Being High Vs. Feeling High

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

As we have substantial power and stimulus in life, we also have a need in us to share this.

Sharing this is beautiful, however how it is shared and the ultimate result of this is very important.

Chain emotions of dopamine amplitude can create feelings of extensive conquering or peace, but these might not be as based in reality as it seems.

So you must take this feeling of expansion and joy and place it consciously on an essence of truth. Doing this many times, will make you be able to perceive a higher level of sight.

When it comes to our community and relationships of commitment and love for truth, we will want to share this happiness, this motivation among ourselves.

So we must do this with structure and purpose and not by a low egotistical space.

When you truly acquire that solar expansion, you will feel superior of others. But not in the negative way that was purposefully done to be perceived. Superior as a Father and Mother would feel. You will be everybody's "parent".

As a parent now you understand differently sharing your superiority, administering your challenges and all of the beauty of this.

As opposed to the God complex that truly brings nothing but shock factors and time waste for the self as well.

Treat yourself highly and you will treat others as well.

There is no space here to laugh about those below us. We need to help them, in any capacity we can whether we like it or not. Purely by a sense of duty and adoration of Satan.

You won't be truly high if you don't treasure your brothers and sisters. So you must protect them, help them, listen to them and not be absent as a being. Satan is always there for you, we likewise need to be here for each other, in warfare, in failure, In success, in challenges.

 

[nebu]

As we have substantial power and stimulus in life, we also have a need in us to share this.

Sharing this is beautiful, however how it is shared and the ultimate result of this is very important.

Chain emotions of dopamine amplitude can create feelings of extensive conquering or peace, but these might not be as based in reality as it seems.

simple and extremely necessary message, having a large increase in power can bring “problems”, it is absurdly good and divine, but momentary, having to reason as if those moments were your destiny for life, you really have to think

looks like you're all energy and that's it :shock:

 

[magus.immortalis]

You won't be truly high if you don't treasure your brothers and sisters. So you must protect them, help them, listen to them and not be absent as a being. Satan is always there for you, we likewise need to be here for each other, in warfare, in failure, In success, in challenges.

To me, personally, this is idealistic and dangerous thinking. To assume that the other person reading your post or replying to it is a "brother" or "sister" and is to be "treasured" and protected, is insulting to a thinking, logical, intelligent person. You don't know the people who are reading your post or replying to it, and everyone's value to the gods and to each other differ vastly.

Also, not everyone will get along with each other or even "like" each other. Even if we are spiritual Satanists, sometimes opinions will clash. Even if we are on the same side, it is unreasonable and foolish to assume that everyone will get along with each other. We are not at the level of the Powers of Hell, the gods of Hell, yet.

On a separate note, I think that my personal experience in feeling "high" related to the kundalini awakening process would have to go under this thread. I don't know where else it would go, or if I should even make a new thread, but I won't. I think it's slightly related, as the idea wouldn't leave me alone once it popped into my head.

There are days when one has the kundalini serpent awakened and partially risen and it will feel like you are high.
Looking back and reflecting, I think my mental aura expanded and I would feel a different state of being. A person I used to be acquainted with would laugh at me during our Skype talks, because he was sensitive and could sense how I was feeling.
And things that made perfect sense to a retail employee at the store I was shopping at, was confusing to me, but they were polite and helped me all the same.

I would say I felt ungrounded a lot, some days more than others. My spirit guides and myself observed it was the kundalini awakening process.

 

[NinRick]

As we have substantial power and stimulus in life, we also have a need in us to share this.

Sharing this is beautiful, however how it is shared and the ultimate result of this is very important.

Chain emotions of dopamine amplitude can create feelings of extensive conquering or peace, but these might not be as based in reality as it seems.

So you must take this feeling of expansion and joy and place it consciously on an essence of truth. Doing this many times, will make you be able to perceive a higher level of sight.

When it comes to our community and relationships of commitment and love for truth, we will want to share this happiness, this motivation among ourselves.

So we must do this with structure and purpose and not by a low egotistical space.

When you truly acquire that solar expansion, you will feel superior of others. But not in the negative way that was purposefully done to be perceived. Superior as a Father and Mother would feel. You will be everybody's "parent".

As a parent now you understand differently sharing your superiority, administering your challenges and all of the beauty of this.

As opposed to the God complex that truly brings nothing but shock factors and time waste for the self as well.

Treat yourself highly and you will treat others as well.

There is no space here to laugh about those below us. We need to help them, in any capacity we can whether we like it or not. Purely by a sense of duty and adoration of Satan.

You won't be truly high if you don't treasure your brothers and sisters. So you must protect them, help them, listen to them and not be absent as a being. Satan is always there for you, we likewise need to be here for each other, in warfare, in failure, In success, in challenges.

Just today I had very similar realization.
I used to look down on people, I knew I am better than most people and looked down on them the negative way.
Then just recently, I changed my approach and tried to put my self down a bit.

In my meditations I realized that looking down on people isn’t something bad necessarily, if you do it the right and positive way, just like the Gods do.

 

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

You won't be truly high if you don't treasure your brothers and sisters. So you must protect them, help them, listen to them and not be absent as a being. Satan is always there for you, we likewise need to be here for each other, in warfare, in failure, In success, in challenges.

To me, personally, this is idealistic and dangerous thinking. To assume that the other person reading your post or replying to it is a "brother" or "sister" and is to be "treasured" and protected, is insulting to a thinking, logical, intelligent person. You don't know the people who are reading your post or replying to it, and everyone's value to the gods and to each other differ vastly.

Also, not everyone will get along with each other or even "like" each other. Even if we are spiritual Satanists, sometimes opinions will clash. Even if we are on the same side, it is unreasonable and foolish to assume that everyone will get along with each other. We are not at the level of the Powers of Hell, the gods of Hell, yet.

On a separate note, I think that my personal experience in feeling "high" related to the kundalini awakening process would have to go under this thread. I don't know where else it would go, or if I should even make a new thread, but I won't. I think it's slightly related, as the idea wouldn't leave me alone once it popped into my head.

There are days when one has the kundalini serpent awakened and partially risen and it will feel like you are high.
Looking back and reflecting, I think my mental aura expanded and I would feel a different state of being. A person I used to be acquainted with would laugh at me during our Skype talks, because he was sensitive and could sense how I was feeling.
And things that made perfect sense to a retail employee at the store I was shopping at, was confusing to me, but they were polite and helped me all the same.

I would say I felt ungrounded a lot, some days more than others. My spirit guides and myself observed it was the kundalini awakening process.

All SS are my brothers and sisters, whether I may "like" them or not, changes nothing due to my love for Satan and our purpose here.

This is accessible if you have a commitment to a purpose of this kind, otherwise nothing is wrong to not like somebody else, this isn't conditioned in a community work in itself as a personal relationship would be.

So again, the above has nothing to do with liking or not liking somebody.

I also think if one would understand what we do here truly, not liking or other turmoil and differences, would not matter a bit in face of our need to stay united and prosper. This is individual and collectively. Just as a layer of administering some aspects, otherwise we all are connected by this purpose.

Being we are also not equal, of course there are varying degrees of love and closeness among ourselves, yet this has nothing to do with the quality, standard and professionalism we must get to for our own sake.

This is routed in advancement and not as a falsified enactment.

About your Kundalini awakening, sounds great and normal. Have you had any other experiences following this?

 

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

As we have substantial power and stimulus in life, we also have a need in us to share this.

Sharing this is beautiful, however how it is shared and the ultimate result of this is very important.

Chain emotions of dopamine amplitude can create feelings of extensive conquering or peace, but these might not be as based in reality as it seems.

So you must take this feeling of expansion and joy and place it consciously on an essence of truth. Doing this many times, will make you be able to perceive a higher level of sight.

When it comes to our community and relationships of commitment and love for truth, we will want to share this happiness, this motivation among ourselves.

So we must do this with structure and purpose and not by a low egotistical space.

When you truly acquire that solar expansion, you will feel superior of others. But not in the negative way that was purposefully done to be perceived. Superior as a Father and Mother would feel. You will be everybody's "parent".

As a parent now you understand differently sharing your superiority, administering your challenges and all of the beauty of this.

As opposed to the God complex that truly brings nothing but shock factors and time waste for the self as well.

Treat yourself highly and you will treat others as well.

There is no space here to laugh about those below us. We need to help them, in any capacity we can whether we like it or not. Purely by a sense of duty and adoration of Satan.

You won't be truly high if you don't treasure your brothers and sisters. So you must protect them, help them, listen to them and not be absent as a being. Satan is always there for you, we likewise need to be here for each other, in warfare, in failure, In success, in challenges.

Just today I had very similar realization.
I used to look down on people, I knew I am better than most people and looked down on them the negative way.
Then just recently, I changed my approach and tried to put my self down a bit.

In my meditations I realized that looking down on people isn’t something bad necessarily, if you do it the right and positive way, just like the Gods do.

Disappointment and "rejection" might naturally come up, but we can either choose to help that person or accept the difference, or we dwell on purposeless hate, jealousy and ignorance.

The guy who said in a thread that he laughed about a SS working 4 months for an honest job, and then laughed about him drove me truly angry. What a bunch of nothingness in life. This happens in life as well by meaningless simple things.

Imagine being happy that a person is weak! And this person isn't your enemy! I get angry and rightfully so. This should never happen among us or with innocent people, with people below yourself.

We must wake the weak and get them strong and the stronger wake us as well and so on.

Life is meant for each other in one way or the other, and life is created by each other.

What you eat are animals and plants. What you breathe is air of trees. What you talk in your head is you, what you talk with others are humans. Everything that we do involves life and aliveness.

 

[NinRick]

As we have substantial power and stimulus in life, we also have a need in us to share this.

Sharing this is beautiful, however how it is shared and the ultimate result of this is very important.

Chain emotions of dopamine amplitude can create feelings of extensive conquering or peace, but these might not be as based in reality as it seems.

So you must take this feeling of expansion and joy and place it consciously on an essence of truth. Doing this many times, will make you be able to perceive a higher level of sight.

When it comes to our community and relationships of commitment and love for truth, we will want to share this happiness, this motivation among ourselves.

So we must do this with structure and purpose and not by a low egotistical space.

When you truly acquire that solar expansion, you will feel superior of others. But not in the negative way that was purposefully done to be perceived. Superior as a Father and Mother would feel. You will be everybody's "parent".

As a parent now you understand differently sharing your superiority, administering your challenges and all of the beauty of this.

As opposed to the God complex that truly brings nothing but shock factors and time waste for the self as well.

Treat yourself highly and you will treat others as well.

There is no space here to laugh about those below us. We need to help them, in any capacity we can whether we like it or not. Purely by a sense of duty and adoration of Satan.

You won't be truly high if you don't treasure your brothers and sisters. So you must protect them, help them, listen to them and not be absent as a being. Satan is always there for you, we likewise need to be here for each other, in warfare, in failure, In success, in challenges.

Just today I had very similar realization.
I used to look down on people, I knew I am better than most people and looked down on them the negative way.
Then just recently, I changed my approach and tried to put my self down a bit.

In my meditations I realized that looking down on people isn’t something bad necessarily, if you do it the right and positive way, just like the Gods do.

Disappointment and "rejection" might naturally come up, but we can either choose to help that person or accept the difference, or we dwell on purposeless hate, jealousy and ignorance.

The guy who said in a thread that he laughed about a SS working 4 months for an honest job, and then laughed about him drove me truly angry. What a bunch of nothingness in life. This happens in life as well by meaningless simple things.

Imagine being happy that a person is weak! And this person isn't your enemy! I get angry and rightfully so. This should never happen among us or with innocent people, with people below yourself.

We must wake the weak and get them strong and the stronger wake us as well and so on.

Life is meant for each other in one way or the other, and life is created by each other.

What you eat are animals and plants. What you breathe is air of trees. What you talk in your head is you, what you talk with others are humans. Everything that we do involves life and aliveness.

I like you

 

[magus.immortalis]

You won't be truly high if you don't treasure your brothers and sisters. So you must protect them, help them, listen to them and not be absent as a being. Satan is always there for you, we likewise need to be here for each other, in warfare, in failure, In success, in challenges.

To me, personally, this is idealistic and dangerous thinking. To assume that the other person reading your post or replying to it is a "brother" or "sister" and is to be "treasured" and protected, is insulting to a thinking, logical, intelligent person. You don't know the people who are reading your post or replying to it, and everyone's value to the gods and to each other differ vastly.

Also, not everyone will get along with each other or even "like" each other. Even if we are spiritual Satanists, sometimes opinions will clash. Even if we are on the same side, it is unreasonable and foolish to assume that everyone will get along with each other. We are not at the level of the Powers of Hell, the gods of Hell, yet.

On a separate note, I think that my personal experience in feeling "high" related to the kundalini awakening process would have to go under this thread. I don't know where else it would go, or if I should even make a new thread, but I won't. I think it's slightly related, as the idea wouldn't leave me alone once it popped into my head.

There are days when one has the kundalini serpent awakened and partially risen and it will feel like you are high.
Looking back and reflecting, I think my mental aura expanded and I would feel a different state of being. A person I used to be acquainted with would laugh at me during our Skype talks, because he was sensitive and could sense how I was feeling.
And things that made perfect sense to a retail employee at the store I was shopping at, was confusing to me, but they were polite and helped me all the same.

I would say I felt ungrounded a lot, some days more than others. My spirit guides and myself observed it was the kundalini awakening process.

All SS are my brothers and sisters, whether I may "like" them or not, changes nothing due to my love for Satan and our purpose here.

This is accessible if you have a commitment to a purpose of this kind, otherwise nothing is wrong to not like somebody else, this isn't conditioned in a community work in itself as a personal relationship would be.

So again, the above has nothing to do with liking or not liking somebody.

I also think if one would understand what we do here truly, not liking or other turmoil and differences, would not matter a bit in face of our need to stay united and prosper. This is individual and collectively. Just as a layer of administering some aspects, otherwise we all are connected by this purpose.

Being we are also not equal, of course there are varying degrees of love and closeness among ourselves, yet this has nothing to do with the quality, standard and professionalism we must get to for our own sake.

This is routed in advancement and not as a falsified enactment.

About your Kundalini awakening, sounds great and normal. Have you had any other experiences following this?

Thank you for your reply. It was clarifying and I understand what you wrote previously better.

My first response in your thread came from having past interactions with spiritual Satanists, over 12.5 years online.
Some through Skype and Facebook video chat, mostly interactions on Yahoo groups and on these forums.

At the risk of sounding a bit naive, I was personally and happy to interact with other SS, and thought most of those people the better, and some, evolving to be the best of their peoples and races. I must have only seen their potential and not meeting them where they were at the time we conversed.

But a lot of those relationships did not pan out. I thought well of others and therein was my mistake in thinking the best of each person and not believing what they said about themselves. I didn't meet them where they were, and some of them were very dishonest with me, over years of emailing. I only learned this recently in the last two years.

I used to invest a lot of energy into thinking and believing that everyone was indeed, my brother and sister and we must support each other, encourage each other, and these friendships did not last-10 years, 8 years, knowing some of these people and I thought the world of them. They were my brothers and sisters, I thought. But as I advanced and was able to have two-way conversations with my Guardians, they showed me things, explained things, and let me figure out how my "friends" "buddies on Facebook" etc. really felt.

I learned the hard way that people will show you themselves who they truly are over time, and try to keep up an image in the meantime that you may favor them, to their advantage. While calling you "brother" "sister" etc.

That's why it struck a chord in me and I responded the way I did when you used the terms "brothers" "sisters", and to protect them, amongst other things.

I tried to find that camaraderie and community with people before and it failed me greatly. I learned though, so I hope this post of mine is not coming off as complaining, but I am venting I guess, and trust is a currency that is rare and hard to share with people, especially online. Only time tells.

Thanks for asking about my kundalini awakening process. I'll talk a little about it.

My kundalini awakening process actually started when I was 22, when I had sex with an astral being in my bed, while I was conscious and awake, and my kundalini gently awakened.

I wasn't a spiritual Satanist until 28 but Satan was still with me and I was able to experience minor things that had to do with psychic awareness, like feeling my neighbors doing whatever in their apartment (I lived in an apartment building at the time), hearing them think, feeling their emotions (like if they were hungry but mostly one person was just relaxing, watching television) but those powers were not permanent-they lasted a few hours and I kept having sex with this astral being, while awake and aware, and that further awakened my kundalini serpent a bit. It's not something I recommend people go out and do but I don't think negatively of it, it was just my life at the time.

I was interacting with some non-human beings (that I now reflect that they were, indeed of Satan) and that went on for years.

When I dedicated to Satan via Joy of Satan at age 28 that was when he was guiding my Serpent, and most of the time I had a lot of kriyas (automatic movements that happened naturally, without my doing on my own- as long as I did not fight it everything went smoothly.) But they happened for several hours, on and off, a day.

This wasn't a problem as I was living at home and there were no demands made on me, except of my time and patience to just seek all I could find out about these kundalini symptoms.

There was a topic on here some time ago about how kriyas and the kundalini awakening process can really sideline someone's life. I read a bit of that thread and I agree-it messed up my school career and I never succeeded in getting my degrees-because of the kriyas. I lived at home with my folks and just did my best.

 

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

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If people would've done what I said initially, this wouldn't came to be. This is also a more personal approach, and I am glad to hear that your Guardian helped you.

About the Kundalini, sounds natural and expected. Doing the Gods rituals will help you extremely.