nephthys_
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I know my place very well. I've dedicated for years now and have enough knowledge to disagree with my parents. They know nothing of this and will never do. I'm not planning on telling them anything.
The thing is.. my family is trying to influence me so much with their beliefs it's sickening. I'm made to pray, cross and everything else they do religiously speaking. I know very well that Satan understands there's nothing we can do. I don't have a bad relationship with them, and refusing them straight up is not even a choice for me. My mother especially, she believes so much in those lies. So so so much. (she's orthodox btw) I don't quite know what to do. Doing what I'm asked leaves me with a bad feeling, as if i wronged Satan and the Gods. And not doing it risks family arguments and a bad relationship with my mum.
I really don't know what to do.
Hail Father Satan!
Heil Hitler!
The thing is.. my family is trying to influence me so much with their beliefs it's sickening. I'm made to pray, cross and everything else they do religiously speaking. I know very well that Satan understands there's nothing we can do. I don't have a bad relationship with them, and refusing them straight up is not even a choice for me. My mother especially, she believes so much in those lies. So so so much. (she's orthodox btw) I don't quite know what to do. Doing what I'm asked leaves me with a bad feeling, as if i wronged Satan and the Gods. And not doing it risks family arguments and a bad relationship with my mum.
I really don't know what to do.
Hail Father Satan!
Heil Hitler!