Feeling unworthy of things

[Yagami Light]

Hello. I have an issue, and I would love anyone's input on this.

I used to think I had a low self-confidence issue. In time, I realized that my problem was very specific. I believe I an not worthy of things (wealth, love, a good house, etc) because I haven't struggled enough.

"Other people have struggled more than me, and they still haven't been as lucky as I have in life. Those who go through trials deserve happy endings (regardless of what happens in reality) or are more worthy of receiving wealth, happiness, a good life, etc."

This belief is so imbedded in me that I cannot consciously think of why it shouldn't be that way.

Could you please give me a reason why it should be any other way?

I know that I'm not a bad person, I'm not a parasite leeching off of others, etc. But I still strongly believe that because I haven't suffered, I'm not worthy of having a good life, a good job, a good income, etc.

 

[Hs666]

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You have to clean your mind. This can lead you to have serious problems, in the subjects where you “feel that.” If you do not correct this you will not achieve your goals mentioned by you, at the time you want to.

For example, regarding money, in case you want to accumulate it, your mind will deny you to achieve it. Perform work to remove these society- or mass-induced mental limitations through Runes, Mantra and/or Trance.

It is no use talking about it, because the reasoning here does not work. Even if you would understand it your mind will win over your thinking/reasoning, logical/conscious. This is like in the case of people stuck in the enemy vortex, it is not enough to talk to them about it, because the issue is on another level. We are working on the mental level where they have been programmed , not on the “logical reasoning” that comes later.

It is enough for you to know that most of your beliefs are not real.

 

[Umun]

What you may not be taking into consideration are your previous incarnations. It is a factor that has a significant influence on how things play out in the current life. It's a complex subject and there's more to it than most of us understand.

Try to gradually reprogram into accepting the blessings bestowed on you as nothing comes without being earned in one way or another.

Just keep growing in power and knowledge to justify your good fortune and build upon it.

Hope this helps even a tiny bit

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

Could you please give me a reason why it should be any other way?

I tell you in the clearest way possible.
Think of any good thing you could have. Maybe a source of useful money, or a girl to love. You, coming into possession of this kind of blessing, might know how to use your new resource well. For example. A nice $2,000 salary, part of which you donate to JoS. Or a girl you can take care of to build a nice satanic family in the future.

But you think you don't deserve it so you don't allow yourself to have that. So maybe the 2000 dollars job will be given to a Jew or however an andrapoda who will not only not donate even 100 dollars to JoS, but maybe he will spend most of the amount for an illegal activity like buying drugs, or otherwise financing the cigarette market, or crap like that, or who knows, maybe he will really donate it, to a bishop who will use the money to protect a pedophile Catholic priest.

The girl you love could be happy with you, feeling loved and living a beautiful dream. Instead, maybe she will get engaged to the first guy who comes along. And there will be no real love. Just an inevitable putting up with each other. Do you want to be worthy of something? Learn how best to use that thing:

Satanic Ethics

 

[Dahaarkan]

Could you please give me a reason why it should be any other way?

Because neither you nor anyone should be required to suffer to have a fulfilling existence. Joy is your birthright, and you need to program your mind to not only accept this, but also be demanding of it. Doing so will put into the mindset of avoiding mistakes which lead to suffering as a consequence, and steer you into a path where suffering is minimal.

It is the jews who condition gentiles through their abhorrent programs that great pain, suffering and hardship is something that gentiles deserve and must experience. You must reject this completely.

What you suffer from is another side of the coin of excessive jealousy in which rather than pursuing illogical reasoning as to why others don't deserve things, you pursue illogical reasons as to why you don't deserve things. You have a track history of being submissive and self sabotaging, and you need to do some serious introspection before this ruins you completely.

Reflect upon your past and see if there is some trauma or conditioning that is contributing to making you feel and think this way. When you've identified the source of this, work to fix it. You know the tools by now.

 

[HadesWithin666]

We attract what we think.
Change your thinking and your life will become better. Don't need 1.000 paragraphs, its simple as that. You can do it!

 

[Yagami Light]

Thank you everyone for the answers. I am well aware of how detrimental this kind of thinking can be to one's life, but this is still not enough to persuade me to think otherwise.

You have a track history of being submissive and self sabotaging, and you need to do some serious introspection before this ruins you completely.

Reflect upon your past and see if there is some trauma or conditioning that is contributing to making you feel and think this way. When you've identified the source of this, work to fix it. You know the tools by now.

Brother, thank you for the response. I cannot consciously think of/remember any trauma or conditioning from childhood concerning this. Sure, I can think of situations that made me think badly of myself, but not to this specific degree and to this kind of thinking.

I will most likely use Munka or Anzus to get rid of this. I am just appalled on how deep this belief is ingrained in my soul.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

Take Heinrich Himmler.
I am not expert of Nazi detailed history, but it seems to me he lived a good life in a middle-class family, went to the university, in WW1 he served without combat apparently. His soldiers in Russia suffered cold and freezing deadly conditions and starved to death. They suffered and fought - physically - more than Himmler.

Did Himmler deserve to be rewarded with a high ranking position as a Nazi Official ?
I'd say yes, because this is in His soul and the Gods gave him this power. This is not proportional to his suffering, to get this power.