Hopefully I can word this well.
I tried typing up what I understand, and it ended in a jumbled mess. No one wants to read that.
Basically I've tried workings in the past, and even made some permanent, but have nothing to show for it. Attracting people for love and sex on a local, not long distance, level, has not had good results. It's had weird ones! Two ladies joined us at the company, and even though they look of my race, they're not, by their own stories and family. That's weird but weird things happen...
I've been working on myself physically to be better in different areas, but I've noticed that compatible women are just not in my area. The people here are either old, or of another race. Okay..but the bars are all pretty rough and not reliable, and I'm not sure I'll have any luck with dating apps, I don't trust them or their makers.
Moving is currently not an option, but spiritual workings to attract people, in general, are an option. There's several runes for sex and/or love, and there's at least the Venus magickal square for "sex with love/affection," but I'm looking for an actual relationship, not just sex. not a crazy hardcore permanent relationship, but not just something that exists on its own..hard to word what I want, I know. I'll take advice on this, because I've tried more since last time, but i don't have many options.
as for those two ladies, they say they're Hispanic, but they don't look it. they know the language natively, they have the accents, but everything else about them isn't...Hispanic. it's weird. and curious. I'm usually bored around new coworkers, but I've been trying to figure that out for a while. oh well.
hopefully some of this makes sense. typing hard. making sense is hard.
I tried typing up what I understand, and it ended in a jumbled mess. No one wants to read that.
Basically I've tried workings in the past, and even made some permanent, but have nothing to show for it. Attracting people for love and sex on a local, not long distance, level, has not had good results. It's had weird ones! Two ladies joined us at the company, and even though they look of my race, they're not, by their own stories and family. That's weird but weird things happen...
I've been working on myself physically to be better in different areas, but I've noticed that compatible women are just not in my area. The people here are either old, or of another race. Okay..but the bars are all pretty rough and not reliable, and I'm not sure I'll have any luck with dating apps, I don't trust them or their makers.
Moving is currently not an option, but spiritual workings to attract people, in general, are an option. There's several runes for sex and/or love, and there's at least the Venus magickal square for "sex with love/affection," but I'm looking for an actual relationship, not just sex. not a crazy hardcore permanent relationship, but not just something that exists on its own..hard to word what I want, I know. I'll take advice on this, because I've tried more since last time, but i don't have many options.
as for those two ladies, they say they're Hispanic, but they don't look it. they know the language natively, they have the accents, but everything else about them isn't...Hispanic. it's weird. and curious. I'm usually bored around new coworkers, but I've been trying to figure that out for a while. oh well.
hopefully some of this makes sense. typing hard. making sense is hard.