Coping with physical losses?

[Bravera]

Last year, I spent a greater portion of my year, staying focused on my meditations, advancement and yoga.
I had for the last 3 months of my year, a small room where I could meditate and do my RTRs without interruption.
I had started a new job that was honestly really amazing... but I had learned that my manager was a jew...
Having to work with this fuck on the weekends, I would just get extremely enraged and I felt like I could snap my "workdesk".
I would use the latest RTR to attempt to rid this fuck from my life...

I just couldnt avoid falling back into old habits...
I was bored of living alone in what felt like a box, I hated the idea of having to deal with this jew in such close quarters.
Despite of seeing my RTR actually working on this thing.

I gave up my room, my job, I moved back in with friends.
I guess what I have realized, is that no matter how successful we become physically.
Things are going to go to mayhem sometimes.. If you lose everything, or you feel like you have lost everything.
There is one thing you can never lose.
Your spiritual advancements, your soul, your connection with the gods.

I have felt terrible this month because I had worked so hard to achieve so much, and it was all so quickly ruined, by my own actions, despite of doing my utmost to stay focused on my continued success. I know when I left, that I would achieve greater things in the future, but I cannot deny that it has led me to depression trying to come to terms with my decision.

Despite of everything that has happened, I have found a closer relationship with the gods. I call out to them daily, seeking their guidance, knowing that they will guide me to a success that is permanent.

 

[GoldenxChild1]

Last year, I spent a greater portion of my year, staying focused on my meditations, advancement and yoga.
I had for the last 3 months of my year, a small room where I could meditate and do my RTRs without interruption.
I had started a new job that was honestly really amazing... but I had learned that my manager was a jew...
Having to work with this fuck on the weekends, I would just get extremely enraged and I felt like I could snap my "workdesk".
I would use the latest RTR to attempt to rid this fuck from my life...

I just couldnt avoid falling back into old habits...
I was bored of living alone in what felt like a box, I hated the idea of having to deal with this jew in such close quarters.
Despite of seeing my RTR actually working on this thing.

I gave up my room, my job, I moved back in with friends.
I guess what I have realized, is that no matter how successful we become physically.
Things are going to go to mayhem sometimes.. If you lose everything, or you feel like you have lost everything.
There is one thing you can never lose.
Your spiritual advancements, your soul, your connection with the gods.

I have felt terrible this month because I had worked so hard to achieve so much, and it was all so quickly ruined, by my own actions, despite of doing my utmost to stay focused on my continued success. I know when I left, that I would achieve greater things in the future, but I cannot deny that it has led me to depression trying to come to terms with my decision.

Despite of everything that has happened, I have found a closer relationship with the gods. I call out to them daily, seeking their guidance, knowing that they will guide me to a success that is permanent.

Thanks for sharing this. Remember that you have the power to change what you dislike about your situation. No matter how restricted you may "feel", the reality is much more malleable. Keep at it brother/sister, the Gods are behind you but you know that.

 

[NinRick]

You just didn’t take life as seriously as you should have, and reality cached up to you.

Learn from this and move on.

Jews are everywhere, you can not avoid them. It’s childish to ruin yourself because of your feelings.
If you willingly jump off a cliff, nobody will save you.

 

[Bravera]

You just didn’t take life as seriously as you should have, and reality cached up to you.

Learn from this and move on.

Jews are everywhere, you can not avoid them. It’s childish to ruin yourself because of your feelings.
If you willingly jump off a cliff, nobody will save you.

In order for me to do the things I want to do, I have to do the things that I dont want to do. I would rather face hardship than do the things I don't want to do. I need to master this mind of mine. It has been my greatest strength, and also my greatest weakness.

 

[NinRick]

You just didn’t take life as seriously as you should have, and reality cached up to you.

Learn from this and move on.

Jews are everywhere, you can not avoid them. It’s childish to ruin yourself because of your feelings.
If you willingly jump off a cliff, nobody will save you.

In order for me to do the things I want to do, I have to do the things that I dont want to do. I would rather face hardship than do the things I don't want to do. I need to master this mind of mine. It has been my greatest strength, and also my greatest weakness.

All you need to do is to make decisions that are sound for you and in your best interest. And avoid decisions that result in bad outcomes for you. It’s that simple.

Having a good standing in life is also power. Being rich and having money is power. Having knowledge and education is power. Having a high position in your job and having influence is power. Having a sound and strong body is power. Being able to manifest your desires through workings is power. Do not neglect the essential things in life.

 

[Bravera]

You just didn’t take life as seriously as you should have, and reality cached up to you.

Learn from this and move on.

Jews are everywhere, you can not avoid them. It’s childish to ruin yourself because of your feelings.
If you willingly jump off a cliff, nobody will save you.

In order for me to do the things I want to do, I have to do the things that I dont want to do. I would rather face hardship than do the things I don't want to do. I need to master this mind of mine. It has been my greatest strength, and also my greatest weakness.

All you need to do is to make decisions that are sound for you and in your best interest. And avoid decisions that result in bad outcomes for you. It’s that simple.

Having a good standing in life is also power. Being rich and having money is power. Having knowledge and education is power. Having a high position in your job and having influence is power. Having a sound and strong body is power. Being able to manifest your desires through workings is power. Do not neglect the essential things in life.

I am thankful to be constantly internalizing advanced philosophies. Recently it has been this very concept you have discussed.

That each day is like a new page, we have a massive amount of choices we must make. We will always have the option to take the low path, but the high path is the path an SS strives to constantly take.

When we can consistently rise above the low path, making the right choices, we will be the champions of our fate.