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Hello.

This is my first post here and I start it with questions. These questions are the main reasons I registered here, because I thought of no better place to seek answer to them. First of all forgive me my grammar mistakes, I'm a Pole and my english level is at medium... but I think it's enough to communicate. I'm in a process of reading a translated to polish 700+ pages .pdf containing High Priestess Maxine Dietrich's thoughts copied from Joy of Satan. The translation is a work of a polish Satanist known as Czarny Żmij. I'm very impressed with the content and this book already helped me to cut the last ties to christianity I used to sink in for 15 years. Alright, now straight to the point:

- I asked Lord Satan if He would accept my dedication if I attempted and asked if He wanted a person such as me at His side, but it's a third week already and there's neither possitive nor negattive answer. I'm aware that He and His Companions are very busy, but I just wanted a simple "yes" or "no" in a realistic dream, as I suggested, so that I knew it's not just some dream or that I'm imaginating things I want to hear. I'm not dedicated yet, so I'm afraid of asking by a ritual. How can I know He accepts me if I decide to join Him? I'm not a jew and neither a half-jew. There were no jews in my family as far as I know. I'm still in a phase of reading and am very fresh to the topic, I can't tell if I dedicate, but such an answer would enlighten me a bit. Maybe there's something wrong with me? I think it's important to write that I take drugs as I suffer from depression. Maybe this is the case?

Regards.
 
The message might not be in a dream. You can get a message in many ways, in some sign that you can recognize.

If you are a good person, you are accepted. Welcome. :D
 
APoleWhoLostAlot said:
I asked Lord Satan if He would accept my dedication if I attempted and asked if He wanted a person such as me at His side, but it's a third week already and there's neither possitive nor negattive answer. I'm aware that He and His Companions are very busy, but I just wanted a simple "yes" or "no" in a realistic dream, as I suggested, so that I knew it's not just some dream or that I'm imaginating things I want to hear. I'm not dedicated yet, so I'm afraid of asking by a ritual. How can I know He accepts me if I decide to join Him? I'm not a jew and neither a half-jew. There were no jews in my family as far as I know. I'm still in a phase of reading and am very fresh to the topic, I can't tell if I dedicate, but such an answer would enlighten me a bit. Maybe there's something wrong with me? I think it's important to write that I take drugs as I suffer from depression. Maybe this is the case?

Don't ask if you are will get accepted, this just shows you lack faith. Being a gentile, Satan has invited you to become a Spiritual Satanist from even before you were born. By doing the dedication ritual you show you accept his invitation. If you do want to become a Spiritual Satanist, do the dedication ritual and then forget it and start meditating and empowering yourself.

It's very sad to see gentiles fear and lack faith when jews who come to Satanism already consider themselves Satanists even before doing the ritual as if they are the chosen of Satan and can't even believe Satan hates jews when one of us tells them. It should be the opposite. Be brave, you are not a jew, so you have nothing to fear.
 
If you want to become a Satanist and know Satan and build a relationship to him, dedicate.
If not, then don’t.

Easy as that
 
APoleWhoLostAlot said:
Hello.

This is my first post here and I start it with questions. These questions are the main reasons I registered here, because I thought of no better place to seek answer to them. First of all forgive me my grammar mistakes, I'm a Pole and my english level is at medium... but I think it's enough to communicate. I'm in a process of reading a translated to polish 700+ pages .pdf containing High Priestess Maxine Dietrich's thoughts copied from Joy of Satan. The translation is a work of a polish Satanist known as Czarny Żmij. I'm very impressed with the content and this book already helped me to cut the last ties to christianity I used to sink in for 15 years. Alright, now straight to the point:

- I asked Lord Satan if He would accept my dedication if I attempted and asked if He wanted a person such as me at His side, but it's a third week already and there's neither possitive nor negattive answer. I'm aware that He and His Companions are very busy, but I just wanted a simple "yes" or "no" in a realistic dream, as I suggested, so that I knew it's not just some dream or that I'm imaginating things I want to hear. I'm not dedicated yet, so I'm afraid of asking by a ritual. How can I know He accepts me if I decide to join Him? I'm not a jew and neither a half-jew. There were no jews in my family as far as I know. I'm still in a phase of reading and am very fresh to the topic, I can't tell if I dedicate, but such an answer would enlighten me a bit. Maybe there's something wrong with me? I think it's important to write that I take drugs as I suffer from depression. Maybe this is the case?

Regards.
i could help you but im still saltay about that whole winged hussars thing sorry polish brother :twisted:
 
APoleWhoLostAlot said:

Lol you are being way too hard on yourself. Through Satan you become empowered and advanced; why would you be expected to be these things beforehand? It is like not being allowed into a gym because you aren't athletically trained. If you are a gentile, then you are one of his children and he wants the best for you.

The drugs also do not prevent you. Eventually you will come off of them as you heal, but this should not prevent dedication in any way. You could be in the worst possible position and he would still accept you, because this path is all about growth.

Nobody can really say what happened with you asking him. Maybe you are not open enough for such a dream and perhaps he guided you here for a clearer answer. It does not matter; if you desire the dedication, then you should do it immediately.
 
This decision is on you only. You won't receive any answer that can affect your decision, as it should be fully yours.

Father Satan accepts everyone (expect jews), as we are all his children. - That's your answer.

You already proved that you are worthy, by denying mainstream religion and going towards the truth.

I have Polish ancestors btw, and when I am done working here, I may visit Poland to do some cleaning. You clearly have too many churches :)))

I've noticed that I don't receive any answers that will affect my decision making in general. As I figured out it's my twisted way to avoid responsibility for my actions.
I guess it may apply here as well, as your life will change, it will become harder. You will become a warrior.
There gonna be moments of weakness and enemies will make sure to make you think that you have been tricked to run away from xian master. That's why it's important to take this decision on your own and be fully responsible for it, as it's a not pleasant journey at all.

Listen your heart, brother.
May the Light of our Father guide you!
Hail Satan!
 
Thank You for all Your replies, they're very helpful :) I'm sorry I write to You in general and can't address to the replies of each of You, but it'd be a monologue then :) I originally wanted to read the whole .pdf then a second one called Demasking christianity, which is from the same site from the same authors (there's also a woman who owns a blog I found this content on), and then decide If I dedicate or not. I'm very careful with the dedication option, because I fear I dedicate and it may turn out I'm half a jew or something and I'll be in trouble. I had a problem in my childhood which is the main reason of my doubts. It's not appropriate to write about this in public :oops:

Ah, don't even mention me about the hussars! We've a serious problem with nationalism in Poland now. It's a nationalism under a banner of a huge cross. In a brief, clergy in Poland is so powerful that this country could be a second Vatican. They've an enormous influence over rightist political parties which are the majority here. But thanks to recent abortion scandal (maybe you heard in news, it's quite loud about it in EU) literally half of our population started to rebel, including the leftist parties, and I don't think our current nationalistic goverment willl stay for long. People are raging for a totally secular state now and I'm very happy about it. If the leftists manage to win next elections, there'll be a secular state no doubt. But there is that other half of polish society still that'll defend the church no matter what. Quite literally as they literally organised militias of people guarding churches' entrances from the protesters :roll: It's funny considering how this rightist, nationalistic part of our society is hating jews at the same time.
 
APoleWhoLostAlot said:
Hello.

This is my first post here and I start it with questions. These questions are the main reasons I registered here, because I thought of no better place to seek answer to them. First of all forgive me my grammar mistakes, I'm a Pole and my english level is at medium... but I think it's enough to communicate. I'm in a process of reading a translated to polish 700+ pages .pdf containing High Priestess Maxine Dietrich's thoughts copied from Joy of Satan. The translation is a work of a polish Satanist known as Czarny Żmij. I'm very impressed with the content and this book already helped me to cut the last ties to christianity I used to sink in for 15 years. Alright, now straight to the point:

- I asked Lord Satan if He would accept my dedication if I attempted and asked if He wanted a person such as me at His side, but it's a third week already and there's neither possitive nor negattive answer. I'm aware that He and His Companions are very busy, but I just wanted a simple "yes" or "no" in a realistic dream, as I suggested, so that I knew it's not just some dream or that I'm imaginating things I want to hear. I'm not dedicated yet, so I'm afraid of asking by a ritual. How can I know He accepts me if I decide to join Him? I'm not a jew and neither a half-jew. There were no jews in my family as far as I know. I'm still in a phase of reading and am very fresh to the topic, I can't tell if I dedicate, but such an answer would enlighten me a bit. Maybe there's something wrong with me? I think it's important to write that I take drugs as I suffer from depression. Maybe this is the case?

Regards.

Welcome. Don't be discouraged. It may be that your not really open enough to get a sign like that. I did not have any experiences till later in my path. It could be he wants you to make that decision yourself. The enemy always puts in people's heads they might be Jewish just ignore that. If you dedicate start doing the rtr each day www.evilgoy.com and start a meditation program. Eventually you will have that experience. Every gentile who dedicates and is serious is accepted by the Gods. Why wouldn't they be dont worry about that or think anything bad about yourself there are all kinds of people. The only possible exceptions to this would be where people did seriously horrible things in their life such as horrific crimes or harming animals and children the Gods really hate this. With these cases the person would be very unlikely to come here or even care about the real Satan at all. So everyone should be fine who dedicates and is serious dont worry.
 
SigTyr said:
Father Satan accepts everyone (*except*jews), as we are all his children. - That's your answer.

Correction :)
 
Thanks, slyscorpion :)

slyscorpion said:
[...] The only possible exceptions to this would be where people did seriously horrible things in their life such as horrific crimes or harming animals and children the Gods really hate this. With these cases the person would be very unlikely to come here or even care about the real Satan at all.

I think You're a good person to ask these questions. You see, I used to be quite an indoctrinated catholic just 5 years ago, before one event changed my view on things drastically. Not a devout or god-fearing one, but I sank in it deeply for 10 years (since junior high). Now, after reading 300 pages of the .pdf I was speaking of (it's translated to polish as Spiritual Satanism btw.) I wonder what is Lord Satan's view on love, compassion that is? Is forgiveness and mercy present in Satanism? What if someone did one of the things You mentioned that the Gods hate, but he regrets it? Does Satan give a second chance or hates that person forever? What do Satanists think about revenge? Is it a bad thing to them? If not then how do they differ it from self defense? Revenge is mostly done with anger while self defense is a form of justice as most of far east martial arts tell. I read in the .pdf that the far east is the closest to Satanism, I mean things like kundalini, the chakras and yoga for example. Finally - and please don't get me wrong on this one - I see a lot of sympathy towards nazism here, towards Hitler. I know that he fought with jews and communism which is christianity v. 2.0, but the way he did it, with so much anger and hatred... aren't such feats jewish? Hate and despise, that is? Once again please don't get me wrong, I just want to understand things better and since I'm already here I wanted to take my opportunity.
There is a fragment in the .pdf that quite scared me of. The High Priestess Maxine Dietrich responds to a half-jew who asks Her if Satan would accept him if he's a half-jew. He was polite and all and didn't show any signs of disrespect. Maxine Dietrich reacted very angrily and called him - it's translated like that - a para-jew (from "parasite"). I know what jews are like, what nature they have, but still...
To be honest I don't know if it really was The High Priestess or someone else from JoS, but since the book is mostly Her thoughts I assume it was Her. The .pdf is very chaotic, it's a copy/paste thing from JoS, so at times it's hard to find out which text is whose. I'm not at such a superb english level to read directly from JoS, I'd easily miss a lot of things and to You I write helping myself with a translator. The translated .pdf is the best thing I have to focus fully on the content.

So what do You think about my questions?
 
13th_Wolf said:
SigTyr said:
Father Satan accepts everyone (*except*jews), as we are all his children. - That's your answer.

Correction :)
Ahahah, could be Freudian slip
 
APoleWhoLostAlot said:
Thanks, slyscorpion :)

slyscorpion said:
[...] The only possible exceptions to this would be where people did seriously horrible things in their life such as horrific crimes or harming animals and children the Gods really hate this. With these cases the person would be very unlikely to come here or even care about the real Satan at all.

I think You're a good person to ask these questions. You see, I used to be quite an indoctrinated catholic just 5 years ago, before one event changed my view on things drastically. Not a devout or god-fearing one, but I sank in it deeply for 10 years (since junior high). Now, after reading 300 pages of the .pdf I was speaking of (it's translated to polish as Spiritual Satanism btw.) I wonder what is Lord Satan's view on love, compassion that is? Is forgiveness and mercy present in Satanism? What if someone did one of the things You mentioned that the Gods hate, but he regrets it? Does Satan give a second chance or hates that person forever? What do Satanists think about revenge? Is it a bad thing to them? If not then how do they differ it from self defense? Revenge is mostly done with anger while self defense is a form of justice as most of far east martial arts tell. I read in the .pdf that the far east is the closest to Satanism, I mean things like kundalini, the chakras and yoga for example. Finally - and please don't get me wrong on this one - I see a lot of sympathy towards nazism here, towards Hitler. I know that he fought with jews and communism which is christianity v. 2.0, but the way he did it, with so much anger and hatred... aren't such feats jewish? Hate and despise, that is? Once again please don't get me wrong, I just want to understand things better and since I'm already here I wanted to take my opportunity.
There is a fragment in the .pdf that quite scared me of. The High Priestess Maxine Dietrich responds to a half-jew who asks Her if Satan would accept him if he's a half-jew. He was polite and all and didn't show any signs of disrespect. Maxine Dietrich reacted very angrily and called him - it's translated like that - a para-jew (from "parasite"). I know what jews are like, what nature they have, but still...
To be honest I don't know if it really was The High Priestess or someone else from JoS, but since the book is mostly Her thoughts I assume it was Her. The .pdf is very chaotic, it's a copy/paste thing from JoS, so at times it's hard to find out which text is whose. I'm not at such a superb english level to read directly from JoS, I'd easily miss a lot of things and to You I write helping myself with a translator. The translated .pdf is the best thing I have to focus fully on the content.

So what do You think about my questions?

I am going to answer this but i cant on everything cause that would assume i know what the Gods are going to do or think or say. I dont really. It sounds like you have some deprogramming from catholicism to do still.

I think it kind of depends on what's done and the state of the person. I very much assume the Gods are going to be more forgiving of a Satanist in a past life than someone who is just coming here who never knew them with some issues. I mean they are beings like us with thoughts feelings personalities a phyical body etc. They are not some mystical Jew in the sky type thing or something its really up to them if they are going to forgive something or not.

Part of the Deprogramming from xtianity I have come to realize is you must start to see the Gods as phyical alive beings like we are but very much more advanced than any of us are they want to teach us to become advanced like they are and have a civilization like theirs eventually. That is something some former xtians may not click with right away even myself for awhile. They do not know everything or read everyone's thoughts all the time or any of that they have better things to do. You need to get away from this love all people and be forgiving stuff too this isn't what the Gods or Satan is about.

Both Hitler and Satan and all the Gods realize there are some people that just straight up shouldn't exist (even some Gentiles) and are disgusting for lack of a better word. I realize this too most Satanists do. That is the thing about Anger and Hatred. It's not a bad thing. We can't love our enemies and those that would destroy us. That is totally not the way the Ancient Pagans lived. I would use the example of pedophilia. If you saw the kind of Harm these people cause and how arrogant some of them are there is no coming back from that. I can say with confidence I dont think the Gods will accept any of these people and most of them can't change.

National Socialism is only bad if you want to do bad things or help the Jews. If your a good person your not going to have a problem in that system even if your not SS you may be reeducated though in some cases. The state the world is in right now is the result of too much love and forgivess and it doesn't work anyways. These people that claim to love everyone are usually way more full of hate than anyone else. In the end somehow I think trying to love everyone and always be forgiving ends in people hating everyone and even themselves. That's not a good outcome either.

So why should Maxine be nice to a part Jew or any Jew. Why does it matter how that person acts. They are all of the same general nature and would kill her if they had the chance dont doubt it. No reason to be nice to your enemy. I mean yeah in regular offline life you have to follow the laws and maybe even have to fit in like at a job or with family or school or something and that may mean acting nice to an enemy and being pleasant or something. That is not bad but doesn't mean you can't hate them and maybe even be cursing them.

In fact in general my Scorpio placements really like that approach. It is like so sly and clevor. Gain trust of enemy get them to destroy themselves through mind manipulation or introducing them to something harmful to them or pretend to be nice when cursing an enemy. They never see it coming lol. Totally did this stuff before.

But anyways read www.exposingchristianity.com

If you want to follow this path dedicate. You won't regret it. There is no reason you have even slightly suggested that the Gods wouldn't accept you. They are not just going to not accept any person who is sincere and wants to help out just because they may not like some petty thing or something. Again they are not like Jew on a stick Judging everyone over the smallest things and condemning them or something. So don't worry if you want to be on this path you can be.
 
slyscorpion said:
I am going to answer this but i cant on everything cause that would assume i know what the Gods are going to do or think or say. I dont really. It sounds like you have some deprogramming from catholicism to do still.

I think it kind of depends on what's done and the state of the person. I very much assume the Gods are going to be more forgiving of a Satanist in a past life than someone who is just coming here who never knew them with some issues. I mean they are beings like us with thoughts feelings personalities a phyical body etc. They are not some mystical Jew in the sky type thing or something its really up to them if they are going to forgive something or not.

Part of the Deprogramming from xtianity I have come to realize is you must start to see the Gods as phyical alive beings like we are but very much more advanced than any of us are they want to teach us to become advanced like they are and have a civilization like theirs eventually. That is something some former xtians may not click with right away even myself for awhile. They do not know everything or read everyone's thoughts all the time or any of that they have better things to do. You need to get away from this love all people and be forgiving stuff too this isn't what the Gods or Satan is about.

Both Hitler and Satan and all the Gods realize there are some people that just straight up shouldn't exist (even some Gentiles) and are disgusting for lack of a better word. I realize this too most Satanists do. That is the thing about Anger and Hatred. It's not a bad thing. We can't love our enemies and those that would destroy us. That is totally not the way the Ancient Pagans lived. I would use the example of pedophilia. If you saw the kind of Harm these people cause and how arrogant some of them are there is no coming back from that. I can say with confidence I dont think the Gods will accept any of these people and most of them can't change.

National Socialism is only bad if you want to do bad things or help the Jews. If your a good person your not going to have a problem in that system even if your not SS you may be reeducated though in some cases. The state the world is in right now is the result of too much love and forgivess and it doesn't work anyways. These people that claim to love everyone are usually way more full of hate than anyone else. In the end somehow I think trying to love everyone and always be forgiving ends in people hating everyone and even themselves. That's not a good outcome either.

So why should Maxine be nice to a part Jew or any Jew. Why does it matter how that person acts. They are all of the same general nature and would kill her if they had the chance dont doubt it. No reason to be nice to your enemy. I mean yeah in regular offline life you have to follow the laws and maybe even have to fit in like at a job or with family or school or something and that may mean acting nice to an enemy and being pleasant or something. That is not bad but doesn't mean you can't hate them and maybe even be cursing them.

In fact in general my Scorpio placements really like that approach. It is like so sly and clevor. Gain trust of enemy get them to destroy themselves through mind manipulation or introducing them to something harmful to them or pretend to be nice when cursing an enemy. They never see it coming lol. Totally did this stuff before.

But anyways read http://www.exposingchristianity.com

If you want to follow this path dedicate. You won't regret it. There is no reason you have even slightly suggested that the Gods wouldn't accept you. They are not just going to not accept any person who is sincere and wants to help out just because they may not like some petty thing or something. Again they are not like Jew on a stick Judging everyone over the smallest things and condemning them or something. So don't worry if you want to be on this path you can be.

Thank You for the reply! There is a .pdf called Exposing Christianity exactly on the site I got The High Priestess Maxine's translated thoughts from. I think this is the text from the site You gave me. In fact, I originaly intended to decide should I dedicate or not after finishing reading them both.

You know, I was asking this because I'm in general a weak person. I'm not really a warrior type although I can be loyal. One Satanist woman told me that Satan does not want weak people. I'm really fascinated how Spiritual Satanism describes the Gods and the whole philosophy of activating the inner force inside you. But the part about being a proud warrior destroying his enemies doesn't get to me. I don't mean loving everyone, I've no issue with destroying your enemies in self defense, when they want to harm you, I think it's justice then. You can't love someone who wants to kill you. But being a guy who cares only about power is not right to me either. If Satan loves animals and, as I read in Spiritual Satanism pdf, we are commiting things such as murders, because we are spiritually closed, degenerated... doesn't it mean being good is the way? I repeat: not loving everyone! Destroying your enemies, yes, but when they attempt to harm you. Not cursing a guy, just because he was mean to you, but didn't hurt you by punching you in the face or, idk, kicking your dog. I don't know if You get my point?
 
APoleWhoLostAlot said:
I've no issue with destroying your enemies in self defense, when they want to harm you, I think it's justice then. You can't love someone who wants to kill you. But being a guy who cares only about power is not right to me either. If Satan loves animals and, as I read in Spiritual Satanism pdf, we are commiting things such as murders, because we are spiritually closed, degenerated... doesn't it mean being good is the way? I repeat: not loving everyone! Destroying your enemies, yes, but when they attempt to harm you. Not cursing a guy, just because he was mean to you, but didn't hurt you by punching you in the face or, idk, kicking your dog. I don't know if You get my point?

It all depends on the enemy:

  • You should not curse or attack another Satanist no matter what.

  • You can fight back against a non-Satanic gentile only if he or she attacks you first. The same is for animals that attack you.

  • But being a jew is reason enough to curse someone. Jews are Satan's enemies by their nature, and you can curse a jew even if he didn't hurt you first.

Jews are Satan's enemies. There must be no mercy or sympathy for them.
 
Damon said:
It all depends on the enemy:

  • You should not curse or attack another Satanist no matter what.

  • You can fight back against a non-Satanic gentile only if he or she attacks you first. The same is for animals that attack you.

  • But being a jew is reason enough to curse someone. Jews are Satan's enemies by their nature, and you can curse a jew even if he didn't hurt you first.

Jews are Satan's enemies. There must be no mercy or sympathy for them.

This seems right to me, what You wrote that is. And yes, jews are an exception, I agree. After all, it is them who brought all this suffering to us and forced us to sink in it for so many centuries.
 
I bet Satan wanted me to get to this topic.
Because I'm here, and what you wrote totally represented my even worse mindset.
I thought: "How can He accept me? I will never be up to Him! He hates me, or worse He is disgusted by me! I found the Greatest Thing, no way I'm lucky enough to be part of His Family."
Then I totally screwed every fear I had, like the one of being punished from a Demon for daring to dedicate myself, I did it right when I could, in the late evening.
Nothing happened... I just felt happy in a crazy way, and I was electric, like even the day after I struggled to stand in the same place for a while.
Right after the dedication, I did my first RTR... The little pain in my chest was like telling me: all that shit, all those Jews no longer poison your soul. Not to talk about the beautiful feeling right after the Ritual's ending... Like floating in my own head.
So, do it. Nothing will hurt you, you'll do the Greatest Thing of your life.
Take your time, never think: I'm wrong, or that Satan doesn't want you.
Satan wants all of his Children.
Hail Satan!
 
Satanic Path said:
I bet Satan wanted me to get to this topic.
Because I'm here, and what you wrote totally represented my even worse mindset.
I thought: "How can He accept me? I will never be up to Him! He hates me, or worse He is disgusted by me! I found the Greatest Thing, no way I'm lucky enough to be part of His Family."
Then I totally screwed every fear I had, like the one of being punished from a Demon for daring to dedicate myself, I did it right when I could, in the late evening.
Nothing happened... I just felt happy in a crazy way, and I was electric, like even the day after I struggled to stand in the same place for a while.
Right after the dedication, I did my first RTR... The little pain in my chest was like telling me: all that shit, all those Jews no longer poison your soul. Not to talk about the beautiful feeling right after the Ritual's ending... Like floating in my own head.
So, do it. Nothing will hurt you, you'll do the Greatest Thing of your life.
Take your time, never think: I'm wrong, or that Satan doesn't want you.
Satan wants all of his Children.
Hail Satan!

Thanks for the reply :) I'll keep it in mind, it's very encouraging what You wrote. I'm planning to decide about my dedication after I finish reading Spiritual Satanism and Exposing Christianity pdfs.
 
APoleWhoLostAlot said:
Satanic Path said:
I bet Satan wanted me to get to this topic.
Because I'm here, and what you wrote totally represented my even worse mindset.
I thought: "How can He accept me? I will never be up to Him! He hates me, or worse He is disgusted by me! I found the Greatest Thing, no way I'm lucky enough to be part of His Family."
Then I totally screwed every fear I had, like the one of being punished from a Demon for daring to dedicate myself, I did it right when I could, in the late evening.
Nothing happened... I just felt happy in a crazy way, and I was electric, like even the day after I struggled to stand in the same place for a while.
Right after the dedication, I did my first RTR... The little pain in my chest was like telling me: all that shit, all those Jews no longer poison your soul. Not to talk about the beautiful feeling right after the Ritual's ending... Like floating in my own head.
So, do it. Nothing will hurt you, you'll do the Greatest Thing of your life.
Take your time, never think: I'm wrong, or that Satan doesn't want you.
Satan wants all of his Children.
Hail Satan!

Thanks for the reply :) I'll keep it in mind, it's very encouraging what You wrote. I'm planning to decide about my dedication after I finish reading Spiritual Satanism and Exposing Christianity pdfs.

Ok and btw there is no real harm in trying out some of the meditations a little if you want to get a feel for it many people do and I did before doing the dedication. I would think you would want to know this is for real. Just dont get involved in any way in this spiritual war or do the rtr or the Tetragrammaton thing until you dedicate or you will probably regret it as you will not be fully under protection and I think there were a couple meditations they warned you to be dedicated before you did skip those for now until your ready to do that.

That is if you are there really isn't pressure or anything in this unlike with the enemy. I want to make that clear. Also you shouldn't pressure anyone like you might have when you were in enemy stuff about Satanism if you decide to Join
 
slyscorpion said:
Ok and btw there is no real harm in trying out some of the meditations a little if you want to get a feel for it many people do and I did before doing the dedication. I would think you would want to know this is for real. Just dont get involved in any way in this spiritual war or do the rtr or the Tetragrammaton thing until you dedicate or you will probably regret it as you will not be fully under protection and I think there were a couple meditations they warned you to be dedicated before you did skip those for now until your ready to do that.

That is if you are there really isn't pressure or anything in this unlike with the enemy. I want to make that clear. Also you shouldn't pressure anyone like you might have when you were in enemy stuff about Satanism if you decide to Join

I understand.

My close friend is really into spiritual things (he doesn't practice anything, just reads a lot) and I told him about my feelings about what I read in the .pdf, but he lives in his own world of imagination so hard I doubt he'd join even if I did my best to convince him so I won't even try. So don't worry, if I dedicate it'll be only my business unless someone from my surrounding shows interest towards this. Only then I might propose Satanism to him/her.
 
APoleWhoLostAlot said:
I understand.

My close friend is really into spiritual things (he doesn't practice anything, just reads a lot) and I told him about my feelings about what I read in the .pdf, but he lives in his own world of imagination so hard I doubt he'd join even if I did my best to convince him so I won't even try. So don't worry, if I dedicate it'll be only my business unless someone from my surrounding shows interest towards this. Only then I might propose Satanism to him/her.
Very wise of you.

Many, no, most people are not really confortable asking questions and putting their current beliefs into test and as such they will not fit into JoS. Satan accepts all, but only a handful are fit for this path. This truly is a path for the elite. Now, when I say elite, I don't mean that one joining is already on the elite level. In many cases it takes a lot of work to better the soul and surroundings so that one could be called elite. So what we have is the pontential for being elite during this very lifetime. Truly a wonderful chance not to be wasted.
 
Henu the Great said:
Very wise of you.

Many, no, most people are not really confortable asking questions and putting their current beliefs into test and as such they will not fit into JoS. Satan accepts all, but only a handful are fit for this path. This truly is a path for the elite. Now, when I say elite, I don't mean that one joining is already on the elite level. In many cases it takes a lot of work to better the soul and surroundings so that one could be called elite. So what we have is the pontential for being elite during this very lifetime. Truly a wonderful chance not to be wasted.

I wonder... those Satanists of Poland and the .pdf say Satan doesn't want weak people. What does it mean? Does it mean people who don't want to give anything from themselves, who don't even try or literally weak people? Satan is the creator of humans, the God of humanity, but there are many different types of personalities. Not all people are those fierce warriors with their swords always drawn out, I use such a metaphor. But that doesn't mean they're worth nothing. I, for example, can be loyal and devoted to things I praise, but am not a warrior type, an alpha male ect. What do Satanism say about this?
 
APoleWhoLostAlot said:
I wonder... those Satanists of Poland and the .pdf say Satan doesn't want weak people. What does it mean? Does it mean people who don't want to give anything from themselves, who don't even try or literally weak people? Satan is the creator of humans, the God of humanity, but there are many different types of personalities. Not all people are those fierce warriors with their swords always drawn out, I use such a metaphor. But that doesn't mean they're worth nothing. I, for example, can be loyal and devoted to things I praise, but am not a warrior type, an alpha male ect. What do Satanism say about this?
I try to give my best answer here, and I'm sure that someone else can word this better than I.

What I can say is that it can be taken literally, but more than that also figuratively. For example you are showing strength of character for asking such questions and not blindly believing whatever comes in front of you. I asked (and still do) a lot of questions before finding JoS. If I would have ever stopped asking questions I would not have discovered JoS.

It can be seen in a more literal sense as you mention, persons who don't even try, quit at first hardship, etc. Those are mentally weaklings, and will not last long on this path. Some maybe like that at first, but then harden up and begin anew. Just an example.

I hope this clears it for you, but be sure to ask again if it's still unclear for you.
 
Henu the Great said:
I try to give my best answer here, and I'm sure that someone else can word this better than I.

What I can say is that it can be taken literally, but more than that also figuratively. For example you are showing strength of character for asking such questions and not blindly believing whatever comes in front of you. I asked (and still do) a lot of questions before finding JoS. If I would have ever stopped asking questions I would not have discovered JoS.

It can be seen in a more literal sense as you mention, persons who don't even try, quit at first hardship, etc. Those are mentally weaklings, and will not last long on this path. Some maybe like that at first, but then harden up and begin anew. Just an example.

I hope this clears it for you, but be sure to ask again if it's still unclear for you.

Yes, that told me a little, thanks. And thank You for the kind words about me showing strenght of character, I appreciate it. Yes, I'm asking a lot of questions as I want to find out two things:
- first, what is the truth and what is the lie
- second, if this truth suits me
I'm tired of playing games and, I'll call it, a "deaf phone". Enough of guessing if there is something out there or not and what is my place or role in it. Praying without being sure if someone is listening or who I am praying to. I'm tired of this uncertainty, because I'm in serious trouble now and need help. In brief, my brain has been badly damaged by failed medicine, my conductivity of neurons has been disturbed and so I've lost many precious things to me such as my artistic soul and most of my emotions.
 
APoleWhoLostAlot said:
I wonder... those Satanists of Poland and the .pdf say Satan doesn't want weak people. What does it mean? Does it mean people who don't want to give anything from themselves, who don't even try or literally weak people? Satan is the creator of humans, the God of humanity, but there are many different types of personalities. Not all people are those fierce warriors with their swords always drawn out, I use such a metaphor. But that doesn't mean they're worth nothing. I, for example, can be loyal and devoted to things I praise, but am not a warrior type, an alpha male ect. What do Satanism say about this?

It just means you have to try. That is all. You have to try your best, as much as you can. Eventually you will get to that point, whether just as a byproduct of increasing your energy, or by doing a working that specifically increases your strength and aggression. Henu himself was doing a working to boost his testosterone. There is always a way to fix anything you need to about yourself.

Being loyal and devoted is a sign of strength. That means you won't yield to pressure to change your opinion. That is one of your strengths. I think you may be underestimating yourself a little bit in terms of being an alpha male or whatever. There are many chemicals in our modern life that make men more feminine. Everyone on earth is exposed to them and made more feminine as a result. This is just one example why you may feel like this, but don't worry about it.

Once you get some good power in you from your spiritual practice. You will feel much stronger and healthier. The yoga and extra energy will also increase your testosterone. Some of the yoga poses directly put bloodflow to the testicles, for example. Working on your sacral chakra will directly add energy into that area, as well.

As you say, there are many different types of personalities. Satan is aware of this and knows us better than we know ourselves. He also gives us the tools and knowledge to balance out any weaknesses, while promoting what we are good at. In this way, we excel and become stronger.

Satan knows the struggles we face and expects only an appropriate amount of effort relative to us as individuals. He is very loving and sees the good in us even when we feel bad about ourselves. He continually supports and guides us until we can stand on our own feet. This is what is meant by Satan wanting us to be strong.
 
Blitzkreig said:
It just means you have to try. That is all. You have to try your best, as much as you can. Eventually you will get to that point, whether just as a byproduct of increasing your energy, or by doing a working that specifically increases your strength and aggression. Henu himself was doing a working to boost his testosterone. There is always a way to fix anything you need to about yourself.

Being loyal and devoted is a sign of strength. That means you won't yield to pressure to change your opinion. That is one of your strengths. I think you may be underestimating yourself a little bit in terms of being an alpha male or whatever. There are many chemicals in our modern life that make men more feminine. Everyone on earth is exposed to them and made more feminine as a result. This is just one example why you may feel like this, but don't worry about it.

Once you get some good power in you from your spiritual practice. You will feel much stronger and healthier. The yoga and extra energy will also increase your testosterone. Some of the yoga poses directly put bloodflow to the testicles, for example. Working on your sacral chakra will directly add energy into that area, as well.

As you say, there are many different types of personalities. Satan is aware of this and knows us better than we know ourselves. He also gives us the tools and knowledge to balance out any weaknesses, while promoting what we are good at. In this way, we excel and become stronger.

Satan knows the struggles we face and expects only an appropriate amount of effort relative to us as individuals. He is very loving and sees the good in us even when we feel bad about ourselves. He continually supports and guides us until we can stand on our own feet. This is what is meant by Satan wanting us to be strong.

That's great news. Thank You for Your reply, it really cheers me up. Would You mind if I copy this message so I can look upon it when I encounter any doubts?
 
APoleWhoLostAlot said:
because I'm in serious trouble now and need help. In brief, my brain has been badly damaged by failed medicine, my conductivity of neurons has been disturbed and so I've lost many precious things to me such as my artistic soul and most of my emotions.

vibrate: SaTaNaMa, where the T sounds like Tzzzzz and the S is hissed slightly. This mantra heals all damage and fixes any imbalances.

For Sa: put pointer finger and thumb together
For Ta: put middle finger and thumb together
For Na: put ring finger and thumb together
For Ma: put pinky finger and thumb together

You can do the whole thing in one breath, but I would do it one breath per syllable.

Then affirm: "The vibrated energies are making me now and always completely healthy in all ways, in a positive manner for me!" (x10)

10 reps with the affirmation takes about 15 minutes. Do however long, more or less, that is comfortable to you and you can continue daily. The moon in virgo is best for healing, but that won't be around until next January. It will be fine to start now anyway, especially if you need healing to begin now.
 
APoleWhoLostAlot said:
Yes, that told me a little, thanks. And thank You for the kind words about me showing strenght of character, I appreciate it. Yes, I'm asking a lot of questions as I want to find out two things:
- first, what is the truth and what is the lie
- second, if this truth suits me
I'm tired of playing games and, I'll call it, a "deaf phone". Enough of guessing if there is something out there or not and what is my place or role in it. Praying without being sure if someone is listening or who I am praying to. I'm tired of this uncertainty, because I'm in serious trouble now and need help. In brief, my brain has been badly damaged by failed medicine, my conductivity of neurons has been disturbed and so I've lost many precious things to me such as my artistic soul and most of my emotions.
Good, you should ask questions and find stuff out since that's the only way to the truth.

I did search for, hmm, I think over a decade (on-off) before finding JoS. Mind you I was always interested in this deep down, but it was somehow buried inside so most of my childhood and teen years it was a very unconsious thing for me. To give you a perspective, I'm closer to 30 now and my first Saturn return just begun. When I did find JoS it did only take less than a day to dedicate because I had so much knowledge about half truths and lies, and JoS was the missing link.

When you are asking is there something out there I can say that there deifinitely is. Most of the entities are unfriendly, outright hostile. You have a christian background. I had a xian phase too, not as severe as yours, but I prayed and went somewhat deep into it tying into the jewish book and so on. When you pray, you are basically trying to connect to jewish thoughtform or "angels" which in reality are greys. None of that will bring any good fortune for you. I gained zero, and actually the net result was negative from that phase, but in the end it led to JoS, so maybe it had to happen...

About your damaged body. It can be healed with regular and long term practice of yoga, breathing excercises and SaTaNaMa workings. I don't know your age, but if you have more than a decade to use for spiritual practices provided on JoS meditation page you will do very good. Even a few years of serious dedication to oneself can have tremendous results. This is not new age style wish wash crap. It's the real deal.

I hope you heal and get better. If you don't reach Magnum Opus this lifetime, then you are well on your way toward it.
 
APoleWhoLostAlot said:
That's great news. Thank You for Your reply, it really cheers me up. Would You mind if I copy this message so I can look upon it when I encounter any doubts?

Please, certainly do that if it would help you.
 
Blitzkreig said:
vibrate: SaTaNaMa, where the T sounds like Tzzzzz and the S is hissed slightly. This mantra heals all damage and fixes any imbalances.

For Sa: put pointer finger and thumb together
For Ta: put middle finger and thumb together
For Na: put ring finger and thumb together
For Ma: put pinky finger and thumb together

You can do the whole thing in one breath, but I would do it one breath per syllable.

Then affirm: "The vibrated energies are making me now and always completely healthy in all ways, in a positive manner for me!" (x10)

10 reps with the affirmation takes about 15 minutes. Do however long, more or less, that is comfortable to you and you can continue daily. The moon in virgo is best for healing, but that won't be around until next January. It will be fine to start now anyway, especially if you need healing to begin now.

I copied this and will print it so I'll have it close at hand. Is it safe for a non-dedicated person? I'm not under any protection and am afraid I'll summon the evil ones - "angels" for example.
 
Henu the Great said:
Good, you should ask questions and find stuff out since that's the only way to the truth.

I did search for, hmm, I think over a decade (on-off) before finding JoS. Mind you I was always interested in this deep down, but it was somehow buried inside so most of my childhood and teen years it was a very unconsious thing for me. To give you a perspective, I'm closer to 30 now and my first Saturn return just begun. When I did find JoS it did only take less than a day to dedicate because I had so much knowledge about half truths and lies, and JoS was the missing link.

When you are asking is there something out there I can say that there deifinitely is. Most of the entities are unfriendly, outright hostile. You have a christian background. I had a xian phase too, not as severe as yours, but I prayed and went somewhat deep into it tying into the jewish book and so on. When you pray, you are basically trying to connect to jewish thoughtform or "angels" which in reality are greys. None of that will bring any good fortune for you. I gained zero, and actually the net result was negative from that phase, but in the end it led to JoS, so maybe it had to happen...

About your damaged body. It can be healed with regular and long term practice of yoga, breathing excercises and SaTaNaMa workings. I don't know your age, but if you have more than a decade to use for spiritual practices provided on JoS meditation page you will do very good. Even a few years of serious dedication to oneself can have tremendous results. This is not new age style wish wash crap. It's the real deal.

I hope you heal and get better. If you don't reach Magnum Opus this lifetime, then you are well on your way toward it.

I was interested in christianity at the age of 15, I was learning 4 years in a private catholic school. I was slowly abandoning christianity at the age of 25 when this tragedy of mine happened. Now I'm 28 (29 soon, actually).
I've found Spiritual Satanism "on the occasion" as I've been searching for someone powerful enough in black magic to help me get revenge. I wonder if I'd find it or abandon christianity if this never happened to me.

Blitzkreig wrote me about SaTaNaMa, I'm going to print it. I wonder if I may find instructions in the translated .pdf of mine as well. I hope it's safe for a non-dedicated persons as I still have much to do until I decide. As You wrote earlier, I don't want to go anywhere blindly.

Thanks for the words of comfort, they give me hope. My artistic soul was everything for me, I think I loved it even more than my family.
 
The only person who needs to accept you is,you yourself . We don't have priests from the church who "accept" you and thus you can feel you belong somewhere .

You were automatically born under the banner of our true god Satan - lucifer - shiva because he created our species and thus you automatically belong to him. You just have to develop self respect by meditating and contribution to our spiritual war. You need to let go of approval seeking behaviors . This is a house of strength ,not weakness . If you feel inadequate and feel a desperate need to be accepted ,it might be because of your astrology or bad upbringing . You don't need anyone or anything. You need to trust and be comfortable in yourself .People are weird so their response should not phase you .

The Gods directed you here so i could give you the answer to your lack of adequacy -
http://libgen.rs/book/index.php?md5=02E7EBBA67BD9FA6C3DAE2B341F9F951
They are already working through you. With our gods, you automatically get answers like you just did. We are all connected in our sangha.

I welcome you ,based pole and future warrior of Satan under our most ancient glorious symbol .
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APoleWhoLostAlot said:
I copied this and will print it so I'll have it close at hand. Is it safe for a non-dedicated person? I'm not under any protection and am afraid I'll summon the evil ones - "angels" for example.

Unfortunately, any form of advancement while not dedicated can invite attacks. These attacks will likely be in the form of awful dreams. They may also try to convince you Satan is bad. When you are dedicated, the Gods will continually guide you, but when you are not, they don't have as much of an obligation towards you.

With this in mind, it would be wise to spend your time reading the JOS websites and coming to your conclusion relatively quickly. However, with a beginner level of power, you will draw less attention. The enemy prioritizes those who are strong. I wouldn't expect your life to get turned upside down, but you could expect some psychic intrusions or awful dreams every now and then.

As a personal example, I have a friend who is not dedicated. I told him to do the aura cleaning and he later told me that same night he had wretched nightmares.
 
Jack said:
You were automatically born under the banner of our true god Satan - lucifer - shiva because he created our species and thus you automatically belong to him.

What if I'm circumcised? When at the age of below 8 I had serious problem with foreskin and there was no other way than operation.

Jack said:
If you feel inadequate and feel a desperate need to be accepted ,it might be because of your astrology or bad upbringing

That's interesting. I was born premature, after 8 months not 9. My zodiac sign would be Pisces instead of my current - Aquarius. Also I was born thursday the 13th.

Jack said:
They are already working through you. With our gods, you automatically get answers like you just did. We are all connected in our sangha. I welcome you ,based pole and future warrior of Satan under our most ancient glorious symbol .

Thank You. Even though I'm not dedicated, I hope I'm human.

Blitzkreig said:
Unfortunately, any form of advancement while not dedicated can invite attacks. These attacks will likely be in the form of awful dreams. They may also try to convince you Satan is bad. When you are dedicated, the Gods will continually guide you, but when you are not, they don't have as much of an obligation towards you.

I must be 100% sure about the way I want to follow. I don't want let to happen a situation like I dedicate, but later change my mind and thus annoy Lord Satan. I've been cursed already.

Blitzkreig said:
However, with a beginner level of power, you will draw less attention. The enemy prioritizes those who are strong.

I hope so. I'm way to weak to fight an enemy with an experience.
 
APoleWhoLostAlot said:
I must be 100% sure about the way I want to follow. I don't want let to happen a situation like I dedicate, but later change my mind and thus annoy Lord Satan. I've been cursed already.

Reversing your dedication may sadden him, but he isn't going to curse you. The relationship he has with us is one where he provides more than he receives, at least until we get sufficiently powerful. You can always reverse your dedication without such severe consequences. The only consequence is just making the Gods worry about your future.

No offense, but what options besides Satan do you have to consider? Which options are not either clearly of the enemy, or simply the enemy behind a mask? What other spiritual systems or beings can you turn to? Ones that provide you protection and guidance basically free of charge? The Gods "wipe our butts" for us for many years in a spiritual sense. All they want is for us to keep trying and keep advancing where we can.

If you are unsure of the soul, for example, then I would suggest you try the opening the third eye exercise. This should make it pretty quickly obvious that the soul is real and tangible. It must again be pointed out that these chakra opening exercises were given to us by the Gods. What malevolent being would hand you the tools to discern fact from fiction and to gain in power?

You don't even have to be dedicated to use these tools, but you will get attacked. It is because of these attacks that the Gods go yet another step further and say "well, we can protect you as well, just please use the tools we gave you". It was this line of reasoning that quickly convinced me.
 
APoleWhoLostAlot said:
Jack said:
You were automatically born under the banner of our true god Satan - lucifer - shiva because he created our species and thus you automatically belong to him.

What if I'm circumcised? When at the age of below 8 I had serious problem with foreskin and there was no other way than operation.

Jack said:
If you feel inadequate and feel a desperate need to be accepted ,it might be because of your astrology or bad upbringing

That's interesting. I was born premature, after 8 months not 9. My zodiac sign would be Pisces instead of my current - Aquarius. Also I was born thursday the 13th.

Jack said:
They are already working through you. With our gods, you automatically get answers like you just did. We are all connected in our sangha. I welcome you ,based pole and future warrior of Satan under our most ancient glorious symbol .

Thank You. Even though I'm not dedicated, I hope I'm human.

Blitzkreig said:
Unfortunately, any form of advancement while not dedicated can invite attacks. These attacks will likely be in the form of awful dreams. They may also try to convince you Satan is bad. When you are dedicated, the Gods will continually guide you, but when you are not, they don't have as much of an obligation towards you.

I must be 100% sure about the way I want to follow. I don't want let to happen a situation like I dedicate, but later change my mind and thus annoy Lord Satan. I've been cursed already.

Blitzkreig said:
However, with a beginner level of power, you will draw less attention. The enemy prioritizes those who are strong.

I hope so. I'm way to weak to fight an enemy with an experience.


Dude, don’t share any information about your birthtime!

It is very easy to curse someone (and I mean to seriously curse someone) if you know how to do it (and if you are strong enough).

Never tell on this forums how old you are!!!!
 
Blitzkreig said:
No offense, but what options besides Satan do you have to consider? Which options are not either clearly of the enemy, or simply the enemy behind a mask? What other spiritual systems or beings can you turn to? Ones that provide you protection and guidance basically free of charge? The Gods "wipe our butts" for us for many years in a spiritual sense. All they want is for us to keep trying and keep advancing where we can.

Something or someone is trying to contact me. I've to know the origin of it. Knowing this would very much help me to decide to dedicate or not. Knowing this + finishing the .pdfs would make me take the ultimate decision. I treat this things very seriously and don't want to be tricked in any way.

NinRick said:
Dude, don’t share any information about your birthtime!

It is very easy to curse someone (and I mean to seriously curse someone) if you know how to do it (and if you are strong enough).

Never tell on this forums how old you are!!!!

I see. I'll keep this in mind.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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