blockage

[[email protected]]

Not sure what's going on I can no longer feel an energy buzz after one round of power meditations I start to yawn which is a sign to stop I no longer can visualize energy in white gold and color I still do the newest rtrs and the days I miss I make it up with more rounds... I'm in nyc which is enemy territory... my building is behind a church and their are a few Jewish neiborhoods surrounding me it's getting worse the more jews I see on a daily basis the worse I get that includes my emotional state... I can no longer do deep trance meditations which is important for my visualization I do not want to quit I will not quit.. I've been a spiritual satanist for 3 years and have been reduced to a beginner level starting from scratch as you could guess this is the third time I'm supposed  to be able to cover sate and share my ideas of warfare it our gods... I need help

Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

 

[babyb00m]

Yawning is not a sign to stop meditating. You can keep meditating even if you are yawning. Being overstimulated, which is painful, is a sign that you are pushing yourself too hard and should reduce the amount of meditations you do until your body adjusts to the energy. After your body adjusts to the higher level of bioelectricity, you can increase your meditations.

Having difficulty visualizing yourself in a white-gold aura indicates your aura is dirty. A dirty aura will cause problems like anxiety, depression, and difficulty with meditation. You need to thoroughly clean your aura until you can visualize the white-gold. You can use the Sanskrit mantras VREEM (vibrated VVV-RRR-EEE-MMM), VI-SUDDI (vibrated VVV-EEE-SSS-UUU-TH-TH-TH-EEE), or AUM SURYAE (vibrate AHHH-UUU-MMM  SUUU-RRR-YAH-YAY) to clean your aura if you aura is extremely dirty. If you need help pronouncing the mantras, Satan's Magickal Squares are Sanskrit and Audio Mp3s are in Satan's Library. SURYAE is at the end of the "Sun" Mp3.

Satan's Magickal Squares Audio Mp3s
http://dawn666blacksun.angelfire.com/Audio_Mp3s.htm

 If you live near a church and a jewish neighborhood, you need to build a very strong aura of protection to guard yourself against the negative energies of the area. You should clean your aura and build an aura of protection daily at the minimum, multiple times daily is better.

Aura of Protection http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ction.html   Meditation for Protection http://josministries.prophpbb.com/topic10007.html   You can also absorb energy from the sun or visualize yourself in a golden aura and affirm 108 times “I am always safe, secure, protected, and healthy in every way.” The protection working can be done multiple times a day.


You should also build a shield around your room/house. That will keep negative energy and malicious entities out. You can visualize Satanic electric-blue fire filling your room/house and affirm something like, "All enemies of Satan are completely and permanently banished from this house." You can also do a Banishing Ritual every day. If malicious entities are strong, you can do more than 9 vibrations of VINASA for the Banishing Ritual.

Banishing Ritual http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... shing.html   Satanic Electric-Blue Fire (The picture is towards the middle of the page) http://astralartsofthegods.weebly.com/extras.html