Can a dedicated satanist stay 10 years without knowing their guardian demon?

[Friday13thx]

. Lemme say. I suck at this. . I dedicated in January and I’ve gone through different epiphanies of my guardian demon discovery. Like one day I feel it’s Baal berith. Next day I think it’s Amdusias. Another day it’s Astarte. I strongly feel it’s Amdusias cause even before I came to satanism i noticed birds sometimes respond to my mood. Especially after the ASE incision I did in a river. I still feel this phenomenon strongly. Sometimes a bird just randomly flies low towards me and I just feel like birds connect to me. I may be delusional though.
What do y’all think?
Also. I did the ritual without having my bath or even brushing and I can’t remember if I said hail Satan or so mote it be. I got a lot of blood on the paper though and burnt it after reciting the prayer more than once. I hope Satan did accept me cause I really want to be on his side.

 

[Satnam666]

your guardian will still be there, sometimes it takes some time,with me it took roughly around the same time, till one day, i was focusing on a sigil an found out who my guardian was, it was interesting just try focusing on sigils or use a pendulum you'll find your guardian, but in my case im sure my demon was waiting for me to get a little stronger with my meditations

 

[luis]

Meditate and open your astral senses. Keep meditating until they are open and then you'll know for sure. What matter is that you advance spiritualy, they will always be there to help you even if you don't know who they are.

 

[hailourtruegod]

Yes. Also remember that since this isn't a game or a fairy tale and the Demons are real beings they'll only come to those who are ready and/or the person is at a point they need their help. If you're still not open enough or at the basics then it's better to be your own guru and do what you know you need to do to be advancing. If you keep it up and reach a certain level in advancement then they'll come and help you out in your advancement.

Not saying this towards you but in general, I see no reason why GD's should come to anyone just for the sake of wanting to know who's theirs. What's the point and only wastes time for both parties. Which is why I never believe a lot of people who bring up their GD and are still obviously at a certain "lower" level of advancement. Doesn't make sense why they're taking their time out their busy schedule just to say hi or whatever.

But I digress.

Keep advancing and don't let not knowing who your GD is bring your mood down. They're still there regardless if you're even in need of help physically or spiritually as so is Satan as long as you're doing what needs to be done for yourself and our cause.

 

[darkmonkey666]

If your not fully open to the astral you may not know who your Gaurdian is for sure. It doesnt matter if its 10 or 30 years but i dont think your going to not mediate very long like that from the sound of it. You will probably know long before that.

 

[gnome]

. Lemme say. I suck at this. . I dedicated in January and I’ve gone through different epiphanies of my guardian demon discovery. Like one day I feel it’s Baal berith. Next day I think it’s Amdusias. Another day it’s Astarte. I strongly feel it’s Amdusias cause even before I came to satanism i noticed birds sometimes respond to my mood. Especially after the ASE incision I did in a river. I still feel this phenomenon strongly. Sometimes a bird just randomly flies low towards me and I just feel like birds connect to me. I may be delusional though.
What do y’all think?
Also. I did the ritual without having my bath or even brushing and I can’t remember if I said hail Satan or so mote it be. I got a lot of blood on the paper though and burnt it after reciting the prayer more than once. I hope Satan did accept me cause I really want to be on his side.

I went for years just getting 'Baaaal', and thought it just meant 'Lord', but then when I meditated on Baal Berith in particular I felt a very strong connection.