Figured I'd share this

[autumnblossoms]

Hello, brothers and sisters. I just got finished meditating via the 40 day empowerment program and I'm feeling a difference in my spirit already. I never exactly wrote my story about how I found Satan, so I figured now would be the right time.
I didn't have the greatest childhood. My parents divorced before I could remember them being together. My dad moved on immediately with a new woman and had two children with her. I could tell she didn't want me around, but I wanted so desperately to please her because I wad a daddy's girl. I lived with my mom, who had countless boyfriends move in then move back out. Things were fine until I turned eight. My mom dated a guy with two daughters of his own from two previous women. One was older than me and the other was younger. As the relationship progressed, I began to experience the middle child syndrome. We'd go places and I'd constantly be ignored. My mom began to compare me to both of the sisters, and the youngest sister bullied me. When I told her dad what she was doing, he called me a tattle tale and I took all the blame. Shortly after this occurred, he became abusive towards my mom. I called the cops, but the cop was his friend and my mom, out of fear, said it was her fault. After a while, my mom left him for a new guy, who I loved like I loved my dad. I thought since she left the abusive bastard, things would go back to normal. The emotional abuse continued and she started drinking heavily. Her job as a bartender only made it worse. She cheated on that guy, even abused him, then left him when I was 11 for a new guy, who I HATED. He was twice as abusive, which made my mom drink heavier and take all her frustrations out on me. He even began to emotionally abuse me, which I hated. My mom would force me to hug him goodnight, and each and every time he would grab my butt. My mom never noticed. When I was 12, my mom told my dad I was "his problem" so I left that house. My mother didn't give me any of my stuff, so I had to start new. I thought I would live with my dad, but instead I lived with my great aunt. My dad expected me to be perfect, and was just as emotionally abusive when I didn't meet his expectations. I spent my whole life waiting for him to come around, but he was always too busy with his other two kids and their mother. Eventually, my dad married that woman and decided he wanted nothing to do with me.
I was a terribly depressed child since I was eight, and I would go to church. I noticed, however, that if you didn't mold into what they wanted you to be, you weren't as important. If you didn't give them enough money, you were unimportant. (Lakewood Church is a SHAM) I stopped going to church when I was 15 and became an atheist. I fell in love with a devil worshipper (notice how I didn't say satanist) and I began adapting all of his bad behaviors. I was doing drugs, my grades were slipping, and my whole world basically revolved around him. He eventually raped me and broke up with me, which tore me apart. I became destructive, bulimic, and suicidal. I was admitted into a psych ward when I was 17, but still kept some bad habits. I fell in love with another guy, who was controlling and volatile. Eventually, he blamed me for all his "crazy" behaviors and we broke up. 
I needed a change, so I began to do some soul searching and decided LeVeyan Satanism was my path. However, doing research on Anton LaVey turned me off. Something about him seemed fake. I looked into Theistic Satanism and found Joy of Satan. I read the sections thoroughly and everything became clear that this was my path. That same night, I did the dedication ritual. Before I bathed, I said: "Satan, I know I've been blind my whole life, but believe me when I say I'm paying attention. Please reveal yourself to me. During my shower, this mist of gold energy surrounded me as "The Writer" by Ellie Goulding came on, and I knew at that moment Satan was real. As I completed the ritual, I meditated and everything came together. Satan had been calling out to me all along. 
This path is for the strong, and despite being a dedicated Satanist for almost three years, I have a LONG way to go. The best thing about this path is you're always learning and always improving. If the enemy is attacking you, that means you're getting stronger. If you pay attention, you can hear him speak to you. Some may see, others may feel (like me) we're all different, but Satan knows us and how to contact us. When you feel like he's not there, do not fret. That's the enemy talking. Satan is so proud of us for continuing to fight for him. It's US vs THEM. The SPIRITUAL vs the SHEEPLE. We can do this. The time is now. Don't make my mistake and spend your whole life waiting for something good to happen. MAKE SOMETHING GOOD HAPPEN. The power is WITHIN YOU. Thank you for reading this til the end. I really hope this helped encourage those who needed it. 
Hail Satan and the true Gods of Hell!FUCK THE ENEMY! 

 

[fake name]

Damn! Your family is way more fucked up than mine! I also had times where anyone else would have probably killed themselves. Not me. I was on a fucking warpath and hostility towards me was met with a violent ass kicking. Everyone wanted to tear me down and I fed on their hatred and outrage as well as my own pain. I refused to ever show any sign of weakness and this would always make people 10 times more hostile. Everything was always a pissing contest with damn near everyone I ever met.
Everyone from my family to teachers to the cops all were CONSTANTLY harassing me for not conforming to their insane slave mindset and being a "good little bitch". Yes I had teachers actually say that to me. (fucking dindu ass principal needed to be deported back to africa!)
I got kicked out of grade school every other week for fighting bullies and when the principal signed the suspension slip she'd always rip on me for "being defiant".
Riiiiiiight. You tell all the other kids to bully me then when they get their ass kicked you call the cops because IM the bad guy! 
Any refusal to conform or even just using common sense (political incorrectness) got you suspended and sent to some KIKE psychiatrist because you wouldn't bend over and let these criminals buttfuck you with a knife.Then they say some bullshit like you have "anger issues" for actually defending yourself against bullies who harass you at every turn because you're not a fucking retard like them!
Same shit happened when I was in the army. I got fired because I reported a jew named Zimmerman for having drugs and so he conspired with a jew named Sabacinski to make up rumors.Since I already had a reputation of bad jokes and trolling they just took my jokes and twisted them around to make me look like a psycho and then they made up bullshit stories about me making bomb threats because I actually acted like a professional and reported his ass and got tired of the stupid ass pranks the whole damn platoon was playing.
A week later I'm being fired and FORCED to see a JEWISH shrink AGAIN because these lying fuckbuckets managed to get more than 25 fucking people to report me over the rumors they started!And any attempt I made to explain these were false reports made by the biggest troublemaker on post trying to drag me down with him was denied. They refused to let me speak and then fired me and blacklisted me from ever buying a gun legally. All because a conniving kike wanted payback for me busting his ass for drug possession!
Never join the military. At least not until we get another German style SS that makes daily meditations mandatory and actually understands common fucking sense!
FUCK THE JEWS!HAIL SATAN!



On Thursday, September 10, 2015 6:21 AM, "autumnraetorres@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Hello, brothers and sisters. I just got finished meditating via the 40 day empowerment program and I'm feeling a difference in my spirit already. I never exactly wrote my story about how I found Satan, so I figured now would be the right time.
I didn't have the greatest childhood. My parents divorced before I could remember them being together. My dad moved on immediately with a new woman and had two children with her. I could tell she didn't want me around, but I wanted so desperately to please her because I wad a daddy's girl. I lived with my mom, who had countless boyfriends move in then move back out. Things were fine until I turned eight. My mom dated a guy with two daughters of his own from two previous women. One was older than me and the other was younger. As the relationship progressed, I began to experience the middle child syndrome. We'd go places and I'd constantly be ignored. My mom began to compare me to both of the sisters, and the youngest sister bullied me. When I told her dad what she was doing, he called me a tattle tale and I took all the blame. Shortly after this occurred, he became abusive towards my mom. I called the cops, but the cop was his friend and my mom, out of fear, said it was her fault. After a while, my mom left him for a new guy, who I loved like I loved my dad. I thought since she left the abusive bastard, things would go back to normal. The emotional abuse continued and she started drinking heavily. Her job as a bartender only made it worse. She cheated on that guy, even abused him, then left him when I was 11 for a new guy, who I HATED. He was twice as abusive, which made my mom drink heavier and take all her frustrations out on me. He even began to emotionally abuse me, which I hated. My mom would force me to hug him goodnight, and each and every time he would grab my butt. My mom never noticed. When I was 12, my mom told my dad I was "his problem" so I left that house. My mother didn't give me any of my stuff, so I had to start new. I thought I would live with my dad, but instead I lived with my great aunt. My dad expected me to be perfect, and was just as emotionally abusive when I didn't meet his expectations. I spent my whole life waiting for him to come around, but he was always too busy with his other two kids and their mother. Eventually, my dad married that woman and decided he wanted nothing to do with me.
I was a terribly depressed child since I was eight, and I would go to church. I noticed, however, that if you didn't mold into what they wanted you to be, you weren't as important. If you didn't give them enough money, you were unimportant. (Lakewood Church is a SHAM) I stopped going to church when I was 15 and became an atheist. I fell in love with a devil worshipper (notice how I didn't say satanist) and I began adapting all of his bad behaviors. I was doing drugs, my grades were slipping, and my whole world basically revolved around him. He eventually raped me and broke up with me, which tore me apart. I became destructive, bulimic, and suicidal. I was admitted into a psych ward when I was 17, but still kept some bad habits. I fell in love with another guy, who was controlling and volatile. Eventually, he blamed me for all his "crazy" behaviors and we broke up. 
I needed a change, so I began to do some soul searching and decided LeVeyan Satanism was my path. However, doing research on Anton LaVey turned me off. Something about him seemed fake. I looked into Theistic Satanism and found Joy of Satan. I read the sections thoroughly and everything became clear that this was my path. That same night, I did the dedication ritual. Before I bathed, I said: "Satan, I know I've been blind my whole life, but believe me when I say I'm paying attention. Please reveal yourself to me. During my shower, this mist of gold energy surrounded me as "The Writer" by Ellie Goulding came on, and I knew at that moment Satan was real. As I completed the ritual, I meditated and everything came together. Satan had been calling out to me all along. 
This path is for the strong, and despite being a dedicated Satanist for almost three years, I have a LONG way to go. The best thing about this path is you're always learning and always improving. If the enemy is attacking you, that means you're getting stronger. If you pay attention, you can hear him speak to you. Some may see, others may feel (like me) we're all different, but Satan knows us and how to contact us. When you feel like he's not there, do not fret. That's the enemy talking. Satan is so proud of us for continuing to fight for him. It's US vs THEM. The SPIRITUAL vs the SHEEPLE. We can do this. The time is now. Don't make my mistake and spend your whole life waiting for something good to happen. MAKE SOMETHING GOOD HAPPEN. The power is WITHIN YOU. Thank you for reading this til the end. I really hope this helped encourage those who needed it. 
Hail Satan and the true Gods of Hell!FUCK THE ENEMY! 

 

[fake name]

Also It's good to see you were stronger than these rejects. I'm sorry your life was such shit until you dedicated and no one should ever have to go through that kind of torment.
You had a rough life because the enemy feared you just like they feared me.
Yet you stood strong and kept looking for the truth and you found it.This is exactly the kind of people we need in hell's army.

HAIL SATAN!GLORY TO THE GODS OF HELL!


On Thursday, September 10, 2015 6:21 AM, "autumnraetorres@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Hello, brothers and sisters. I just got finished meditating via the 40 day empowerment program and I'm feeling a difference in my spirit already. I never exactly wrote my story about how I found Satan, so I figured now would be the right time.
I didn't have the greatest childhood. My parents divorced before I could remember them being together. My dad moved on immediately with a new woman and had two children with her. I could tell she didn't want me around, but I wanted so desperately to please her because I wad a daddy's girl. I lived with my mom, who had countless boyfriends move in then move back out. Things were fine until I turned eight. My mom dated a guy with two daughters of his own from two previous women. One was older than me and the other was younger. As the relationship progressed, I began to experience the middle child syndrome. We'd go places and I'd constantly be ignored. My mom began to compare me to both of the sisters, and the youngest sister bullied me. When I told her dad what she was doing, he called me a tattle tale and I took all the blame. Shortly after this occurred, he became abusive towards my mom. I called the cops, but the cop was his friend and my mom, out of fear, said it was her fault. After a while, my mom left him for a new guy, who I loved like I loved my dad. I thought since she left the abusive bastard, things would go back to normal. The emotional abuse continued and she started drinking heavily. Her job as a bartender only made it worse. She cheated on that guy, even abused him, then left him when I was 11 for a new guy, who I HATED. He was twice as abusive, which made my mom drink heavier and take all her frustrations out on me. He even began to emotionally abuse me, which I hated. My mom would force me to hug him goodnight, and each and every time he would grab my butt. My mom never noticed. When I was 12, my mom told my dad I was "his problem" so I left that house. My mother didn't give me any of my stuff, so I had to start new. I thought I would live with my dad, but instead I lived with my great aunt. My dad expected me to be perfect, and was just as emotionally abusive when I didn't meet his expectations. I spent my whole life waiting for him to come around, but he was always too busy with his other two kids and their mother. Eventually, my dad married that woman and decided he wanted nothing to do with me.
I was a terribly depressed child since I was eight, and I would go to church. I noticed, however, that if you didn't mold into what they wanted you to be, you weren't as important. If you didn't give them enough money, you were unimportant. (Lakewood Church is a SHAM) I stopped going to church when I was 15 and became an atheist. I fell in love with a devil worshipper (notice how I didn't say satanist) and I began adapting all of his bad behaviors. I was doing drugs, my grades were slipping, and my whole world basically revolved around him. He eventually raped me and broke up with me, which tore me apart. I became destructive, bulimic, and suicidal. I was admitted into a psych ward when I was 17, but still kept some bad habits. I fell in love with another guy, who was controlling and volatile. Eventually, he blamed me for all his "crazy" behaviors and we broke up. 
I needed a change, so I began to do some soul searching and decided LeVeyan Satanism was my path. However, doing research on Anton LaVey turned me off. Something about him seemed fake. I looked into Theistic Satanism and found Joy of Satan. I read the sections thoroughly and everything became clear that this was my path. That same night, I did the dedication ritual. Before I bathed, I said: "Satan, I know I've been blind my whole life, but believe me when I say I'm paying attention. Please reveal yourself to me. During my shower, this mist of gold energy surrounded me as "The Writer" by Ellie Goulding came on, and I knew at that moment Satan was real. As I completed the ritual, I meditated and everything came together. Satan had been calling out to me all along. 
This path is for the strong, and despite being a dedicated Satanist for almost three years, I have a LONG way to go. The best thing about this path is you're always learning and always improving. If the enemy is attacking you, that means you're getting stronger. If you pay attention, you can hear him speak to you. Some may see, others may feel (like me) we're all different, but Satan knows us and how to contact us. When you feel like he's not there, do not fret. That's the enemy talking. Satan is so proud of us for continuing to fight for him. It's US vs THEM. The SPIRITUAL vs the SHEEPLE. We can do this. The time is now. Don't make my mistake and spend your whole life waiting for something good to happen. MAKE SOMETHING GOOD HAPPEN. The power is WITHIN YOU. Thank you for reading this til the end. I really hope this helped encourage those who needed it. 
Hail Satan and the true Gods of Hell!FUCK THE ENEMY! 

 

[descipleofthegods13]

@Fake Name, I wanted this to be known. While you may not see it as such, you actually played a part in saving my life by recommending the SURYA to me. Because of it, and your help, I am still alive. I have some helpful advice in return that will save your life in the last war to come, and everyone else's and they SHOULD do it NOW.

I have been doing this meditation for over 2 months as of today and I no longer get attached to anyone new I meet, it has been tested although not purposely, I still found out. In the future last war when we go against the fools who are going to fight us this different Aura Of Protection will save your life. I have learned from observing the current Psychic links I need to get rid of that the enemy will take advantage of the Psychic links like the sniveling coward it is, and attack you through them. It will typically throw the other persons emotions/thoughts/feelings/beliefs into you, and then try to play on the psychology, or try to instigate whatever it thinks it can through the Psychic links.

This can at least cause a lot of clutter in the mind. It's better to perform this NOW, than wait until later. My thanks to Light Yagami for posting this as it too, has also saved my life, you have my thanks my Sister in Satan, and you as well, My Brother in Satan Fake Name.

https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... ges/137470
That's the link to the other Aura Of Protection. There's only a need to do it like a normal Aura Of Protection, breathing in for 5, and stating your Affirmation for 5 times, and then after keeping the visualization, and after 8 days, there's only a need to state the affirmation(do the affirmation written by Light Yagami and it'll work for you, and anyone else who does it) twice after the 8th day, as it will be fully programmed into your Aura.
 

 

[fake name]

I followed the link but I don't see the meditation you're talking about.



On Friday, September 11, 2015 1:05 AM, "descipleofthegods13@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  @Fake Name, I wanted this to be known. While you may not see it as such, you actually played a part in saving my life by recommending the SURYA to me. Because of it, and your help, I am still alive. I have some helpful advice in return that will save your life in the last war to come, and everyone else's and they SHOULD do it NOW.

I have been doing this meditation for over 2 months as of today and I no longer get attached to anyone new I meet, it has been tested although not purposely, I still found out. In the future last war when we go against the fools who are going to fight us this different Aura Of Protection will save your life. I have learned from observing the current Psychic links I need to get rid of that the enemy will take advantage of the Psychic links like the sniveling coward it is, and attack you through them. It will typically throw the other persons emotions/thoughts/feelings/beliefs into you, and then try to play on the psychology, or try to instigate whatever it thinks it can through the Psychic links.

This can at least cause a lot of clutter in the mind. It's better to perform this NOW, than wait until later. My thanks to Light Yagami for posting this as it too, has also saved my life, you have my thanks my Sister in Satan, and you as well, My Brother in Satan Fake Name.

https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/Joy ... ges/137470
That's the link to the other Aura Of Protection. There's only a need to do it like a normal Aura Of Protection, breathing in for 5, and stating your Affirmation for 5 times, and then after keeping the visualization, and after 8 days, there's only a need to state the affirmation(do the affirmation written by Light Yagami and it'll work for you, and anyone else who does it) twice after the 8th day, as it will be fully programmed into your Aura.
 

 

[descipleofthegods13]

@Fake Name. Light Yagami is simply talking first and foremost about detaching Psychic links as in the detaching unwanted entities from your Aura/Chakras.

If you read through it it will say that. As for the meditation, I will post it here to save time.

You might try reading it to Her message to get the full understanding of the idea of the Meditation, the Meditation I am talking about proceeds the detaching unwanted entities.

Here, I'll post the Part in the Meditation, and you can just read Light Yagami's message about unwanted people attaching to your Aura/Chakras. It's literally an additional Aura Of Protection, which I myself attest to the success of, because people don't randomly get attached to me anymore even if there is the connection in thought, or feeling in a certain situation. These people if used by the enemy can be used in heinous ways to try and destroy you. It's best of you start when you can the detaching unwanted entities Meditation, and then start this other Aura Of Protection the same day as the build will make sure no one ever gets attached again if done consistently, and for the rest of your life. Now, the time it took me to build it up and the time it takes anyone to build it up to the point to where it prevents others from attaching to your Aura/chakras will vary I'm sure, But it'll work.

You can typically tell when someone gets attached to your Aura/Chakras by feeling the connection through something emotional, one of your Chakras will feel a certain way and they will attach, although it's not always instantaneously, just to be aware of it.

I suggest you to do the aura of protection I mentioned in the topic (...I think I did?) that says you should use an affirmation saying that "I breathe in ... blah blah ... This aura of protection prohibits others from sucking my energies in any way, for the rest of my life, in a safe for me way" or something along those lines.When you do it for a big period of time (and of course, keep doing it daily, like with your other aura of protection) it really works wonders.

Don't forget, these connections happen to the front extensions of our chakras (not to the middle or the back). This is 100% certain (I know, because a gray had made me think otherwise causing me problems...).

You can make whatever affirmation you want for the Aura Of Protection, it's not black and white.

 

[livingforsatan]

@autumnblossoms This was beautiful and inspiring.

I'm sorry things were so rough on you but, you made it.

Hail Satan!

 

[smphcat]

That awesome. It sucks to see your childhood be so rough. I glad you find Satan!

Hail Satan!
Hail Gods of the Du'At!

 

[smphcat]

Ohh yeah about the Lakewood church, they are money hungry retarts. That wher Joel Osteen( I think a jew) and all the money hungry fags goes to. I so glad you didn't connect to greedy punks. I have to suffer every sunday listening to these money hungry loser because my father admire this fag. The funny news my father falls asleep through almost the whole lecture and then wake every once in a while to said "amen".  It freakin hilarious.

Hail Satan!
Hail Gods of the Du'At!

 

[Sam1]

Thank you do much for sharing! This post was the inspiration I needed to start a poem for our warriors! Stay strong! Keep fighting!HAIL SATAN!!!

On Sep 9, 2015, at 12:45, "autumnraetorres@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:

  Hello, brothers and sisters. I just got finished meditating via the 40 day empowerment program and I'm feeling a difference in my spirit already. I never exactly wrote my story about how I found Satan, so I figured now would be the right time.
I didn't have the greatest childhood. My parents divorced before I could remember them being together. My dad moved on immediately with a new woman and had two children with her. I could tell she didn't want me around, but I wanted so desperately to please her because I wad a daddy's girl. I lived with my mom, who had countless boyfriends move in then move back out. Things were fine until I turned eight. My mom dated a guy with two daughters of his own from two previous women. One was older than me and the other was younger. As the relationship progressed, I began to experience the middle child syndrome. We'd go places and I'd constantly be ignored. My mom began to compare me to both of the sisters, and the youngest sister bullied me. When I told her dad what she was doing, he called me a tattle tale and I took all the blame. Shortly after this occurred, he became abusive towards my mom. I called the cops, but the cop was his friend and my mom, out of fear, said it was her fault. After a while, my mom left him for a new guy, who I loved like I loved my dad. I thought since she left the abusive bastard, things would go back to normal. The emotional abuse continued and she started drinking heavily. Her job as a bartender only made it worse. She cheated on that guy, even abused him, then left him when I was 11 for a new guy, who I HATED. He was twice as abusive, which made my mom drink heavier and take all her frustrations out on me. He even began to emotionally abuse me, which I hated. My mom would force me to hug him goodnight, and each and every time he would grab my butt. My mom never noticed. When I was 12, my mom told my dad I was "his problem" so I left that house. My mother didn't give me any of my stuff, so I had to start new. I thought I would live with my dad, but instead I lived with my great aunt. My dad expected me to be perfect, and was just as emotionally abusive when I didn't meet his expectations. I spent my whole life waiting for him to come around, but he was always too busy with his other two kids and their mother. Eventually, my dad married that woman and decided he wanted nothing to do with me.
I was a terribly depressed child since I was eight, and I would go to church. I noticed, however, that if you didn't mold into what they wanted you to be, you weren't as important. If you didn't give them enough money, you were unimportant. (Lakewood Church is a SHAM) I stopped going to church when I was 15 and became an atheist. I fell in love with a devil worshipper (notice how I didn't say satanist) and I began adapting all of his bad behaviors. I was doing drugs, my grades were slipping, and my whole world basically revolved around him. He eventually raped me and broke up with me, which tore me apart. I became destructive, bulimic, and suicidal. I was admitted into a psych ward when I was 17, but still kept some bad habits. I fell in love with another guy, who was controlling and volatile. Eventually, he blamed me for all his "crazy" behaviors and we broke up. 
I needed a change, so I began to do some soul searching and decided LeVeyan Satanism was my path. However, doing research on Anton LaVey turned me off. Something about him seemed fake. I looked into Theistic Satanism and found Joy of Satan. I read the sections thoroughly and everything became clear that this was my path. That same night, I did the dedication ritual. Before I bathed, I said: "Satan, I know I've been blind my whole life, but believe me when I say I'm paying attention. Please reveal yourself to me. During my shower, this mist of gold energy surrounded me as "The Writer" by Ellie Goulding came on, and I knew at that moment Satan was real. As I completed the ritual, I meditated and everything came together. Satan had been calling out to me all along. 
This path is for the strong, and despite being a dedicated Satanist for almost three years, I have a LONG way to go. The best thing about this path is you're always learning and always improving. If the enemy is attacking you, that means you're getting stronger. If you pay attention, you can hear him speak to you. Some may see, others may feel (like me) we're all different, but Satan knows us and how to contact us. When you feel like he's not there, do not fret. That's the enemy talking. Satan is so proud of us for continuing to fight for him. It's US vs THEM. The SPIRITUAL vs the SHEEPLE. We can do this. The time is now. Don't make my mistake and spend your whole life waiting for something good to happen. MAKE SOMETHING GOOD HAPPEN. The power is WITHIN YOU. Thank you for reading this til the end. I really hope this helped encourage those who needed it. 
Hail Satan and the true Gods of Hell!FUCK THE ENEMY! 

 

[Magus Immortalis]

Your reply may contain misinformation or be breaking one of the rules of the group. This is a possibility. Another thing is that Yahoo! fucks up with the messages. Sometimes I post something and it does not post so I have to post it again.


On Monday, September 14, 2015 5:20 PM, "taolvanswd@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Ok so at times where I share something kind of personal but kind of important too, it doesn't show up. 

It does not get accepted. 

So hereby my question. WHY?!

 

[dark_pagan_666]

I've found too many times that my posts do not go through due to Yahoo. Sometimes while I am actually typing, my writing/comment just dissapear due to an error or a time-limit shit. This is obviously the enemy.

 

[james marshall]

The sword is truly more mighty then the pen. The passionate few, the strong few, can and will always rule the world. We are the passionate who seek to over throw those who try to use to pen. The jooz always tell us to be submissive but you lasted and over came though passion and will. It speaks greatly of you and your character. This path truly is for the strong. No matter how many times your pushed to always get back up shows that you are the strong amidst weak who seek to push you. Glory to my sister. I shall await the day when you have made a better future for yourself.  
Ave Satan!  


On Thursday, September 10, 2015 8:21 AM, "autumnraetorres@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Hello, brothers and sisters. I just got finished meditating via the 40 day empowerment program and I'm feeling a difference in my spirit already. I never exactly wrote my story about how I found Satan, so I figured now would be the right time.
I didn't have the greatest childhood. My parents divorced before I could remember them being together. My dad moved on immediately with a new woman and had two children with her. I could tell she didn't want me around, but I wanted so desperately to please her because I wad a daddy's girl. I lived with my mom, who had countless boyfriends move in then move back out. Things were fine until I turned eight. My mom dated a guy with two daughters of his own from two previous women. One was older than me and the other was younger. As the relationship progressed, I began to experience the middle child syndrome. We'd go places and I'd constantly be ignored. My mom began to compare me to both of the sisters, and the youngest sister bullied me. When I told her dad what she was doing, he called me a tattle tale and I took all the blame. Shortly after this occurred, he became abusive towards my mom. I called the cops, but the cop was his friend and my mom, out of fear, said it was her fault. After a while, my mom left him for a new guy, who I loved like I loved my dad. I thought since she left the abusive bastard, things would go back to normal. The emotional abuse continued and she started drinking heavily. Her job as a bartender only made it worse. She cheated on that guy, even abused him, then left him when I was 11 for a new guy, who I HATED. He was twice as abusive, which made my mom drink heavier and take all her frustrations out on me. He even began to emotionally abuse me, which I hated. My mom would force me to hug him goodnight, and each and every time he would grab my butt. My mom never noticed. When I was 12, my mom told my dad I was "his problem" so I left that house. My mother didn't give me any of my stuff, so I had to start new. I thought I would live with my dad, but instead I lived with my great aunt. My dad expected me to be perfect, and was just as emotionally abusive when I didn't meet his expectations. I spent my whole life waiting for him to come around, but he was always too busy with his other two kids and their mother. Eventually, my dad married that woman and decided he wanted nothing to do with me.
I was a terribly depressed child since I was eight, and I would go to church. I noticed, however, that if you didn't mold into what they wanted you to be, you weren't as important. If you didn't give them enough money, you were unimportant. (Lakewood Church is a SHAM) I stopped going to church when I was 15 and became an atheist. I fell in love with a devil worshipper (notice how I didn't say satanist) and I began adapting all of his bad behaviors. I was doing drugs, my grades were slipping, and my whole world basically revolved around him. He eventually raped me and broke up with me, which tore me apart. I became destructive, bulimic, and suicidal. I was admitted into a psych ward when I was 17, but still kept some bad habits. I fell in love with another guy, who was controlling and volatile. Eventually, he blamed me for all his "crazy" behaviors and we broke up. 
I needed a change, so I began to do some soul searching and decided LeVeyan Satanism was my path. However, doing research on Anton LaVey turned me off. Something about him seemed fake. I looked into Theistic Satanism and found Joy of Satan. I read the sections thoroughly and everything became clear that this was my path. That same night, I did the dedication ritual. Before I bathed, I said: "Satan, I know I've been blind my whole life, but believe me when I say I'm paying attention. Please reveal yourself to me. During my shower, this mist of gold energy surrounded me as "The Writer" by Ellie Goulding came on, and I knew at that moment Satan was real. As I completed the ritual, I meditated and everything came together. Satan had been calling out to me all along. 
This path is for the strong, and despite being a dedicated Satanist for almost three years, I have a LONG way to go. The best thing about this path is you're always learning and always improving. If the enemy is attacking you, that means you're getting stronger. If you pay attention, you can hear him speak to you. Some may see, others may feel (like me) we're all different, but Satan knows us and how to contact us. When you feel like he's not there, do not fret. That's the enemy talking. Satan is so proud of us for continuing to fight for him. It's US vs THEM. The SPIRITUAL vs the SHEEPLE. We can do this. The time is now. Don't make my mistake and spend your whole life waiting for something good to happen. MAKE SOMETHING GOOD HAPPEN. The power is WITHIN YOU. Thank you for reading this til the end. I really hope this helped encourage those who needed it. 
Hail Satan and the true Gods of Hell!FUCK THE ENEMY! 

 

[Vorian Atriedes Omnius]

On Tuesday, 15 September 2015, 17:22, "Magus Immortalis magus.immortalis@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Your reply may contain misinformation or be breaking one of the rules of the group. This is a possibility. Another thing is that Yahoo! fucks up with the messages. Sometimes I post something and it does not post so I have to post it again.


On Monday, September 14, 2015 5:20 PM, "taolvanswd@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[email protected] wrote:


  Ok so at times where I share something kind of personal but kind of important too, it doesn't show up. 

It does not get accepted. 

So hereby my question. WHY?!

Hello Magus,                     wouldn't it be great if Satanists had their own Facebook website, where they can share videos and photos etc...?  Well guess what we do http://www.thedepthsofhell.com/it may be for 18s and over, but you can pictures of naked Succubus on the site etc...  You can even make groups on the site and you could make a JOS group there, and it would be an ideal place to search for new recruits for hells army, also you could teach its members everything you know about hell.                                                                                                                                                                                            Kind regards Vorian.

 

[descipleofthegods13]

I see your story is a lot like mine in the ways of the abuse the enemy has dealt to us because  we refused and fought communism(oh the absurdity..)

You see, I had had a reptilian harassing me since I was born, and I had no idea that was the main reason for the destroyed life until about 3 months ago. I have been Dedicated to Satan for 1 year. I have been fighting the enemy to reclaim my life which had the ruination from the enemy since when I was younger than the age you mentioned it started. Know that the enemy causes, and is insane, none of it was your fault at all.

We Pagans are beautiful and life loving beings. The enemy is something, I'm not sure how you would describe them. Stand STRONG fight to reclaim your life as I am, and fight to protect the Universe as well. It's not just your life you are being prepared to protect, it's everything. If the enemy is allowed to run rampant then eventually the entire Universe will meet the death. Our planet, and every living being is depending on our fight. Individually, on YOU, on ME, on every other Satanist who fights. We fight to protect EVERYTHING.

The enemy is an insane child who can only see communism as it's outlet, and it's own selfish desire. They must be annihilated. It is our job to stand as Warriors of Satan, and WIN THIS WAR.