Curious666
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- Apr 28, 2022
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I have been SS years for 10years now. Had my highs and lows. But one thing is that I have never ever known my guardian demon. I don’t want to be disrespectful but I have always contacted Satan about everything. Sometimes I feel very lonely and I wish I knew or even felt the presence of such a being.
This past months have been so hard for me. I have been crying a lot. So much pain and hurt aches. Maybe some i have caused by my own doings i admit I am not perfect. But it has been the fucking hardest time of my life. So much suicidal thoughts and such. The enemy has been so adamant. And i could clearly see. Left and right everything was just so damn tough.
It was the time i needed support and encouragement the most. Yet i have never felt so Alone. It made me wonder; is communication with demons so difficult? I have had very few experiences and these u am grateful for. Yet i feel at times they are so distant.
How can i make communications with demons easier? Even just the lesser demons and gods that are of the lower. Higher ones might be so busy i geuss.
This past months have been so hard for me. I have been crying a lot. So much pain and hurt aches. Maybe some i have caused by my own doings i admit I am not perfect. But it has been the fucking hardest time of my life. So much suicidal thoughts and such. The enemy has been so adamant. And i could clearly see. Left and right everything was just so damn tough.
It was the time i needed support and encouragement the most. Yet i have never felt so Alone. It made me wonder; is communication with demons so difficult? I have had very few experiences and these u am grateful for. Yet i feel at times they are so distant.
How can i make communications with demons easier? Even just the lesser demons and gods that are of the lower. Higher ones might be so busy i geuss.