Hello everyone, I am in dire need of advice. You can skip the backstory if you are short on time. It is important though.
Backstory: A few years ago I was desperate for a partner, I felt so lonely and miserable without someone to love me. I was so miserable that one night I cried and begged to Satan to help me find a partner, to direct someone, anyone to me. The feeling I got was that I wasn't ready but I pleaded more and more. Afterwards a thought appeared in my head to "keep an eye on _ dating app". For a few days I kept an eye on it until I stumbled onto one persons profile and it felt like my entire body had a surge of energy(almost like being shocked but not painful) and I knew this was the person. We chatted for a while and eventually I made my way up to visit them. It was pure paradise for a while. I felt really loved, happy, and enjoyed life. I ended up being the person to take their virginity. They told me about their life before meeting me and I told them about mine. One of their ex's gave off a really awful feeling when their name was mentioned but I tried to ignore it. Overtime I introduced them to Satanism and got them interested in it. They tried meditating but it never really panned out for them. Overtime I started to gradually lose spiritual power as I kept trying to meditate with them and they kept skipping days. Eventually things devolved into me and my ex being abusive to each other. In the end after being engaged for over a year we stopped seeing each other. What led up to the breakup was them wanting to be in a polyamorous relationship with their ex(the one that felt bad) and another individual.
Present:
As it turns out their ex is a jewish parasite. This parasite has admitted this to them and my ex has said that they are 1/18 jewish "so it doesn't matter" and this and that. The fact that their partner is JEWISH is well known between them and their 2 partners.
I have already stopped talking to this ex(I plan to contact them once more in the future as I owe them money but afterwards I never intend to talk to them again)
The issue that I am facing is that I had tied my soul to them. During the times we would have sex we would do things which tied our souls together like saying "X person is mine forever" and "Y person will love me forever" at the point of orgasm and a lot of spiritual shit which tied us together.
I really don't want my soul to be tied to someone like this and I keep having dreams of them every night and feel an unsatiable lust towards them that is driving me crazy. Please help me.
Backstory: A few years ago I was desperate for a partner, I felt so lonely and miserable without someone to love me. I was so miserable that one night I cried and begged to Satan to help me find a partner, to direct someone, anyone to me. The feeling I got was that I wasn't ready but I pleaded more and more. Afterwards a thought appeared in my head to "keep an eye on _ dating app". For a few days I kept an eye on it until I stumbled onto one persons profile and it felt like my entire body had a surge of energy(almost like being shocked but not painful) and I knew this was the person. We chatted for a while and eventually I made my way up to visit them. It was pure paradise for a while. I felt really loved, happy, and enjoyed life. I ended up being the person to take their virginity. They told me about their life before meeting me and I told them about mine. One of their ex's gave off a really awful feeling when their name was mentioned but I tried to ignore it. Overtime I introduced them to Satanism and got them interested in it. They tried meditating but it never really panned out for them. Overtime I started to gradually lose spiritual power as I kept trying to meditate with them and they kept skipping days. Eventually things devolved into me and my ex being abusive to each other. In the end after being engaged for over a year we stopped seeing each other. What led up to the breakup was them wanting to be in a polyamorous relationship with their ex(the one that felt bad) and another individual.
Present:
As it turns out their ex is a jewish parasite. This parasite has admitted this to them and my ex has said that they are 1/18 jewish "so it doesn't matter" and this and that. The fact that their partner is JEWISH is well known between them and their 2 partners.
I have already stopped talking to this ex(I plan to contact them once more in the future as I owe them money but afterwards I never intend to talk to them again)
The issue that I am facing is that I had tied my soul to them. During the times we would have sex we would do things which tied our souls together like saying "X person is mine forever" and "Y person will love me forever" at the point of orgasm and a lot of spiritual shit which tied us together.
I really don't want my soul to be tied to someone like this and I keep having dreams of them every night and feel an unsatiable lust towards them that is driving me crazy. Please help me.