sahasraraBliss666 said:
Why have I started feeling detached from people and from the material world... Making friends don't matter I just want to live better and meditate.
I feel like I'm still very much asleep or the people are asleep.
Maybe I don't go out often but now after losing my dad I have to. I miss him. Because I couldn't show him my love and care with action and words.
Right now it's 1am, there is serenity outside and in my mind, extreme silence except clock ticking.
It is a phase that happens to many Satanists.I myself have experienced it.
The way you reason, think and see things changes as you meditate, as you evolve both spiritually and mentally by meditating.
It is normal sometimes to feel this detachment because there is a lot of difference between you who practice meditation and those who do not, your souls vibrate at different speeds and this is initially perceived through detachment.
If I can give you some advice, don't isolate yourself completely, find people who are more compatible with your soul, who perhaps have a higher vibration than those you usually frequent.
Maintaining social relationships is useful on a psychological level, socially speaking.
Loneliness is not a bad thing in itself if it is used properly, it can give you more time and better quality to advance and progress.
Join a gym, work out, hang out with people who are trying to improve themselves in any healthy way.
Stay away from the toxicity of weak and stupid people and you will find the pleasure of a social approach to life again. Because it is important for the soul to maintain human relationships and for your emotions.
You could do jobs to attract companies that are more suitable for your personality.