Conquering the defeatist mind

[Dahaarkan]

Many people will stagnate at certain points, hitting that metaphorical wall in their advancement and being unable to overcome it and move on. Not wanting to sound like a motivational guru, the reality is most people's limitations are imposed upon them by THEMSELVES, rather than by the universe.

Many fantasize about the Magnum Opus, seeing it as something that catapults one into "godhood", and the reality of the magnum opus is that by the time you are ready to complete it, you already have power beyond measure. At which point it is almost just a formality.


Understanding the framework of "magick" isn't just about being effective with workings and meditations, the framework of "magick" is the framework of the universe. As "magick" is what we categorize as being things that science is not ready or able to dissect and address.

Magick is the science by which you manipulate the universe. It is the science which permits you to accomplish impossible and unimaginable things. To someone who does not have the eyes to see how the universe really works, and is limited to the understanding of "reality" from a point of view with lack of spiritual knowledge, the fact that a small tribe of nomadic, deformed weaklings dominated the earth and turned the world's population into slaves, is an impossibility. There is no logical way for this to happen, this is impossible.

Yet for someone who has understanding of "magick", of the true fabric of reality that holds the universe together, this is very much possible, and one can see how this has happened by dissecting their programs and rituals.

And don't get me wrong, modern science isn't WRONG, it is simply INCOMPLETE. Because largely the "spiritual" is purposefully disregarded as nonsense. And thus science observes the universe with an incomplete point of view, and fail to explain or understand many things as a result.


You might have picked up on how this relates to conquering the defeatist mind. With the true spiritual knowledge being hidden and unseen, people's minds are conditioned into seeing reality from an incomplete perspective. And this is difficult for many to fully grasp and clean from their psyche.

I am not at all surprised to know even people who have been SS for years, have practiced countless workings and rituals, remain unaware that their conditioned mind is still imposing limitations upon them. And until they are prepared to fully address this cancer in their psyche, they will stagnate and their workings will be largely innefective.


If your mind is still producing thoughts such as "I can't do that", "that is impossible" or "I am doing this wrong", you are still infected by this. You may disregard this as unimportant, but I promise you, you have no future as a Satanist if your mind remains infected by this. And you can forget about the Magnum Opus.

When one lacks spiritual knowledge and understanding, one is a slave to their conditions and circumstances. And many after gaining spiritual knowledge, continue to live as if they are still slaves to their conditions and circumstances.

As a Satanist you have the knowledge and tools to alter your conditions and circumstances as if these were wet clay. Those who are infected, when they visualize their goals or ambitions, their mind will immediately assault them with excuses, obstacles or reasons as to why they cannot achieve this.

You have no clue how hopeless you really are if you permit this in your psyche. You will literally never achieve anything or make significant progress as a Satanist. As many do. And sad as it may be, this is not something that Satan or your GD can do for you. You must open your eyes and your mind on your own.


Even now, you have power and potential you cannot imagine. If only you let it flow free. I am surrounded by people in absolute awe at the things I've accomplished in spite of circumstances and conditions I was in.

Simply because my mind isn't in opposition to my soul. They are in perfect sync and my will is made manifest in spite of any circumstances or conditions I'm in. I speak and the universe listens, and obeys. As it does to any who know how to truly engage, with focused mind and soul, in the science known as "magick".

Perhaps to many of you, you think I'm arrogant, delusional or insane, because the above is outlandish and incomprehensible to a mind still afflicted with a limited understanding of things. But this, this is true "magick". THIS is Satanism.

 

[tabby]

I think you've articulated this post pretty well. I've been going through breaking down these kinds of mental walls and blocks relating to what's possible. It's a little shocking just how many limitations I've placed on myself, and the awareness of these restrictions is becoming stronger, like being way too confined in a tiny space (despite always going by the motto "anything's possible").

 

[Yagami Light]

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I think that I should finally address the fact that I've read your post a number of times. It makes me feel excited and powerful for knowing I hold this power within myself, but at the same time, these emotions go in vain when I realize that some part of me doesn't want to accept this strength. I can see that I keep limiting myself, but I can't understand the true source of it. I feel man-made chains around me, but I can't understand how I can break free from them.

I do the rituals... I've done munka for all the things I had spotted keeping me behind, even for thoughtforms or other things affecting me negatively, and for which I wasn't consciously aware.

But I still can't shake this fucking subconscious desire to remain weak.

I'm currently doing a solar plexus working for empowerment (for the chakra and its extensions, as well as for my will and self-confidence). I swear to you I can feel a sense of doubt whenever I mention the word self-confidence in my affirmation.

I'm trying to figure it out.

If you have anything to suggest (working, different mindset, a question I may not have thought of myself), I'm all ears.

I am also searching for a psychotherapist (not the kind that's invested in jewish teachings), to perhaps give me a different perspective to figure it out.

Regardless, thank you for this post. It had given me some things to think about.

 

[Dahaarkan]

A mistake many people do is to focus exclusively on the spiritual and neglect the physical and mental side of things, these all have to come together to make you whole. Perhaps something in your life re-affirms a defeatist mindset?

Speaking in terms of the physical, are you healthy, happy with your body, are you financially stable and feeling accomplished, are there things you must address, that you still haven't?

On the mental side, are there hangups you have not addressed, or emotional bubbles you've yet to take care of, are there things stressing or giving you thoughts of you being inadequate?


A magickal working for confidence for example, will only be a temporary boost and not a permanent fix until you address the root cause(s) of your lack of confidence. This can be as simple as standing up to a bully or solving a problem in your life you've neglected to solve. My financial situation was the biggest source of insecurity and lack of confidence for me, and until I fixed this, thoughts of inadequacy and internal weakness plagued me consistently.

When you get your life on track, solve your problems and accomplish things, you will naturally begin to develop confidence in yourself and your abilities, but if you neglect your physical and mental problems, they will always be a poison that causes insecurity and lack of confidence in you. When your mind observes you accomplishing things and taking control of your life, you subconsciously begin to view yourself as capable and in control. Therefore giving you a true sense of self confidence.


You need to stop treating the symptoms and have a good look at yourself and discover what is the source of your lack of confidence, as this will never go away until you address the root cause(s).

There are shortcuts with certain meditations & invocations, and hypnosis that alter your state of mind, but these are temporary solutions. It's best to address the source of anxiety, insecurity and lack of confidence so you may naturally develop a confident mindset instead.


I'm sorry that I cannot give you more direct advice, but I don't know what is your personal root causes of your lack of confidence, you must be able to analyze yourself and discover what the cause is, and then address it. I can give you some shortcuts if you would like, but these can have consequences later in your life, and I wouldn't recommend them unless you are very desperate.

 

[TheWhiteGiant]

Thank you for this. I really appreciate it.