Childhood

[Rone]

Hello! I am interested in the question: since about the age of 8, I have loved to imagine various energies in my mind, I loved to imagine how a certain flow of energy covers something, changes, changes objects. Since I was 12 years old, I have been actively experiencing sleep paralysis. After studying Satanism, sleep paralysis became commonplace almost every day. (It's all because of Christianity). Please tell me, does my idea of energy, paralysis, make sense? Or is it just the fantasy of a little boy who believed that his imagination could change something? I was not familiar with energy at the age of 8, it was automatic.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

I think this is a sign, you have already performed meditations in your previous lives. And you had some internal pulse that, at the end, somehow brought you here.
So you do not start from ground zero!
Regarding sleep paralysis, I honestly do not know much.