Climb the steps of Life

[Lucciola]

Hello, I am writing to you for a precious advice. I am trying to elevate myself, before meditations healed me but now it doesn't always happen, I am a victim of someone or myself. I feel like I am rotting, literally rotting and meditations don't always work, some days it's like having a box around my head that doesn't allow me to see far or to make long reasonings beyond my ego. I feel this box. When I am in this state I am not lucid, I don't remember anything I learn not even reading it a second before and I don't see well at all, it is difficult for me to even put the keys in the door. I am healthy, it has been happening for months. I have not been able to get out of it yet. The quality of the things I do is worth nothing in this state, it is not only the state itself but me because for this to happen it means that I am weak, and I am ashamed of it. I have not been able to overcome this on my own yet, I am starting to feel limited and rotten. I want to climb the steps of life. These are small problems seen from a higher perspective.

 

[nema]

Do you meditate on your third eye? When it's open the Truth become clear to the mind.. and the Truth Is that you are part of the best people on Earth, anything else you tought about you is false, that's just the way It happens to be. Can you feel bad knowing this?

 

[SeguaceDiSatanas]

I am healthy

That you are healthy did doctors tell you so after checkups, or do you think you are healthy for other reasons? To help you concretely I need to understand your situation well and not just how the situation makes you feel emotionally.