Master Darkness said:
I want to settle down to live a normal life somewhere safe. I don't want to be miserable. I hate Jews and their superiors. Fehu is for temporary properties. Odhal is for permanent property. To get a property I want to use Odhal Isa Hagl. I think this combination of runes is very powerful and perfect. Odhal ... permanent property. Isa ... you fall into unsuspecting victims of it. Hagl ... rune of completeness and injustice. What do you think Ol Argedco Luciftias?
You are trying to do this on yourself to help yourself? So why would you want to "fall into unsuspecting victim of it" (Isa) or "complete permanent injustice" (Hagl) Are you retarded? Why would you use negative cursing runes with negative cursing intensions and expectations to try to do a positive thing for yourself? Why do you keep trying to use Isa and Hagl for everything? I agree that Ođal would be good for you to use, but why mix with Isa and Hagl? And even to say how negative they are, then saying you're using them inside yourself to do a good thing for yourself. Are you really that stupid or is this supposed to be some kind of a joke?
My opinion is you are far far too ignorant to be trusted to make any kind of magical working of your own. Stop trying to make your own spells and workings because every single one of them that you ever mentioned are 100% negative and destructive and would certainly backfire against you in a horrible way. So just don't even try because all you're going to do is fuck yourself up really really bad.
For now, just do the final RTR and the Returning Curses, and the instructions for Opening the Chakras. And follow all the instructions exactly perfectly! Don't try to change anything with any of these meditations to "make them work better" because you would only make them worse and dangerous against yourself like you seem to have a habit of doing.