Braun666
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- Sep 21, 2017
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Do some people have it in their soul to be Hermits completely? I know the term means total seclusion, but I feel like I'm kind of at that point.
How would it be viewed if one were to withdraw from this society and work full time as a Satanist, and with the purpose of reaching the Magnum Opus & giving their all in their work & service both spiritual warfare and online work for Satan? I know many have warned against this, but is such a thing not an option at all? Don't we all have unique paths to follow? Not everyone can do the work, life balance, Satanism does take a huge chunk of ones time(No complaint of course
In no way do I say this with the thought of deserting the community this is just a thought about how much gains one could reach... More time for spiritual progress(much faster than monks in the himalayas* and more time to fight for Satan(More Final RTRs and other work that is needed* This community is so rich an powerful since I joined I just can't stop thinking about *US*. I had tears when our forums went down & when we got attacked. I have skipped some meditations and even RTR's, made serious mistakes but I stay on with the path and will continue on in spite of my inner struggles & escapist tendencies, until I burn the karmic seeds I planted in the past.
I just feel very distant from everyone else and have yet to find relatable people other than here of course. I mean I'm already alone, but pretend in the outside world day in day out that I'm cool. What difference would it make if I were to change countries and live somewhere that gives me more time to gain more spiritual power & more knowledge through study which I'm already doing.
It's like the more power I gain the more I realize that yes human interactions are important, but on the flip side I want to get the spiritual gains in this lifetime. Which unavoidably requires much solitude. This seems to be inevitable.
I could only live and ''chill'' with people that are worth it which in my opinion they can really only be those that practice some form of spirituality though altered in many ways. And ultimately having other Satanists close to me.would be most ideal. Idle purposeless chatter is starting to really annoy me.
Right now the hermit lifestyle is seriously real. This is the only community I have that is relatable. It's kind of sad I have to put on a mask for survival in the outside world. Barely no one around us know what we know.
Any thoughts, criticism and discussions on what I said would be appreciated.
How would it be viewed if one were to withdraw from this society and work full time as a Satanist, and with the purpose of reaching the Magnum Opus & giving their all in their work & service both spiritual warfare and online work for Satan? I know many have warned against this, but is such a thing not an option at all? Don't we all have unique paths to follow? Not everyone can do the work, life balance, Satanism does take a huge chunk of ones time(No complaint of course
In no way do I say this with the thought of deserting the community this is just a thought about how much gains one could reach... More time for spiritual progress(much faster than monks in the himalayas* and more time to fight for Satan(More Final RTRs and other work that is needed* This community is so rich an powerful since I joined I just can't stop thinking about *US*. I had tears when our forums went down & when we got attacked. I have skipped some meditations and even RTR's, made serious mistakes but I stay on with the path and will continue on in spite of my inner struggles & escapist tendencies, until I burn the karmic seeds I planted in the past.
I just feel very distant from everyone else and have yet to find relatable people other than here of course. I mean I'm already alone, but pretend in the outside world day in day out that I'm cool. What difference would it make if I were to change countries and live somewhere that gives me more time to gain more spiritual power & more knowledge through study which I'm already doing.
It's like the more power I gain the more I realize that yes human interactions are important, but on the flip side I want to get the spiritual gains in this lifetime. Which unavoidably requires much solitude. This seems to be inevitable.
I could only live and ''chill'' with people that are worth it which in my opinion they can really only be those that practice some form of spirituality though altered in many ways. And ultimately having other Satanists close to me.would be most ideal. Idle purposeless chatter is starting to really annoy me.
Right now the hermit lifestyle is seriously real. This is the only community I have that is relatable. It's kind of sad I have to put on a mask for survival in the outside world. Barely no one around us know what we know.
Any thoughts, criticism and discussions on what I said would be appreciated.