doubts.

[loki6]

Hello!

I want to perform the physical initiation ritual (I’ve already done it in the astral).

But I have some subconscious fear from my past religion, like: "What if all of this is a lie?" "What if the terrible hell is real?" and thoughts like that.

There is also one very important thing bothering me. For me, this forum serves as a second guide after the JoS website in spirituality, and I once had an unpleasant experience on the forum, after which I felt very bad and depressed. Now I have, so to speak, a somewhat negative association with forums. I understand that if, for example, the forum were to close or I got banned(for example), it could be seen as my spiritual family rejecting me. These two issues are making it very difficult for me to do the physical initiation.

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Hello!

I want to perform the physical initiation ritual (I’ve already done it in the astral).

But I have some subconscious fear from my past religion, like: "What if all of this is a lie?" "What if the terrible hell is real?" and thoughts like that.

There is also one very important thing bothering me. For me, this forum serves as a second guide after the JoS website in spirituality, and I once had an unpleasant experience on the forum, after which I felt very bad and depressed. Now I have, so to speak, a somewhat negative association with forums. I understand that if, for example, the forum were to close or I got banned(for example), it could be seen as my spiritual family rejecting me. These two issues are making it very difficult for me to do the physical initiation.

The fear and trauma of your past religion is natural and most of us have went through it before.

However, in Satanism we learn by experience, once you feel bliss in your upper chakras because of meditation and pineal gland, feel energy buzz after doing yoga, pray to your GD about a situation that’s giving you crippling fear and finding it turns out fine, and also the amount of knowledge and wisdom here just makes sense.

You’ll really understand that this path is REAL, unlike the false gods of abrahamism, where people waste their time, money, and efforts to please a god that causes their suffering.

Regarding the forums, you’ll have to be mentally strong. I remember one time I felt like you said and I was just angry and raging about this situation I sent HP HC an email so he can delete my account, and I thought HP would reply badly since I was just emotionally charged and negative, he was understanding, calmed me down, etc.

Most of us had negative experiences on the forums before, either because of trolls, infiltrators, negative people, jews, or people that are not spiritual and just want to have political/racial arguments which lead nowhere.

However it takes strengths to stay here and help your brothers and sisters, and listen to those who give you good advice, even if the advice seems harsh, but if its true and good, then try to let your ego to the side.

Also, you have to understand in SS you have complete freedom in your life to do as you see fit, however nature will punish you if you do something negative to yourself or reward you if you do positive habits.

So follow common sense + the Spiritual Satanism path.


If you’re banned from the forums it doesn’t make sense that you’re also “banned” from Satanism since your dedication ritual to Satan is eternal, you might have just broke some of the forums rules or were negative to the community in some way. Take it as a chance to get better and you can return later with a new account and a positive approach.

 

[loki6]

The fear and trauma of your past religion is natural and most of us have went through it before.

However, in Satanism we learn by experience, once you feel bliss in your upper chakras because of meditation and pineal gland, feel energy buzz after doing yoga, pray to your GD about a situation that’s giving you crippling fear and finding it turns out fine, and also the amount of knowledge and wisdom here just makes sense.

You’ll really understand that this path is REAL, unlike the false gods of abrahamism, where people waste their time, money, and efforts to please a god that causes their suffering.

Regarding the forums, you’ll have to be mentally strong. I remember one time I felt like you said and I was just angry and raging about this situation I sent HP HC an email so he can delete my account, and I thought HP would reply badly since I was just emotionally charged and negative, he was understanding, calmed me down, etc.

Most of us had negative experiences on the forums before, either because of trolls, infiltrators, negative people, jews, or people that are not spiritual and just want to have political/racial arguments which lead nowhere.

However it takes strengths to stay here and help your brothers and sisters, and listen to those who give you good advice, even if the advice seems harsh, but if its true and good, then try to let your ego to the side.

Also, you have to understand in SS you have complete freedom in your life to do as you see fit, however nature will punish you if you do something negative to yourself or reward you if you do positive habits.

So follow common sense + the Spiritual Satanism path.


If you’re banned from the forums it doesn’t make sense that you’re also “banned” from Satanism since your dedication ritual to Satan is eternal, you might have just broke some of the forums rules or were negative to the community in some way. Take it as a chance to get better and you can return later with a new account and a positive approach.

Thank you very much for your advice,that's what I needed to hear !

 

[MercuryWisdom]

Thank you very much for your advice,that's what I needed to hear !

Of course! Glad to help, best of luck on your great spiritual journey ahead.

Stay strong and close to the Gods.

 

[Soul Wings]

Unlike all the other disgusting cultish religions that terrify you if you think of leaving, nobody is stopping you from leaving Satanism if it's not for you. Demons will not attack you or anything of the like if you leave after dedicating.
I would recommend just doing some more research, reading up and staying away from dedicating until you are sure it is something you want to do, and it has meaning as intended. Never do anything you don't want to do or are afraid of. You should WANT to do the ritual.

You should see the forums as a social tool. The reality is a lot of Satanic work is within oneself. Raising one's Kundalini, opening One's chakras, learning to meditate, communicating personally with the Gods/Satan etc.
Generally you are warned of bad or undesired behavior by mods and users before you are banned. I have actually been warned about stuff myself a couple times, [mostly just my own posts in bad taste towards the beginning], just realise your mistake, take it on the chin and continue on.

 

[loki6]

Unlike all the other disgusting cultish religions that terrify you if you think of leaving, nobody is stopping you from leaving Satanism if it's not for you. Demons will not attack you or anything of the like if you leave after dedicating.
I would recommend just doing some more research, reading up and staying away from dedicating until you are sure it is something you want to do, and it has meaning as intended. Never do anything you don't want to do or are afraid of. You should WANT to do the ritual.

You should see the forums as a social tool. The reality is a lot of Satanic work is within oneself. Raising one's Kundalini, opening One's chakras, learning to meditate, communicating personally with the Gods/Satan etc.
Generally you are warned of bad or undesired behavior by mods and users before you are banned. I have actually been warned about stuff myself a couple times, [mostly just my own posts in bad taste towards the beginning], just realise your mistake, take it on the chin and continue on.

Actually, I want to perform a dedication ritual because I want to unlock my potential, and without dedication, it's impossible—such as summoning demons or more advanced astral projection, where enemies can attack. With dedication, I think there will be fewer problems. Right now, I’m at the end of a 40-day program.

And no, no one has complained about me, there was just some unpleasantness.

Thank you.

 

[loki6]

Of course! Glad to help, best of luck on your great spiritual journey ahead.

Stay strong and close to the Gods.

Thank you!

 

[loki6]

Unlike all the other disgusting cultish religions that terrify you if you think of leaving, nobody is stopping you from leaving Satanism if it's not for you. Demons will not attack you or anything of the like if you leave after dedicating.
I would recommend just doing some more research, reading up and staying away from dedicating until you are sure it is something you want to do, and it has meaning as intended. Never do anything you don't want to do or are afraid of. You should WANT to do the ritual.

You should see the forums as a social tool. The reality is a lot of Satanic work is within oneself. Raising one's Kundalini, opening One's chakras, learning to meditate, communicating personally with the Gods/Satan etc.
Generally you are warned of bad or undesired behavior by mods and users before you are banned. I have actually been warned about stuff myself a couple times, [mostly just my own posts in bad taste towards the beginning], just realise your mistake, take it on the chin and continue on.

Did I say that I want to leave the SS? No, on the contrary, I want to make the dedication physically. I am not afraid of Demons from the Father Satanas.

Thank you