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- Aug 18, 2002
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Not sure what's going on I can no longer feel an energy buzz after one round of power meditations I start to yawn which is a sign to stop I no longer can visualize energy in white gold and color I still do the newest rtrs and the days I miss I make it up with more rounds... I'm in nyc which is enemy territory... my building is behind a church and their are a few Jewish neiborhoods surrounding me it's getting worse the more jews I see on a daily basis the worse I get that includes my emotional state... I can no longer do deep trance meditations which is important for my visualization I do not want to quit I will not quit.. I've been a spiritual satanist for 3 years and have been reduced to a beginner level starting from scratch as you could guess this is the third time I'm supposed to be able to cover sate and share my ideas of warfare it our gods... I need help
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