BROTHERS AND SISTERS PLZ TAKE THE TIME TO READ :D

[Zachary Parrish]

So you'v all been hearing me complain about meditation well I'm coming clean! you see ever since I did the dedication ritual I have doubted that Father even acepted me because after I did it I didn't feel his love as most have but I did feel somthing and it was sickly so I thought did he not want me? But now I know I was attacked by the enemy they wanted me to feel alone and depressed and they almost won too that is until someone came and viseted me and how do I know this well when I was playing a game I felt somthing like a little ant bite but there was no ant then my mind said "was that a pinch?" so I said "If anyones there could you please pinch me again?" but I some what blew it off because my body started to feel funky and when my parents got back home I started talking to them and the first thing I noticed was that my voice somewhat got a little deeper but it didnt stop there then I started to feel alot of joy and excitement and I felt like I could barely contain it I started laughing I knew that there was a god in me and so I asked if whoever was there could you help me with my meditation and he/she did I did I could feel how he/she guided my body to help it be in the most relaxed position we tryed so many things and eventualy got it my first sucsesful meditation and then for some reason I started to spill my heart out but I could feel the demon there listining to every word I started crying and such anyhow I feel much better.

HAIL FATHER SATAN!
HAIL THE TRUE GODS OF HELL!

 

[Asjaia]

Congratulation! I'm very happy for you

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Zachary Parrish" <parrishwolf@... wrote:

So you'v all been hearing me complain about meditation well I'm coming clean! you see ever since I did the dedication ritual I have doubted that Father even acepted me because after I did it I didn't feel his love as most have but I did feel somthing and it was sickly so I thought did he not want me? But now I know I was attacked by the enemy they wanted me to feel alone and depressed and they almost won too that is until someone came and viseted me and how do I know this well when I was playing a game I felt somthing like a little ant bite but there was no ant then my mind said "was that a pinch?" so I said "If anyones there could you please pinch me again?" but I some what blew it off because my body started to feel funky and when my parents got back home I started talking to them and the first thing I noticed was that my voice somewhat got a little deeper but it didnt stop there then I started to feel alot of joy and excitement and I felt like I could barely contain it I started laughing I knew that there was a god in me and so I asked if whoever was there could you help me with my meditation and he/she did I did I could feel how he/she guided my body to help it be in the most relaxed position we tryed so many things and eventualy got it my first sucsesful meditation and then for some reason I started to spill my heart out but I could feel the demon there listining to every word I started crying and such anyhow I feel much better.

HAIL FATHER SATAN!
HAIL THE TRUE GODS OF HELL!

 

[Shannon Outlaw]

Good for you brother! happy for you. Love! hail Satan and the gods!
-----Original Message-----
Date: Tuesday, September 13, 2011 9:44:51 am
To: [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url]
From: "Zachary Parrish" <parrishwolf@...
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] BROTHERS AND SISTERS PLZ TAKE THE TIME TO READ

So you'v all been hearing me complain about meditation well I'm coming clean! you see ever since I did the dedication ritual I have doubted that Father even acepted me because after I did it I didn't feel his love as most have but I did feel somthing and it was sickly so I thought did he not want me? But now I know I was attacked by the enemy they wanted me to feel alone and depressed and they almost won too that is until someone came and viseted me and how do I know this well when I was playing a game I felt somthing like a little ant bite but there was no ant then my mind said "was that a pinch?" so I said "If anyones there could you please pinch me again?" but I some what blew it off because my body started to feel funky and when my parents got back home I started talking to them and the first thing I noticed was that my voice somewhat got a little deeper but it didnt stop there then I started to feel alot of joy and excitement and I felt like I could barely contain it I started laughing I knew that there

 

[Rick Mcdaniel]

Awesome to hear brother!, I had a slightly similar experience when i first meditated with Satan in mind, i had meditated many times before in my life, but when I did it that time for the first time ever I felt such a beautiful energy wash over me and felt this ancient connection to everything around me and I literally just started crying and thanking Father and continued my session and kept that feeling of blissful perfection all day.

Hail Enki!
Hail Ningishzidda!