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Yeye95

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I have belonged to this great path for about two years. My situation is that I came from the darkest side of things, that is to say, from the side where I did not find any sense, I was wandering alone for my existence, all my life I was looking for something to belong to, something that would give sense to my existence and in it came the SS. It has been my salvation in many aspects of my life. At this moment I am in a moment of change, a moment where I do not know which way to take the change, I am disciplined and consistent with my progress. The dilemma or the big question I have now is the following. I have been reading my astrological chart, it has given me guidance in some aspects, since I was a child it has called my attention to belong to a place where as I say, to occupy some position in clerics, now when I read my chart I realize that one of my professions is that. Without knowing it I have been walking that path at my own pace. The Gods have told me or well especially a Goddess has told me that she wants me to dedicate myself to the spiritual theme, that is to say, to help in its advancement, that I dedicate myself one hundred percent to this in body and soul, but now my thoughts and doubts flood. My great fear is that maybe in the future I don't know, I won't have money, I won't even have a place to live.


I hope you understand the doubt or perhaps the fear or the crisis I've been going through these days :)

It has been two consolidated years and I have been 100% dedicated to them and now I don't know what happens that my fear increases.


Thank you very much to all !!!!
 
Yeye95 said:

Do you mean that you are unsure how to manage both your spiritual path, but also gain money through the mainstream world?

First, know that people like HPS Maxine did work many normal jobs simultaneous to her Satanic work, but she did astrology, which was a good use of her occult knowledge and divination practice. So you would still make yourself employable to the normal world, but over time this can blend with your Satanic abilities, when the opportunity presents its.

For now, you should likely focus on getting a normal job, using your existing skills, or whatever your chart shows that you are good at. Energies like that of Lakshmi, or other runes which govern material gain, can be used to guide yourself here. For example, Fehu, Raidho, Ansuz, Sowilo, Gebo etc. Many apply in their own way.

It is possible that this fear you have is one that is more prominent in your chart in others, but nonetheless this is solved through spiritual work and subsequent material development. To think that you would be totally destitute is silly, as there are clear options for cementing this. Our material state is a reflection of our spiritual soul, thus a healthy, developed soul will always be prosperous.
 
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Yeye95 said:

Do you mean that you are unsure how to manage both your spiritual path, but also gain money through the mainstream world?

First, know that people like HPS Maxine did work many normal jobs simultaneous to her Satanic work, but she did astrology, which was a good use of her occult knowledge and divination practice. So you would still make yourself employable to the normal world, but over time this can blend with your Satanic abilities, when the opportunity presents its.

For now, you should likely focus on getting a normal job, using your existing skills, or whatever your chart shows that you are good at. Energies like that of Lakshmi, or other runes which govern material gain, can be used to guide yourself here. For example, Fehu, Raidho, Ansuz, Sowilo, Gebo etc. Many apply in their own way.

It is possible that this fear you have is one that is more prominent in your chart in others, but nonetheless this is solved through spiritual work and subsequent material development. To think that you would be totally destitute is silly, as there are clear options for cementing this. Our material state is a reflection of our spiritual soul, thus a healthy, developed soul will always be prosperous.

Now that you mention it, I have been shown how to make money and yet I am still hesitant. I tell you that I haven't worked in something "normal" so to speak for about 8 years. Now I am hand in hand with a Goddess in spiritual matters learning and learning. For example, I recently received two people on astrology, since I have been working on this subject for a long time. So sometimes I need to trust more and just go on. Thank you!!! and I will take your knowledge of runes and all that to apply it.
 
Yeye95 said:

These runes produce both material results, as well as the correct psychological mindset, when programmed accordingly, so you can use them for either of these concerns. In reality, these concepts are intertwined, but all will be developed with further work.

That does not mean you will never encounter any more fears about this in the future, or with any other things, but just that you don't try to "solve" such fear by pulling away from Satanism as a whole, or take other self-destructive actions.

Anyway, good luck to you!
 
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Yeye95 said:

These runes produce both material results, as well as the correct psychological mindset, when programmed accordingly, so you can use them for either of these concerns. In reality, these concepts are intertwined, but all will be developed with further work.

That does not mean you will never encounter any more fears about this in the future, or with any other things, but just that you don't try to "solve" such fear by pulling away from Satanism as a whole, or take other self-destructive actions.

Anyway, good luck to you!

About the rune GEBO, that rune I don't know much about it, I read about it recently but I don't know how to link it, I know it is a rune of sacrifice, personal aldo given freely for power, wisdom, etc.

Could you give me an example of how I can use it?
 
Yeye95 said:
About the rune GEBO, that rune I don't know much about it, I read about it recently but I don't know how to link it, I know it is a rune of sacrifice, personal aldo given freely for power, wisdom, etc.

Could you give me an example of how I can use it?

Gebo appears to represent the energy of Venus and Libra, as it pertains to union and an even exchange of energy. Relative to wealth, this would invite other people to invest into you, such as through a job contract or other deeper personal relationships or gifts. It makes others desire to spend resources on you, and in return, you may feel obligated to return the favor (assuming you program it this way).

This is contrasted with something like Fehu, which rules growth and opportunity. In this way, it is more similar to Jupiter.
Fehu is a fire energy which creates wealth by way of optimism and new beginnings, among other properties. Unlike Gebo, it wouldn't necessarily share this wealth.
 
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Yeye95 said:
About the rune GEBO, that rune I don't know much about it, I read about it recently but I don't know how to link it, I know it is a rune of sacrifice, personal aldo given freely for power, wisdom, etc.

Could you give me an example of how I can use it?

Gebo appears to represent the energy of Venus and Libra, as it pertains to union and an even exchange of energy. Relative to wealth, this would invite other people to invest into you, such as through a job contract or other deeper personal relationships or gifts. It makes others desire to spend resources on you, and in return, you may feel obligated to return the favor (assuming you program it this way).

This is contrasted with something like Fehu, which rules growth and opportunity. In this way, it is more similar to Jupiter.
Fehu is a fire energy which creates wealth by way of optimism and new beginnings, among other properties. Unlike Gebo, it wouldn't necessarily share this wealth.

Then I can still use the same statement that I would use with FEHU or a square of the sun.


For example:

" In a positive and healthy way for me, these energies have permanently given me the riches and opportunities to advance my SS career."

It's a shame to ask you so many questions, I just want to be clear.
 
Yeye95 said:
Then I can still use the same statement that I would use with FEHU or a square of the sun.


For example:

" In a positive and healthy way for me, these energies have permanently given me the riches and opportunities to advance my SS career."

It's a shame to ask you so many questions, I just want to be clear.

Yes.

Jupiter, Venus, and the Sun are all related to wealth in their own way, with Venus being more solidified, and Jupiter as the most mobile. Which aspects you lack most will show on the astrology chart. On the same topic, as Venus is retrograde, it would make sense to focus on topics of wealth other than what Venus represents, for now.

You will find more interesting information on these two topics:

Gaining Free Time
Lakshmi Mantra
 
Don't hesitate brother, if a Goddess said that you should be on a higher rank, you should seek to be on. As Blitzkrieg said, you should first do normal jobs and maybe after a while which can come 10 or 20 years later, you will be able to reach a state where you have to spend just a very few time on "normal" jobs, and you can maximize your work for the JoS (As you won't be a priest out of nowhere.)
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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