I have a desire for more connection to Satan, but I live in an extremely Christian small town. Is their anyone that I can reach out to for help and comfort?
Don’t tell anyone about you being a Satanist. It can be dangerous. So long as you practice in private, you should be fine.
Depending if you have contact with a lot of Christians daily, you might want to pay extra attention to cleaning your aura daily. More than once if you feel you can.