So I'm about done with my 40 day anti-neg karmic working a general working blasting all the negative karma, I was gonna do it for 90-days but getting burnt out on it.
I also am doing a healing work Winja/Thauris.
Dec 6/9 - Jan 15/18.
What occurred?
I don't feel healed nor anti-negative karma. I feel nothing.
My question is since I'm imprinting into my soul a 40-day working what occurs over time?
For example we stopped all spiritual warfare, just spiritual blessing, the BELL as HP.Cobra allegorized rings out. We've been daily striking the striker and bell for nearly 10 years now, but now, all the energy is ringing out.
Is that what the working is doing ringing out and powering down the negatives?
I kinda get the feeling spirituality doesn't work for me due to not voiding/trancing. My mind just plays background music and is averse towards relaxing and trancing out. I always thought meditation is like consuming a hallucinogenic substance like acid and tripping out for a while to give your mind, body, and soul a rest.
But the more I've been meditating and working on myself I feel more imprisoned and restricted and burnt out.
What exactly happens after the 40-days due to these workings. The only working I completed is Lydia's mental health healing ritual which helps with mental health and depression and other stuff. That was like 2017 or 2018 or something don't recall if it was this forum or the prior ProPHP forums.
Thoughts?
I also am doing a healing work Winja/Thauris.
Dec 6/9 - Jan 15/18.
What occurred?
I don't feel healed nor anti-negative karma. I feel nothing.
My question is since I'm imprinting into my soul a 40-day working what occurs over time?
For example we stopped all spiritual warfare, just spiritual blessing, the BELL as HP.Cobra allegorized rings out. We've been daily striking the striker and bell for nearly 10 years now, but now, all the energy is ringing out.
Is that what the working is doing ringing out and powering down the negatives?
I kinda get the feeling spirituality doesn't work for me due to not voiding/trancing. My mind just plays background music and is averse towards relaxing and trancing out. I always thought meditation is like consuming a hallucinogenic substance like acid and tripping out for a while to give your mind, body, and soul a rest.
But the more I've been meditating and working on myself I feel more imprisoned and restricted and burnt out.
What exactly happens after the 40-days due to these workings. The only working I completed is Lydia's mental health healing ritual which helps with mental health and depression and other stuff. That was like 2017 or 2018 or something don't recall if it was this forum or the prior ProPHP forums.
Thoughts?