Damage to mind from weed

[darkmonkey666]

How does someone heal from memory damage due to weed. This is the most major problem my girlfriend has (she is dedicated now) I could not find anything on this group about it and I see articles elsewhere that list the issue but do not give a clue as to how to fix it.

My girlfriend has not used weed in at least 5 years at all. She doesn't desire to ever use any drugs again but when she was in her earlier 20s she said she smoked weed every day for at least 3 years if not longer and ended up quite addicted to it for awhile. She along with me when I was using also used crack and heroin sometimes this was the main person I was using with. We have not done anything in a long time dont ever intend to but she needs to heal the effects from this to become better in Satanism.

The memory issues is she very much forgets things she won't remember a meditation unless I tell her sometimes she loses physical objects in her home. She has a lot of difficulty remembering things.

This was the main thing holding her back cause she worried that if she forgot to do anything some days the Gods might punish her or something. I told her that's BS and we can heal this but honestly I am not sure how too.

Its the first thing I would like to work on.

Right now I am having her do Aum chandramase Namah 54 times each night starting yesterday when moon was full (no way she will remember the moon square or do it right for this so this is a better way)

Affirmation "I am eaisly able to remember things my memory is greatly improved"

Any suggestions or anything else.

Thank you for taking the time to help.

 

[13th_Wolf]

I've had that issue as well. Really all it takes is time and diligence where you are able to, I found it's mostly pointless to worry and think that your mind is permanently screwed, Satan gives the power to fix even deep set issues. In this case you'd be bringing on that reality by dwelling on it.

Generally people only have short spurs of a year or so with drugs (especially with weed) in the youth days. If they were ever seriously addicted for long periods of time that's where it becomes harder to undo the damage and habitual downpulls created in the mind from that pattern of living. If on the other hand it wasn't a day-to-day thing with paychecks going straight into the lungs, then it's not a major worry and something that time on it's own with due diligence will fix.

The memory thing is really annoying though, and personally it bothers me a LOT. It helps to dwell on your childhood and intense past experiences. When you're walking out on a calm day and your thoughts are drifting, you might remember some of it. Talking to old friends as well. The key is to be emotional and cling onto the sensations as strong as you can. I think the more it bothers you the more success you're gonna be having getting your memory strong and how it used to be again. The more annoyed and concerned she is about this the better, the more careless on the other hand... generally that mindset is what causes this issue to occur in the first place.

When you do the opening the third eye exercises and upper chakra strengthening, you are improving your cognitive function which a major part of it is memory and the ability to discern information. If she is recently dedicated she should put emphasis on doing those exercises and focus on it in empowerment.

One can't be deluded to think they're going to be very psychically powerful if either their short term OR long term memory has you going "oh whatever" and you're content with just floating through life. One of the rarest abilities is the ability to remember every sensual detail and taste of every passing moment that occurred in ones life from birth and their mothers first interaction with them as a baby, to the present day and what they had for breakfast this morning, the fact they saw an interesting looking person outside and can also remember his face, what was on his shirt and will remember it amongst every other detail forever. That is what maximum cognitive power is like and you don't get it from doing LSD and being unable to even focus on the fridge door and open it because you're hungry but you're brain is exploding. Memory is important because it associates relevance to the relevant things instead of to the irrelevant things or temporary illusions created in your own mind. One forgets who they are otherwise.

Crack? I think that's on the more serious list especially if you did it for a long time as it's apparently extremely addictive and notably "deleterious to brain chemistry" I read somewhere. I'm not an authority on all this, but you'd need a lot of strength and effort going into it, it should be your primary focus for sure if that's the case. Your mind is your most important asset as a Satanist. All personal power and control over your affairs extends from the stability and strength of your own mind.

It should bother you and it shouldn't be a flippant thing, but at the same time don't overly worry about it and see it as final, you can repair your mind.


~unrelated, sort of~
Additionally I think there are 2 types of blackouts with one being worse than another and it's a common thing to get even with some prescription drugs. If you've ever had blackouts where you have absolutely no reference for what occurred during that time, just black space and maybe a few smell or touch sensations, that indicates proper damage to the brain in the physical sense. The other type of blackout is on the other hand, with more sensations and reclaimable, like remembering a dream.

The more 'type one' blackouts you've had if any, it's not a good situation. In those states one is extremely suggestive (Theta trance), gullible to everything around them, and reverts to a childlike state during it- your real consciousness falls off the ladder and down into a void similar to being asleep. Difference is you've actually been acting in total suggestivity for the past day or so. You wake up in pain probably in a cold, sterile hospital bed with your close relatives crying by the bedside having witnessed a disgusting and diseased part of you.

Don't do drugs, people.

 

[Ion666]

Simple.
Every night, retrospect on what she did during the day. Make her remember everything from morning to evening.
Like this:
> Today at 5:30 I woke up, I took a shower, meditated, prepared breakfast, drove to work/university, what happened there, who did I talk to? What did I do? What did I learn? What did I study? Who did I meet? At what time? etc.etc..
Do this every night and later try remembering things in greater detail. When you get really good at this try to remember the emotions attached to the actions.


Not only will this help with memory, it also is a form of self analysis. Marcus Aurelius used to do this.
I did this myself when I was younger, I didn't have any memory deficiency but I wanted to improve my memory and it worked in just a few weeks. Cant allow your brain to get lazy. It's like a muscle. You need to work it. ))

Also try to see if she has some deficiencies in her diet, but I can not give you any advise you there.

Hope she gets better!

Hail Satan!

 

[darkmonkey666]

I've had that issue as well. Really all it takes is time and diligence where you are able to, I found it's mostly pointless to worry and think that your mind is permanently screwed, Satan gives the power to fix even deep set issues. In this case you'd be bringing on that reality by dwelling on it.

Generally people only have short spurs of a year or so with drugs (especially with weed) in the youth days. If they were ever seriously addicted for long periods of time that's where it becomes harder to undo the damage and habitual downpulls created in the mind from that pattern of living. If on the other hand it wasn't a day-to-day thing with paychecks going straight into the lungs, then it's not a major worry and something that time on it's own with due diligence will fix.

The memory thing is really annoying though, and personally it bothers me a LOT. It helps to dwell on your childhood and intense past experiences. When you're walking out on a calm day and your thoughts are drifting, you might remember some of it. Talking to old friends as well. The key is to be emotional and cling onto the sensations as strong as you can. I think the more it bothers you the more success you're gonna be having getting your memory strong and how it used to be again. The more annoyed and concerned she is about this the better, the more careless on the other hand... generally that mindset is what causes this issue to occur in the first place.

When you do the opening the third eye exercises and upper chakra strengthening, you are improving your cognitive function which a major part of it is memory and the ability to discern information. If she is recently dedicated she should put emphasis on doing those exercises and focus on it in empowerment.

One can't be deluded to think they're going to be very psychically powerful if either their short term OR long term memory has you going "oh whatever" and you're content with just floating through life. One of the rarest abilities is the ability to remember every sensual detail and taste of every passing moment that occurred in ones life from birth and their mothers first interaction with them as a baby, to the present day and what they had for breakfast this morning, the fact they saw an interesting looking person outside and can also remember his face, what was on his shirt and will remember it amongst every other detail forever. That is what maximum cognitive power is like and you don't get it from doing LSD and being unable to even focus on the fridge door and open it because you're hungry but you're brain is exploding. Memory is important because it associates relevance to the relevant things instead of to the irrelevant things or temporary illusions created in your own mind. One forgets who they are otherwise.

Crack? I think that's on the more serious list especially if you did it for a long time as it's apparently extremely addictive and notably "deleterious to brain chemistry" I read somewhere. I'm not an authority on all this, but you'd need a lot of strength and effort going into it, it should be your primary focus for sure if that's the case. Your mind is your most important asset as a Satanist. All personal power and control over your affairs extends from the stability and strength of your own mind.

It should bother you and it shouldn't be a flippant thing, but at the same time don't overly worry about it and see it as final, you can repair your mind.


~unrelated, sort of~
Additionally I think there are 2 types of blackouts with one being worse than another and it's a common thing to get even with some prescription drugs. If you've ever had blackouts where you have absolutely no reference for what occurred during that time, just black space and maybe a few smell or touch sensations, that indicates proper damage to the brain in the physical sense. The other type of blackout is on the other hand, with more sensations and reclaimable, like remembering a dream.

The more 'type one' blackouts you've had if any, it's not a good situation. In those states one is extremely suggestive (Theta trance), gullible to everything around them, and reverts to a childlike state during it- your real consciousness falls off the ladder and down into a void similar to being asleep. Difference is you've actually been acting in total suggestivity for the past day or so. You wake up in pain probably in a cold, sterile hospital bed with your close relatives crying by the bedside having witnessed a disgusting and diseased part of you.

Don't do drugs, people.

I seem to be be perfectly ok with little problems. She is in a lot of ways too just the mind and memory seems fried from this a little. So far as that not mental illness but bordering on it and also memory. Ok I can have her do the upper chakra awakening things.

I did the drugs for less time than she did though. I believe and I never really liked weed much as in for me it had a mostly negative reaction mixed with positive warm feelings sometimes so didn't use that more than a few times.

Sometimes I would get random psychotic thoughts on weed and kind of freak out for a bit. Not my favorite drug doesnt really sound like a fun time to me but some people I guess use it and are fine.

 

[NinRick]

How does someone heal from memory damage due to weed. This is the most major problem my girlfriend has (she is dedicated now) I could not find anything on this group about it and I see articles elsewhere that list the issue but do not give a clue as to how to fix it.

My girlfriend has not used weed in at least 5 years at all. She doesn't desire to ever use any drugs again but when she was in her earlier 20s she said she smoked weed every day for at least 3 years if not longer and ended up quite addicted to it for awhile. She along with me when I was using also used crack and heroin sometimes this was the main person I was using with. We have not done anything in a long time dont ever intend to but she needs to heal the effects from this to become better in Satanism.

The memory issues is she very much forgets things she won't remember a meditation unless I tell her sometimes she loses physical objects in her home. She has a lot of difficulty remembering things.

This was the main thing holding her back cause she worried that if she forgot to do anything some days the Gods might punish her or something. I told her that's BS and we can heal this but honestly I am not sure how too.

Its the first thing I would like to work on.

Right now I am having her do Aum chandramase Namah 54 times each night starting yesterday when moon was full (no way she will remember the moon square or do it right for this so this is a better way)

Affirmation "I am eaisly able to remember things my memory is greatly improved"

Any suggestions or anything else.

Thank you for taking the time to help.

I used to smoke weed aswell from 16-21 non stop.
And I have never had any problems with my memory (well when you are high it is a different story). But I also attended to school and studied hard. That is probably the reason my brain works perfectly fine. I think she just has to workout a bit. She has to train her brain to work properly.

I see professors at my university who are very old, but they can speak, think and teach just perfectly fine. It is because they use their brains all the time. (My theory)

 

[Henu the Great]

Mercury and Mars energies can be used to empower brain. After Mars retrograde is over in about two weeks it's a very good time to use Mars. Wink wink. Combine that with cleaning is one option to choose from. There are many more of course and using many methods over a period of time will bring the results you want/need. So when using runes or planetary energies for example is good to combine that with doing something that requires your use of memory. Some intellectual tasks, whatever they may be for your brain to work. Just be patient and do not doubt you can exceed yourself when the damage is repaired.

I used to be heavy into weed. You wouldn't believe how deep into that hole I went and here I am, doing pretty good considering. It will mostly take time, effort and patience.

Blessed be Satan and all His true followers.

 

[ModernMage]

I was an extreme potard for about 6 years of my life. Smoking about a quarter ounce of weed a day along with thc concentrates like oil and hash. I also abused psychedelics mostly LSD and similar chemicals. For a while I thought I damaged my mind immensely, but in time reality sank in that I was much sharper than the average person.

Just have her stick with meditations and encourage her to do Kundalini yoga. Basic spinal series works well to increases your memory and energy. Don’t worry about the past and focus on goals instead. If you feel a healing working is necessary use SaTaNaMa or WUNJO rune. The lesson our gods teach us is we can give ourselves a rebirth with enough time and dedication.

 

[Shael]

The key is to be emotional and cling onto the sensations as strong as you can.

That's a good analogy. The Cancer sign usually has quite good memory because of that clingy emotional nature.

 

[Shael]

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Use "In a positive way for me", or even "In a positive and healthy way for me" in the affirmation. Don't make the dumb mistake of leaving this out, regardless of what affirmation or working it is that you are doing.

The mantra is okay, but Svaha should be used for mental things and general body-health related workings with planetary mantras.
Nama is for your physical situation overall.

The most important thing is to find a mantra that works well for her. Try each mantra for 40-90 days and then try the next one of there are no significant results. She can also try them all for one day each and see which feels best, to know which one to start with.

Options are Aum Chandramase Svaha, or simply Ansuz into the 6th chakra, or Satanama into the 6th chakra. Those should be the most effective ones.

 

[SATchives]

Also the rune mannaz will help

 

[Blackdragon666]

Hatha yoga is excellent for healing all sorts of health problems. Satanama as well.

She can start a full working with Wunjo (Waunyo) to heal any damage done to her mind and body by drugs. Afterwards she can do a working with Mannaz (Mannauz) for her memory.

 

[darkmonkey666]

The key is to be emotional and cling onto the sensations as strong as you can.

That's a good analogy. The Cancer sign usually has quite good memory because of that clingy emotional nature.

I have cancer moon. I can remember by heart in detail the lyrics of just about any pop and rock song in the 90s. All someone would have to do is play a couple of notes. That emotional aspect is how i remember the details.

That is kind of cool. I listened a lot to music and the radio growing up.

 

[13th_Wolf]

The key is to be emotional and cling onto the sensations as strong as you can.

That's a good analogy. The Cancer sign usually has quite good memory because of that clingy emotional nature.

In retrospect to this post, lack of memory is a lack of care for your own affairs as a person. You 'cling' to what you care about and that's the nature of the Moon, Cancer and the Lunar sphere of the soul. The people who've built up this relationship of those energies in their head, to the ultimacy, are people with a super-memory that are awesome people and have a lot of freedom cognitively speaking to do a lot more with their mind.

I think one of the core exchanges when we make mental efforts and progressively get a bit tired more and more in a day and stressed out is to do with memory. The more you can remember and are directing that in your day to day life, the 'bulk' things become effortless and you can accomplish a lot more, quicker and with perfection in their overall outcome (because your mind has the liberty to focus on the acute details of any task with less nit-picking and worrying/stress)

I think Tesla had something like that, doing the mental work of many kinds of people by himself and directing his memory properly to tasks which might of even extended beyond his understanding.