I wanted to know the truth. I stood outside one of the local Masonic Halls and stared at the giant compass. I tried to look through it. I always thought they were Satanic, but this energy.. It was strange, mysterious, I did feel it was dark, but not specifically in a Satanic way. I looked into some information online. I discovered, historically, that Freemasonry was mostly a fraternity, and only women who snuck in and overheard (or family) were ever initiated. This infuriated me, and should have been enough to deter me, as that premise alone is pathetic and insulting... but my curiosity remained.
I came across Order of the Eastern Star. You can see right away why it caught my attention. I found it odd that, contradictory to history, a women's order existed. Still, I noticed they required payment every now and then... while that smelt of the church and annoyed me, I deduced that fine, I believe in compensating my teachers for knowledge, and it was in line with other orders. Their official website is here. Halfway through typing out their dreadfully boring application, I hesitated. Perhaps I knew I would be rejected. But tell me.... what do you see when you look at these people? Well, I'll tell you what I saw. Old, white, fat, rich people, that look like they've never seen trouble in their lives. Dripping in gold, silver and pearls. It looks like it would smell like a funeral home, or cheap atrocious potpourri that old people so much love, there. They looked like the boring, boasting, irritating empty-headed old people I constantly interact with at my job. Am I judgemental? I do not care; for all I know, these judgements could have saved my life.
For the members of this forum who are knowledgable, this is markedly the end of the thread as I need to say no more. I thank you for reading and welcome your thoughts and ask you to speak freely.
For the rest of you, guests and visitors in my thread... I know there are going to be people out there like me looking for answers. People may stumble across this. I know you have an intelligent, hungering mind. Please don't fall for the curiosity and misinformation trap like I did. We both know that they are operating in secret still to this day for a reason. We both know why President Kennedy warned us, and was subsequently assasinated 3~ years later. You know why you keep hearing "New World Order". You know why you keep seeing the compass, the star, the checkered floors, the old white men with suits, with weird elaborate medals and sashes that drape upon them, the wealth from nowhere, the blindfolds, handshakes, whispering, bribery, police & FBI giving up on high profile criminal cases, the simulation of the courts and councils that are supposed to be Democratic, the vow of Silence, the deflecting onto Satanists, why links to information and fact get ripped from the internet with no explanation. You know why you feel so unsatisfied, depressed, overworked, overburdened, fearful, drowning and hopeless. You can feel them looming all around us. You know why the information is lining up. Believe your eyes, heart and ears. Freemasons are Occultists: but they are NOT Satanists... not anymore. If you wish to read, there is some fantastic information here: https://www.kabbalahexposed.com/. Please considering learning to protect yourself physically and mentally.
And please, above all, stay safe and trust your intuition.