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Feeling lost, Neptune on Ascendent

BlackSnake

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Greetings to all the Satanists,
In this period Neptune is making an hard aspect to my Ascendent and i feel disoriented, I no longer know what my goals are or if I have any, I feel stalled, with no way out, as if I were wandering around in a forest finding myself always in the starting point. The distractions, such as netflix or instagram, are endless to fill this void. Social restrictions certainly don't help.
In this year, according to astrology, my life should take a turn, but if I analyzed this prediction now I would only think negative, due to the absence of real life goals.
Any advice?
 
BlackSnake said:
Greetings to all the Satanists,
In this period Neptune is making an hard aspect to my Ascendent and i feel disoriented, I no longer know what my goals are or if I have any, I feel stalled, with no way out, as if I were wandering around in a forest finding myself always in the starting point. The distractions, such as netflix or instagram, are endless to fill this void. Social restrictions certainly don't help.
In this year, according to astrology, my life should take a turn, but if I analyzed this prediction now I would only think negative, due to the absence of real life goals.
Any advice?

You need to set a clear life goal, even if not so very clear in the beginning. That will help you be able to go through the midst.
 
BlackSnake said:
Greetings to all the Satanists,
In this period Neptune is making an hard aspect to my Ascendent and i feel disoriented, I no longer know what my goals are or if I have any, I feel stalled, with no way out, as if I were wandering around in a forest finding myself always in the starting point. The distractions, such as netflix or instagram, are endless to fill this void. Social restrictions certainly don't help.
In this year, according to astrology, my life should take a turn, but if I analyzed this prediction now I would only think negative, due to the absence of real life goals.
Any advice?

Hello there Brother! I have been feeling the same way. In the short term when the feeling gets too intensive, one thing that helps me is a "mantra" - this ( situation, emotion, anxiety) will pass. For the long term the thing that helps me is setting goals (but not just setting them but also working towards them, in my case the working towards them is lacking :D), like really big goals that will keep you motivated.

For example one of the goals is that I keep my memories in the next reincarnation.

Im not profficient with astrology but what i know from my own expirience, when some Planet is exerting strong energies towards you the best possible thing would be to be able to stay rooted in place. What i mean by that is : the planets are not allways in our favour. You can think of it like a Pendulum swinging from one side to the other. As it swings from one side to the other the energy works in our favour and if we use it wisley we can advance greatly in this period of time . When the pendulum (energy) reaches its highest point it will stay there for a moment and then start slowly decending and taking us back with it again downwards. The best course of action would be to find a point where you can root yourself ( in this metaphore "jump off" of the pendulum), so that it does not take you all the way back to your starting point, and wait there for the pendulum to swing again in your direction and take you even higher. And by rooting in place i mean, to continue doing your daily meditations, yoga, aop, alot of cleaning, RTRs and presist trough evereything that happens in that period ( i know its easier said then done). I found that Void meditation is very imprtant in those times. You could also do workings to minimze the effects of those aspects. And know that the Gods will allways help us with things that we can't do ourselves, as long as we keep putting in the work to advance ourselves.

When the aspects are bad the moto is " slow and steady ". The most important thing is not giving up, and keeping your sanity. In my opinion, distractions in that period are also needed. Just watch out that you dont "whip" yourself too much ( dont be too hard on yourself for doing for example 1 rtr a day and not 2). I had periods where i was doing like 5-8 Rtrs a day and I had long periods where i would do 1. Even today i had a hard time bringing myself to meditate and do the Rituals, but when i done it i felt very proud of myself and fullfiled.

Sadly we can't overcome completely the energies of the Planets YET, but i hope a day will come where they will not affect us anymore.

Stay strong Borther!

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Mother Lilith!
Hail Teacher!
Hail Guardian!
 
That kind of happens especially at first. I remember back when Neptune was in Aquarius I was much younger then it crossed my ascendant. So yeah this was here for awhile and the entirity of Pisces is intercepted in my first house so it will be here for awhile I know I hate this but ways to manage this.

At first when it crossed my ascendant Please note I knew nothing about astrology back then. Around that time when it entered that degree suddenly I felt this weird watery energy all of a sudden this full blown doom feeling I get attacked by entities super sensitive I feel a lot of fear. Sadly what do I do I end up using alcohol to cope with this. I get this kind of disoriented detached feeling for about 4 or 5 years after kind of end up aimless into drugs too some of the time (oh no Neptune is about to hard aspect my chart ruler in a year or two too I am scared this time don't want to go through this again)

I certainly did get more empathetic but too sensitive. I slowly have gotten better and more grounded.

Coping Earth Element Especially Capricorn or Taurus mantra will help.

Saturn square will help if you have fixed karma dealing with it affirm it is grounding you in reality.

Stay away from intoxicating substances you probably will get addicted especially if it's within a few degrees of ascendant.

Showers, Baths, rubbing liquid or lotion on skin, getting in a pool, getting in water walking in rain. This does help a lot with the detached feeling.

Going out in nature if you feel lack of grounding step barefoot on earth feel your surroundings. Try to come back to reality.

Try to set clear goals (yeah I know hard you may if you end up not being able to do this after awhile feel so lost and left out or whatever you want someone else to figure it out for you lol but at least try before you get to this point)

If your energy gets too high in meditation this can make it worse. Cut back if you need too after awhile you will be able to adjust to regular levels.

Good luck
 
Try reading this thread. https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=8&t=51006&hilit=Neptune

My last solar year was chock full of Neptune energies. It was hard, tiring and draining. But also really fun and amazing once I have successfully made it a rule to meditate daily. Meditation helped alot.

Additionally, once I meditated more I started getting more spiritual than ever. I started having lots of vivid and prophetic special dreams. I started feeling energy more and my Kundalini activated. Now that that solar year is over I really do miss it. I miss being so artistic and spiritually open. I miss having such powerful dreams.

Try to make the most out of this transit with spirituality and meditations.
 
The best way to handle Neptune's energy is to sublimate it through positive Neptune things. Meditation, music, art, dance. And by meditation, try trance on a regular basis, not just power meditations. Put on some beautiful music while trancing.

Plus, set some goals for yourself, use perhaps Nauthiz rune to help you stick to them.

By starting your day with meditation, you can focus on goals and other daily routines after.
 
BlackSnake said:
Greetings to all the Satanists,
In this period Neptune is making an hard aspect to my Ascendent and i feel disoriented, I no longer know what my goals are or if I have any, I feel stalled, with no way out, as if I were wandering around in a forest finding myself always in the starting point. The distractions, such as netflix or instagram, are endless to fill this void. Social restrictions certainly don't help.
In this year, according to astrology, my life should take a turn, but if I analyzed this prediction now I would only think negative, due to the absence of real life goals.
Any advice?

Some of the advice you have gotten is very simple and clear:

-Do what you know is correct no matter what: Full spiritual routine done daily, Using earth mantras or runes to ground yourself, Avoid distractions as best as possible, such as through software blockers if necessary,

Speaking of grounding energy, Nauthiz can help, and both the Sun and Mars are entering Capricorn soon and can be used for their respective Squares.
 

I want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for all the messages and advice you have given me, I am honored to receive them and use them to the fullest. I thank you for taking the time to write them to me :D .



HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:
You need to set a clear life goal, even if not so very clear in the beginning. That will help you be able to go through the midst.
This is the hardest thing that has ever happened to me, if I think about what I want to be I can't think of anything. I've never excelled at anything. I don't know where to start.

What i know for sure is that i will analyze every piece of advice you have given me and maybe as I work on my person, the goals will come to me in the future.
Thank you to all again! Hail Satan forever!
 
BlackSnake said:
Greetings to all the Satanists,
In this period Neptune is making an hard aspect to my Ascendent and i feel disoriented, I no longer know what my goals are or if I have any, I feel stalled, with no way out, as if I were wandering around in a forest finding myself always in the starting point. The distractions, such as netflix or instagram, are endless to fill this void. Social restrictions certainly don't help.
In this year, according to astrology, my life should take a turn, but if I analyzed this prediction now I would only think negative, due to the absence of real life goals.
Any advice?





My personal way of going about this would be to identify what led to it playing out this way, like what happened previously in your life that may have shaken up your stability and direction. Otherwise it could just be a mundane and confusing period in life which is, along with it aligning with your chart, a natural cycle of life. People go through phases of uncertainty for a variety of reasons and it’ll become clear. Kids just outside of high school often feel this way as their reality shifts from adolescence to adulthood. It can feel this way after a major loss, break up, death, where previous plans in life were lost. Start doing things you want to do, unlock a new creative passion of any type, something to keep your mind off of screens and out of your head. This is one positive thing that “channels Neptune” and also things that are grounding are beneficial. I’ve been through periods like this before in life and to be comfortable with uncertainty is a help, and to view it as an adventure and a blessing in disguise. I found for me that being too spiritually focused for a prolonged period through these phases throw me off a little more, even though my interest is heightened.
 
Sundara said:
My personal way of going about this would be to identify what led to it playing out this way, like what happened previously in your life that may have shaken up your stability and direction. Otherwise it could just be a mundane and confusing period in life which is, along with it aligning with your chart, a natural cycle of life. People go through phases of uncertainty for a variety of reasons and it’ll become clear. Kids just outside of high school often feel this way as their reality shifts from adolescence to adulthood. It can feel this way after a major loss, break up, death, where previous plans in life were lost. Start doing things you want to do, unlock a new creative passion of any type, something to keep your mind off of screens and out of your head. This is one positive thing that “channels Neptune” and also things that are grounding are beneficial. I’ve been through periods like this before in life and to be comfortable with uncertainty is a help, and to view it as an adventure and a blessing in disguise. I found for me that being too spiritually focused for a prolonged period through these phases throw me off a little more, even though my interest is heightened.

I thank you so much for the message. I found some things in it that made me think carefully. Beyond everything it will be an enriching experience for me. If someone in the future asks the same question, I will be happy to tell him my personal experience adding the relevant advice.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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