Satanic Eagle
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I don't know what to do, I need advice and help as soon as possible.
I really hope i'm not wasting anyone's time here, but here's the background
So, I was on omegle, (online chat site, you meet with strangers, one on one, you can add interests to be paired with somebody of similar interests), something I've been doing for a few weeks under the "satanist" interest, trying to promote joy of Satan generally. The people on there are normally just looking for information on it. But today (Monday 15th July) I met somebody who seemed interested in satanism, they asked if i had any social media etc, so i ended up giving them my discord (something i know i shouldn't of done, but it just seemed like they were interested and wanted to learn).
This was when it started to get strange, they wanted me to make them a discord account, so they could chat with me. which was a little strange, but i complied, i just guessed they couldn't make one, or didn't have an email or something. I made them an account with a temporary email, and we chatted.
it got even weirder, they asked me to send them a photo of myself, holding their account name on a piece of paper. This i obviously refused to do, and for "punishment" for not doing this, they did something to me. A curse i believe, ( I know this sounds crazy, but please here me out). all they said was, "can you feel it" and immediately i felt a pressure on my base chakra, they went on to explain that this will "drain the luck and life force from me", so my mind jumped to thought form. Through talking more it seems like this person is very experienced in the use of magick, calling himself a "master", and "the masters call me the master" that kinda crap. All the while this pressure was gradually getting more.
I can still feel the pressure, and according to him, it's only going to get worse.
from what he told me, this thought form seems to have been passed on in his family, something that has claimed many people. and is unable to be lifted, he is adamant it can't be broken. which i don't believe.
I really hope i don't sound crazy. I have been a satanist for two years, and although i'm not an expert by any stretch of the imagination, I would like to think i am experienced enough to know if something like this was real or not.
My first thoughts was to double up on my meditations, RTR's, and to do a nine day working High priest Maxine mentioned
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=11566&p=38901&hilit=highly+recommended#p38901
please, I don't know if that is enough, or whether this could all be fabricated somehow, i just need some advice, and preferably soon.
I really hope i'm not wasting anyone's time here, but here's the background
So, I was on omegle, (online chat site, you meet with strangers, one on one, you can add interests to be paired with somebody of similar interests), something I've been doing for a few weeks under the "satanist" interest, trying to promote joy of Satan generally. The people on there are normally just looking for information on it. But today (Monday 15th July) I met somebody who seemed interested in satanism, they asked if i had any social media etc, so i ended up giving them my discord (something i know i shouldn't of done, but it just seemed like they were interested and wanted to learn).
This was when it started to get strange, they wanted me to make them a discord account, so they could chat with me. which was a little strange, but i complied, i just guessed they couldn't make one, or didn't have an email or something. I made them an account with a temporary email, and we chatted.
it got even weirder, they asked me to send them a photo of myself, holding their account name on a piece of paper. This i obviously refused to do, and for "punishment" for not doing this, they did something to me. A curse i believe, ( I know this sounds crazy, but please here me out). all they said was, "can you feel it" and immediately i felt a pressure on my base chakra, they went on to explain that this will "drain the luck and life force from me", so my mind jumped to thought form. Through talking more it seems like this person is very experienced in the use of magick, calling himself a "master", and "the masters call me the master" that kinda crap. All the while this pressure was gradually getting more.
I can still feel the pressure, and according to him, it's only going to get worse.
from what he told me, this thought form seems to have been passed on in his family, something that has claimed many people. and is unable to be lifted, he is adamant it can't be broken. which i don't believe.
I really hope i don't sound crazy. I have been a satanist for two years, and although i'm not an expert by any stretch of the imagination, I would like to think i am experienced enough to know if something like this was real or not.
My first thoughts was to double up on my meditations, RTR's, and to do a nine day working High priest Maxine mentioned
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=11566&p=38901&hilit=highly+recommended#p38901
please, I don't know if that is enough, or whether this could all be fabricated somehow, i just need some advice, and preferably soon.