I try for my first time to do returning curses part 1, i start reading everything that i need, and then want to say the prayer, in my mind i can say it easy but with voice i can't, first times i was afraid to say the prayer, and just feel can't say the prayer, and after sometime i said chill i have to do it, when i start reading the prayer with my voice i wanted to laugh, and then i stop reading and then i say no, i have to do it no matter what, and then i try focus but still wanted to laugh for no reason, i don't know how to explain but laugh coming when read, i hope you understand, and then i said please father Satan forgive me for that, i know is not ok and good but was uncontrolable, and then i read prayer again and i feel it don't was that good so i said again more serious until i feel it was good, when i wanted to laugh i was thinking that is from xians..., and then after i read the prayer, i start cleaning aura but this time, vibrate to SURYA, i imagine the white sun light coming, and listen to the mp3 to see how to said it correctly and then i said, but i don't think i said more than 15-20 times when there said vibrate to SURYA for 200+, and then i do it how say here:
1. Visualize a brilliantly bright Sun directly above your head.
Affirm:
“The light is cleaning and removing any and all negative energy, thoughtforms, bindings, ill will, and curses on or connected to my soul that have been directed to me, and is returning them to the senders.†State this 3 times.
When i affirm i was with eyes opened and reading with voice and then close my eyes imagine the sun and then do it again, until it was 3 times. And then i imagine the sun goes down on me and how dark filth is falling on ground, and then i imagine i was at the barbershop and sweeping the hair, but sweeping the dark filth, and then imagine sun again for 1-2 minutes and then imagine the sweeping and keep the dirt in a pile around me, and then at the part where say you can ask a demon to take the energy and to return it to the senders especially if you are new, i said that 3 times:
Father Satan i ask that you send a Demon to me to take and deliver the curses and thoughtforms that I have cleaned from my aura and soul directly to those who have sent them.
I can't say i feel something but i was disturbed for sure a lot of times (when trying to do), is bad if i imagine and then open my eyes for some minutes and then go back and imagine again? How do i know if work, or it works for sure even i don't understand much but i try my best? And Satan forgive me for my bad moments? Before doing that with some hours i do aura clean and aop and void, and later when i start this RTR (is RTR no?) i start my cleaning my aura, and later i will do again aura clean,aop and void i will be protected ? I have do to the both return of curses 1 and 2 in same day or i can do return of curses 2 tommorow then final RTR and then 1,2 and final again? Please tell me if i do something bad and how can i improve myself to make it better, i can do RTR at everytime more than 2 times per day? Thank you for your anwsers! Hail Satan!
1. Visualize a brilliantly bright Sun directly above your head.
Affirm:
“The light is cleaning and removing any and all negative energy, thoughtforms, bindings, ill will, and curses on or connected to my soul that have been directed to me, and is returning them to the senders.†State this 3 times.
When i affirm i was with eyes opened and reading with voice and then close my eyes imagine the sun and then do it again, until it was 3 times. And then i imagine the sun goes down on me and how dark filth is falling on ground, and then i imagine i was at the barbershop and sweeping the hair, but sweeping the dark filth, and then imagine sun again for 1-2 minutes and then imagine the sweeping and keep the dirt in a pile around me, and then at the part where say you can ask a demon to take the energy and to return it to the senders especially if you are new, i said that 3 times:
Father Satan i ask that you send a Demon to me to take and deliver the curses and thoughtforms that I have cleaned from my aura and soul directly to those who have sent them.
I can't say i feel something but i was disturbed for sure a lot of times (when trying to do), is bad if i imagine and then open my eyes for some minutes and then go back and imagine again? How do i know if work, or it works for sure even i don't understand much but i try my best? And Satan forgive me for my bad moments? Before doing that with some hours i do aura clean and aop and void, and later when i start this RTR (is RTR no?) i start my cleaning my aura, and later i will do again aura clean,aop and void i will be protected ? I have do to the both return of curses 1 and 2 in same day or i can do return of curses 2 tommorow then final RTR and then 1,2 and final again? Please tell me if i do something bad and how can i improve myself to make it better, i can do RTR at everytime more than 2 times per day? Thank you for your anwsers! Hail Satan!
